Broken body, breaking soul
-KizuPL
Warning: Sad, YAOI - don't like, don't read
Genre: Drama/Angst
Disclaimer: Do I have to say it? ........ sigh Ok, I'll say it. I don't own Naruto. But seriously why should I write it? Isn't it obvious?
Summary: Someone is abused and can't do anything about it. What will happen? [Sasu/Naru] [Gaara/Naru]
Important: Well, in my story Team 7 is 15 years old. And you graduate Ninja Academy at age 13. It's somehow Naruto POV, although I'm not good in those things. It's my first story! I'm not very good in writing in English, but I hope you will understand my story. If I made any mistakes please don't blame me too much. Oh, and this is my first story. Don't be too harsh on me. Please review, I would be very happy even if it would be an abuse.
.
Prologue
My body is broken, my body is hurt
My body is bleeding again.
My heart is alone, my heart is hurt
My heart is bleeding again.
My soul begun to break, my soul is hurt
My soul bleeds in darkness again.
I'm really bleeding - I have many wounds
I'm really suffering - I have many cuts
I'm really hurt - I have many scars
On body, on heart, on soul - too much.
And it's all your fault, I blame only you
Because you called yourself my friend.
Now when think about it, my spirit was breaking too. I just couldn't keep my happy mask when I was so down. It all has started two years ago, after Sasuke came back from Orochimaru. I just wish that bastard hadn't come back. Because that's when it all started...
(FLASHBACK)
"Naruto, I've got a request to you"
"What is it old hag? I've just bring Sasuke-teme back, I'm tired, I want sleep and I want RAMEN!!!" Tsunade sweetdroped but quickly get more serious.
"It's very important. I want you to promise me that you won't fight against Sasuke, you won't quarrel with him and you won't annoy him and that you will live with him from now on." I fell of my chair
"WHAT??!!! YOU'RE KIDDING! I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT!!!" I was really mad. First of all I had to bring him back, then fight with those weirdoes and now I'm supposed to be nice to him and live with him?! "ARE YOU CRAZY OLD HAG?! HE IS MY RIVAL DAMMIT!"
"Not anymore. Please Naruto. You have to agree."
"I WON'T AGRE-"
"Naruto dammit! If you won't do it Sasuke can run away again! I beg you! Don't fight, don't quarrel, don't do anything against his will. If you have ever loved this village, do this. We need Uchiha. It's your chance to prove yourself as a worthy ninja. Please Naruto." That was something new. Tsunade actually beg for something. But still... It's Sasuke we're talking about! But for village...
"Ok... I'll do it... I'm not happy about it, but for village... I'll do it. I'll live with him. I promise that even if Sasuke will attack me I won't fight him. I swear."
"Arigato. I'm really thankful Naruto." Tsunade answered with genuine smile.
(END FLASHBACK)
I was such a fool to promise something like that. Two years ago when I made this promise I made the biggest mistake in my whole live. I gave Uchiha power over myself, and now I was suffering the consequences of this stupid promise.
Yup.
I was suffering. The oh-so-famous-and-wonderful Uchiha was beating me regular. And it was getting worse and worse. And I can't give back. And I can't tell it old hag or Kakashi-sensei. They wouldn't believe me. After all it's the great Sasuke Uchiha we're talking about.
"Dobe? Where in the fucking hell are you, you bitch?!" Shit. He was back again. Oh shit! He sounds mad. Damn, damn, damn. I'm in big troubles now.
CRACK
Oh crap. He's going to beat me badly again. Hide, hide, hide! I have to hide!
"I'm calling you, you unworthy whore!" Stop "You bitch, come out!" Stop, stop! ''You little fuck!" Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop! It hurt too much. You're hurting me! Don't you see it? Or maybe you know it and it please you? I don't know. I don't now nothing about you anymore... "You want play? Fine! When I get you will wish you was never born!" Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no... Please stop. Please, please, please... Oh God please don't let him find me.
Is he gone? I don't hear him. Maybe he went away?
"Well, well... What does we have here? Isn't it my little dobe?" Crap. I'm dead. He lean forwards me with this fucking smirk on his face. I scramble away as far as I can. Which isn't far. Oh shit. I'm cornered. The wall is behind me. He wants to touch me.
"D...don't. P...please..." I stutter. His smirk is even bigger
"Oh... don't worry." His hand reaches my face. I tremble. Wait. He caresses my cheek? Why? "I won't hurt you." Huh?
His face is near I can feel his hot breath on my face. I tremble even more. Why he's so near? What does he want? Why he's closer and closer?
Stand away!
Don't came closer!
Stop!
"I have already said. I won't hurt you. Not too much anyway." His all over me. And his eyes... There is something... I've seen before...
(FLASHBACK)
He's drunk. He's mad. He's even more drunk than ever. He pinned me to the floor. I already know what will happen next. He will beat me until I'm unconscious.
My heart is hurt, it bleeds, it's broken - again.
My body is hurt, it bleeds, it's broken - again.
I can't think... clearly. Wait... He's saying... something
"...Adorable... so... adorable... you... so... fu...able..." I can't... hear correctly. But I... look into his... eyes... They are dark... with something...Some kind of... desire? They're... wild somehow... I don't... understand... And I don't care... not any...more...
(END FLASHBACK)
That time I've seen it. But now it's darker and stronger and it scares me so much.
"Dobe..." He stroke my cheek gently
"D...don't... call me that" He laugh quietly
"Okay than... Naruto..." WHAT?! He actually called me Naruto in privacy?! What the--?! "I wanted to do this so long... you even don't now how long... Because you're..." Huh? I'm what? Can't hear him. "...adorable" What?
"Mmm!!''
His lips are on mine.
His hand is in my hairs.
His lips are on mine.
