I'm looking for a story about twilight. I remember parts of it but don't know the name. I remember bella makes a list of things she does so that she doesn't have any regrets. After completing the list she intends to go looking for the cullens but when shes doing the last thing on her list, clff diving, Tanya stops her, she then takes her to Alaska I think and changes her. They use and injection I think instead of biting bella. So now she's less vampire I guess you could say. And then I'm pretty sure the cullens come back to forks when bella is there. They find a video she made saying she was looking for them. The cullens all except Emmett think shes dead and was not able to find them. Emmett met bella a while ago so he knows shes alive. That's all I can remember.
Another one I'm looking for is bella is changed after the cullens leave so the wolves contact Carlisle. Carlisle and Alice some to get her and she doesn't have any kind of thirst for blood. So the cullens take her back to wherever they were but can't get in contact with Edward. They leave message after message and he finally shows up, when bella is gardening or looking for her car keys in the garden. Also after bella has been with the cullens for a while I remember shes sitting with Emmett or something and all f a sudden she get this uncontrollable thirst or something. When they find her she doesn't feel the thirst anymore I think.
If anyone knows the name of either of the stories or the name of one of the authors please tell me it would be a huge help. Thank You!