Disclaimer: I don't own twilight, but I do own "Weightless"
Ok so this is my second story. I am currently suffering from an Eating disorder so this story will be inspired by some of my struggles.
Prologue:
Dear Diary,
I'm so disgusted with myself today.
I only lost a pound in two days. Obviously I'm not pushing myself hard enough. I'm starting a fast tomorrow for a week as punishment for not losing enough weight. If I'm ever going to get to my goal weight of 80 pounds, I need to work harder. I would probably already be at 80 pounds if it wasn't for my medaling mother desperately trying to cram food down my throat to make me fatter. Don't they see the rolls of fat on my stomach or the way that I can still grip the fat on my thighs?
I don't deserve to eat.
My mother told me that she couldn't take my illness anymore so she is sending me to Forks to live with my father.
Bitch.
That's fine with me. I can escape the constant supervision of my mother and maybe I can finally lose the last 20 pounds I need to reach my goal. Charlie doesn't know anything about my eating habits or what to look for. He's gullible and will believe any lie I feed to him.
I'm not excited about the cold and rain or the small town life. But at least in forks they won't see me as the Anorexic girl, I'll just be Bella.
I want Forks to be different.
I want to be happy
I want to be beautiful.
I want to be weightless.
-Bella
Review if your interested. And for those who follow my other story "Silence is a virtue" I am almost finished writing, it will be updated by the end of the week