First fic please be nice. Little one shot for people who are tired of fics where Lisanna's a b****

I own nothing, not even my soul.

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Natsu stood at the edge of her grave tears welling up in his eyes as he remembered what had transpired two years ago. "Lisanna, why did you have to leave? Why couldn't you have stayed with me and Happy, as a family." He said out loud to no one in particular. "I should have gone with you on that mission! I should have followed you guys, then maybe, just maybe you wouldn't be dead."

Tears threatened to fall from his eyes, as the sky, almost as if it know his pain, started to leak tears of it's own as the rain fell, tapping the straw hut they built as kids. Natsu remembered that day as clear as his reflection in the mirror.

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Natsu and Happy just got back from their fishing trip, as Lisanna, Mira, and Elfman showed up by the giant magnolia tree in south gate park. "Hi Natsu!" Exclaimed Lisanna, as Elfman practically yelled "Hey Natsu, we got a manly S-class quest thanks to Mira!"

The Pyromaniac bounced up and down "Can I come, can I come, can I come?"

"No Natsu a real man can protect his family by himself!" Exclaimed the male takeover mage.

Natsu looked down dejectedly, "But I want to come."

The goth demon started to talk, "Maybe next time Natsu, besides you look cuter when you're sad." Mira said as she started to lick at her lips like the crazy sadist that she is.

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Natsu remembered the look of their retreating forms as they left to kill the beast, their silhouetted forms crossing the horizon, Lisanna's good bye, as they left that fateful day on x782, only to come back one short, with sadness in their heart and and the rain clouds in the sky. He remembered the funeral he held by the same headstone he stood at now, remembering her love for the sun set at this very spot, and the tears that he tried so hard to keep in were spilling, like a mug of ale filled too high.

Then he remembered how he never got the chance to say I love you.