Baby doll gone wrong
Summary: so a new kind of new moon. Edward left Bella telling her not to do anything stupid and all of that. She goes off and gets mixed up in the 'wrong crowd' and soon is doing drugs and parting 24/7. What happens when Edward comes back after 6 months(like he said he would) and sees her the way she is. Can he help her?
Disclaimer: I do not own ANYTHING in Twilight, but I do have some of my own charters that I put in there.
Also this is just to pass time until the next books come out! August 2!! Yea I'm counting down the days!!
Chapter one : after he left
Weeks passed everyone was worried about me, but I couldn't find any reason to try at life anymore. He left me all alone in the stupid woods. I wish he just never talked to me, and that I never moved to Forks. What's so good about this stupid town; I'll tell you what, NOTHING! I tried to tell my self that everything would get better, but with each passing second I got more and more depressed. I thought about killing my self, but I could never do it. I ended up cutting myself a few times, but even that didn't help a thing. I needed a change.
Then one day I just decided to go out to Seattle. There I looked around until I found a store I would never be in. It was full of black cloths and before I knew it I bought a new wardrobe. I threw out all my old cloths, cause everything reminded me of him. He was everywhere and all I wanted to do was forget him, but I couldn't. I showed up to school and I was as people call it 'anti social' I didn't talk to anyone, what was the point. One day out of nowhere 2 new kids showed up at school. Both of them also wore the dark clothing I wore and they walked up to me.
"Hi," The girl with pure black hair said as she and the other girl was sitting down with me at the table away from everyone. I nodded not really knowing how to respond. I haven't said a word in months, but they didn't seam to care. "This place is quite the dump," she said again, "o how rude of me, I'm Melissa and this is friend Claire."
"I'm Bella" I said finding my voice but it coming out a bit crackly. "Why did you two move into a place like this?"
"My mother wanted to move into a small town. She came because well, our moms are like lesbians, so they stick together." Melissa said.
"It gets annoying sometimes, but at lest we stay together. So why are you here?" Claire asked me.
"My dad lives here and I left my mom. She has enough to deal with without me being there." It felt weird to finally be talking after so long. My vocal cords hurt a bit. They both gave me a understanding look.
"It never gets me how everyone I know who dressed like us always have some kind of problem." Claire said with a sort of smile. "We should hang out sometime." Before I knew it we were bonding. We decided to ditch class and we went off in my truck. They didn't have their cars brought up yet from what they told me.
"Do you smoke?" Melissa asked me. I was suddenly hit with the fact that they were probably not the best people to be hanging with. I didn't care though. I was tired of feeling like dieing.
"Not really." I said back truthfully.
"O, do you mind if we smoke in here?" I pondered the thought for a moment. I was 18, it wasn't illegal for me to do it. I wondered if Charley would care, but then gave up. I do what I want. I thought to my self, and that gave me an even better idea.
"No, in fact can I have one?"
"Sure." She passed the cigarette over to me. I had no clue as to why I would take this thing. I was killing of part of my body, I mean there goes more of my life. On second thought, who gives a shit about my life. He left me; he left me to die, that dick.
I started to smoke it and I didn't know why people make it such a big deal I coughed once and after that, I was fine. Both of the girls gave each other a look and we ended up going out of town to one of their friends houses that lived about an hour out. I really didn't know what I was doing but it wasn't like I would ever have a meaning in my life.
A guy answered the door, "Melissa, Claire, what are you two doing here?"
"Well, we thought we should stop on by. O and this is my friend Bella." Melissa said pointing to me. He looked over at me and I swear he did a double take. "She is off limits" Melissa added quickly. "I'm not going have you screw her, and leave her." She said.
"Ok I get it." He walked over to me and smiled. "My name is Tommy, you can call me Tom." I looked over and saw both Claire and Melissa roll their eyes. We started to walk into his house and I was hit with the smell of, I have no clue but it wasn't legal. I saw everyone sitting down in a circle and I joined in. at first I was just going to watch, but what fun was that , right. People make sure a big deal about this shit, so why not try it. After a few joints I understood why people tell you no to do it. People where talking but I couldn't understand a dang word anyone was saying. Then to think I still had to drive home, gosh dang it.
Ok so it's a little rough I want to know if anyone likes it, I been looking 4 a flick with Bella doing drugs I didn't find one, so I'm writing one lol tell me what you think!
ashley