Lonely (Romano)

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Warning: Swearing and feels.

Romano looked out the window sitting in a chair, thinking about his life.

Why am I unneeded and lonely? Romano asked himself.

"Roma?" Spain asked walking in the room,

"What?" Romano said back not looking at the Spanish man,

"I got you a journal!" Spain said happily holding up the journal,

"Yeah, put it on my desk." Romano said back, still not looking back,

"Okay!~Well I`m going to make dinner!" The Spanish man said putting the journal on the desk,

"Yeah, whatever." Romano said back,

"Okay!" Spain said going out the door, "What do you want?"

"Tomatoes and more tomatoes." Romano said back,

"Okay!" Spain laughed and closed the door.

`Romano turned to look at the closed door, reaching his hand out. Romano got up, and moved his chair over to his desk. He looked at the journal; the journal was green and had a little smiling tomato in the middle. "Cute." Romano smiled; he opened the journal and began to write.

2/20/14 Hello, my name is Romano. An unwanted and lonely nobody. Feli`s better than me...he`s loved, kind, and caring. I'm just cruel, evil, and hated. I know, because Grandpa took Feli with him. Why couldn`t I go too?

Spain said that he wanted Feli more than me. A lot of people prefer Feli than me. I`m just an unwanted, useless, nobody. That`s why I joined the Mafia. I JOINED THE MAIFIA FOR A FUCKING REASON! I wished there was some one that felt the same way I did. Can`t they understand I wanted to be loved too? Can`t they understand that I wanted to feel wanted? Can`t they understand that I hated it when they said I was useless. I already know I`m a useless nobody. I know that, and it feels like hell when they say it. I bet Spain`s just using me. If I was a better person would I be loved like Feli too?

Romano stopped writing, tears were streaming down his face. He reread what he wrote and closed the journal. Romano started sobbing in his arms.