Waiting for a Light that Never comes... Man fakkkkkk
A/N: Why do I to suffer these things that is called writer's block?! Well… I was thinking of this since I have not been on for a little while(if you call a year and a half a little bit). I want to dedicate this piece to BLKGURLSMUSE. She is an amazing writer, and she is FUCKMAZING! Alrighty then, all have a Happy New Year! Had to repost this, FF be doing shit.
Underline = Bonnie's thoughts
Italics = Mystery person speaking to Bonnie in her thoughts
I do not own the Vampire Diaries nor Prince. I wish I did, cause that man is AMAZEBALLS!
Sitting alone in the 1994 version of the Boarding House dining area, the young beautiful caramel skin girl quietly sobbing to oneself. She is deciding either to kill herself to take away the loneliness that she feels, mentally physically. Or to hold on to find away out of the repeating hell created for Kai Parker.
She keeps on drinking on the bourbon even though it burns the back of her throat. It doesn't do it's job of numbing the pain, it doesn't give her the relief that she so seeks. She cries harder thinking on how many times she had died already. Always being that friend to depend on. She screams, "I cannot keep doing this!"
She abruptly gets up and throws the glass of Bourbon on the floor. She watches as the glass shatters artfully on the floor as the amber liquid spreads. She fingers her growing bob, rethinking on her decision-making. She eyed the biggest jagged piece that could get the job done. Bonnie Victoria Nenet Bennett told herself, "Get yourself together girl, don't do this." She doesn't listen to her own instructions.
She frantically breathes in and out as she squeezed the piece of glass, letting it dig into her skin. Making it known to her body that this object would surely kill her. She holds the piece across her neck and stands still. Unbeknownst to her, a voice starts seeping into her mind, thinking it's her own voice. Why are you doing this? This doesn't seem smart.
She weeps some more and says, "Because nobody cares what happens to me. It's always me! Always ME who has to get everyone out of a jam!" Wait a minute, let me do this *record scratches* What the hell? No, what the hell is with you! I thought you would fight back! Bonnie gasps and backs up to the table, she drops the jagged piece to the ruined floor. She screams out into the house. "Who are you?! What do you want?
The voice is silent for a couple minutes. She looks around the living area to see if she left on a record or a cd player seeing if she wasn't going crazy due to loneliness. Bonnie sees nothing but the sunlight coming from the window. Hears the rustling in the trees calm her down a little bit. "I must be really losing my mind."
Bonnie said as she looks around. Nope, still here. The voice interjects happily, popping the p with snark in her voice. Bonnie yips at the interruption. "That is weird, please stop doing that." The voice answered with a question. Why should I stop having my fun? "Because it is uncomfortable talking to something that is residing inside my mind." Bonnie states as she looks around.
Do you want me to show myself? Cause I can do that. "That would be nice if you could." Bonnie states as she sits down on the loveseat. But I don't want to. The voice whines in Bonnie's mind. Bonnie slowly losing her patience with the voice, she breathes in and out. "Can you please come out?" No, I don't wanna. The voice said through her nose, sounding like a little child.
Bonnie's patience snaps and says angrily, "Get your ASS OUT OF MY MIND NOW!" The voice says in a New Yorker accent, Cause I don't want to, want to fight about it? Frustrated, Bonnie sighs roughly in her throat. Alright imma do it. The voice states with glee. "Seriously?! When I asked you said no, but when you say you want to come out-"
She is interrupted when an upbeat song started playing. Identifying it as Erotic City. "Are you freaking kidding me?! Prince at a time like this?" Bonnie says as she rolls her eyes. Irritated, she was about to step outside, but then freezes in her spot as a purple fog appears in front of her very eyes. The silhouette started singing along the epic melody.
I...I...I...I…
Erotic City
Erotic City
All of my purple life
I've been looking for a dame
That would want to be my wife
That was my intention, babe
If we cannot make babies, maybe we can make some time
Thoughts of pretty you and me, Erotic City come alive
We can funk until the dawn, making love 'til cherry's gone
Erotic City can't you see, thoughts of pretty you and me
Every time I comb my hair Thoughts of you get in my eyes You're a sinner, I don't care I just want your creamy thighs
"Bish yasss, there is always time for Prince. He is EVERYTHING!" The voice now out of her mind says as the fog clears. Now appears from the fog is, a plus size woman with braids wrapped in one big bun, she was a lovely shade of brown, natural eyebrows, a symmetrical face with smiling light brown cat eyes, big cheeks, nice sized nose, a mole above her lovely lips on the left side, She wearing gold earrings with two or three piercings in each ear, wearing a Purple Rain Tour shirt over her huge chest, with black skinny jeans, along with stylish heels. Nails nicely manicured in black & purple, looking like she was just at a Prince concert. She stood in confidence, it seemed to piss Bonnie off even more. Why am I always shorter than everyone else?!
"Love the merchandise?" The mystery woman smiles, showing even white teeth as she arches her left eyebrow. Bonnie sucks her teeth, she was staring at the mystery woman. She turns from the woman. She's very pretty but annoying. She could have at least let me finish looking. WAIT! WHY AM I SAYING THIS?! "Geez girl, stop screaming into your head. But, I thought so, I thought you like the D. If you do consider switching teams-" Bonnie turns abruptly and says, "Okay, that's it! Stop talking! You are annoying me!"
"You call it annoying sexy, but I call it being straightforward. I just love it. It's amusing seeing you flustered." The mysterious woman says as her eyes twinkled. Bonnie walks up to said stranger and gets in her face. She starts measuring mentally. "Short by two feet sexy, your adorably short. Is this the part where we rub noses, or something else ends up being rubbed together? Either way is fine with me." The stranger states as Bonnie's cheeks get hot, she backs up a few feet back into the house.
"Getting a little hot and bothered? That's a good thing. All that tension that I felt in your mind is unbearable. Somebody hasn't been hitting it right." Bonnie looks at her and says, "Please, stop. That is none of your business. And someone has been hitting it right. Who are you?" The stranger scoffs states, "No they haven't. And you know it." Then walks up to Bonnie with grace. She gently takes a hold of her chin and says, "I am the answer to your problems Bonnie Bennett. Or something to that effect."
A/N: Alright now, I really need to update my other fanfic. But i needed to get this out before I forgot. I hope I didn't copy anybody else's idea, it just popped up into my head and would not go away.