One Year Ago

One Year Ago
Laguna, my beloved
Sweet president of Esthar.
When I wake up in the morning
And see your smiling face
Taped up on my wall
It brings tears to my eyes.
Sometimes they are tears of joy
Sometimes they are tears of saddness
And sometimes they are tears of madness.
When I stare at my table
During the darkest of nights
I can almost see you sitting there
With that stupid look on your face.
What would we talk about my beloved
If I could sit next to you.
Would we talk about your many adventures?
Would you pat my head like you would Ellone's?
Would we talk about Squall?
I look at my table again
And you aren't there this time.
I walk into my Laguna Shrine
And stare at the pictures on my wall
So many pictures of you.
Sometimes I stay there for hours
While other times I can mentally be there for days
Or months...or now a year.
Yes, it was one year ago
we first met.
I remember it very well
You were running in the forest with your friends
Silly Sir Laguna driving the car to Deling City
Your endless talks about yourself
Your leg cramps by the piano
Your pretty long hair I'd wish I could comb
But most of all
Your sweet smile and big heart.
I'll never forget you Laguna...
I'll never forget you.