Kairi awoke with a sudden jolt, followed by a pain in her stomach. "Shit…." Kairi bent down in pain feeling even weaker than she had before. She whimpered a bit, while holding on to her stomach.
This happened to Kairi on a regular basis; ever since she found out she had about a year left to live. She found out about having cancer about two years ago. She couldn't believe the news when she found out. How could this have happened to her? She always took care of her body, she ate healthy, and she was almost never sick. She hadn't even once had the flu.
It just isn't fair! She thought. She was too young to leave this planet, let alone have cancer. She was a young, beautiful, caring girl. She always put everyone first and was always there for her friends when they needed her. She was that one person you could always count on. She was a very lovable and nice person. She was always a great daughter, even if she never had a dad around; he died when she was only three years old, so she didn't really know anything about him except for the fact that he was a great man, according to her mother. So she just couldn't understand why it had to be her, why she had to suffer like this was beyond her.
She thought about it more and more. She would be missing out on a lot of stuff. She would never know what it would be like to be in love. She always imagined walking down the aisle in a beautiful wedding dress about to marry the man she loved. Now it would never happen to her. No one would ever love her knowing she wouldn't be around in about a year or so. She would never know what it would be like to have a family, to be able to have children. Kairi started to cry.
"This is such bull shit!"
The pain in her stomach calmed down, but it was still there; it was always there. She was a strong girl, but not strong enough for this. She would try and not let it affect her, but she wasn't doing a very good job at it. How was she going to tell all her friends? What was she going to tell him? I just don't know how I'm going to do this.
Kairi rolled her eyes and let out a long sigh. Kairi wiped a few tears from her face and laid back down and stared at the ceiling for a little bit. "This sure is the fucking life." Kairi closed her eyes and drifted off to sleep and tried to dream about a life cancer free.
If only….