He's... kissing me.
I try to push him away.
He won't let me go.
He tries to force his tongue in to my mouth.
I try to push him away.
I fail.
"Adorable" Go away, go away, go away! Now!
Stop.
He tries to strip me. Stop him. Someone stop him! I don't know what he's doing! I don't want to know! Just someone make him stop!
Just someone stop him.
Please...
My heart is breaking into thousand pieces
I still can't stop you, I want you to stop
But you take advantage and it hurt so much
Because you were my only friend
Okay. I know it's short. But umm you know, I'm doubting myself. So... How was it? Did you like it? I know that poems suck because I wrote them myself and I'm not very talented.
I would love review. If you like it I will update as soon as possible.
Broken body, breaking soul
-KizuPL
Warning: Sad, YAOI - don't like, don't read
Genre: Drama/Angst
Disclaimer: Do I have to say it? ........ sigh Ok, I'll say it. I don't own Naruto. But seriously why should I write it? Isn't it obvious?
Summary: Someone is abused and can't do anything about it. What will happen? [Sasu/Naru] [Gaara/Naru]
Important: Well, in my story Team 7 is 15 years old. And you graduate Ninja Academy at age 13. It's somehow Naruto POV, although I'm not good in those things. It's my first story! I'm not very good in writing in English, but I hope you will understand my story. If I made any mistakes please don't blame me too much. Oh, and this is my first story. Don't be too harsh on me. Please review, I would be very happy even if it would be an abuse.
.
Prologue
My body is broken, my body is hurt
My body is bleeding again.
My heart is alone, my heart is hurt
My heart is bleeding again.
My soul begun to break, my soul is hurt
My soul bleeds in darkness again.
I'm really bleeding - I have many wounds
I'm really suffering - I have many cuts
I'm really hurt - I have many scars
On body, on heart, on soul - too much.
And it's all your fault, I blame only you
Because you called yourself my friend.
Now when think about it, my spirit was breaking too. I just couldn't keep my happy mask when I was so down. It all has started two years ago, after Sasuke came back from Orochimaru. I just wish that bastard hadn't come back. Because that's when it all started...
(FLASHBACK)
"Naruto, I've got a request to you"
"What is it old hag? I've just bring Sasuke-teme back, I'm tired, I want sleep and I want RAMEN!!!" Tsunade sweetdroped but quickly get more serious.
"It's very important. I want you to promise me that you won't fight against Sasuke, you won't quarrel with him and you won't annoy him and that you will live with him from now on." I fell of my chair
"WHAT??!!! YOU'RE KIDDING! I WILL NEVER EVER DO IT!!!" I was really mad. First of all I had to bring him back, then fight with those weirdoes and now I'm supposed to be nice to him and live with him?! "ARE YOU CRAZY OLD HAG?! HE IS MY RIVAL DAMMIT!"
"Not anymore. Please Naruto. You have to agree."
"I WON'T AGRE-"
"Naruto dammit! If you won't do it Sasuke can run away again! I beg you! Don't fight, don't quarrel, don't do anything against his will. If you have ever loved this village, do this. We need Uchiha. It's your chance to prove yourself as a worthy ninja. Please Naruto." That was something new. Tsunade actually beg for something. But still... It's Sasuke we're talking about! But for village...
"Ok... I'll do it... I'm not happy about it, but for village... I'll do it. I'll live with him. I promise that even if Sasuke will attack me I won't fight him. I swear."
"Arigato. I'm really thankful Naruto." Tsunade answered with genuine smile.
(END FLASHBACK)
I was such a fool to promise something like that. Two years ago when I made this promise I made the biggest mistake in my whole live. I gave Uchiha power over myself, and now I was suffering the consequences of this stupid promise.
Yup.
I was suffering. The oh-so-famous-and-wonderful Uchiha was beating me regular. And it was getting worse and worse. And I can't give back. And I can't tell it old hag or Kakashi-sensei. They wouldn't believe me. After all it's the great Sasuke Uchiha we're talking about.
"Dobe? Where in the fucking hell are you, you bitch?!" Shit. He was back again. Oh shit! He sounds mad. Damn, damn, damn. I'm in big troubles now.
CRACK
Oh crap. He's going to beat me badly again. Hide, hide, hide! I have to hide!
"I'm calling you, you unworthy whore!" Stop "You bitch, come out!" Stop, stop! ''You little fuck!" Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop! It hurt too much. You're hurting me! Don't you see it? Or maybe you know it and it please you? I don't know. I don't now nothing about you anymore... "You want play? Fine! When I get you will wish you was never born!" Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no... Please stop. Please, please, please... Oh God please don't let him find me.
Is he gone? I don't hear him. Maybe he went away?
"Well, well... What does we have here? Isn't it my little dobe?" Crap. I'm dead. He lean forwards me with this fucking smirk on his face. I scramble away as far as I can. Which isn't far. Oh shit. I'm cornered. The wall is behind me. He wants to touch me.
"D...don't. P...please..." I stutter. His smirk is even bigger
"Oh... don't worry." His hand reaches my face. I tremble. Wait. He caresses my cheek? Why? "I won't hurt you." Huh?
His face is near I can feel his hot breath on my face. I tremble even more. Why he's so near? What does he want? Why he's closer and closer?
Stand away!
Don't came closer!
Stop!
"I have already said. I won't hurt you. Not too much anyway." His all over me. And his eyes... There is something... I've seen before...
(FLASHBACK)
He's drunk. He's mad. He's even more drunk than ever. He pinned me to the floor. I already know what will happen next. He will beat me until I'm unconscious.
My heart is hurt, it bleeds, it's broken - again.
My body is hurt, it bleeds, it's broken - again.
I can't think... clearly. Wait... He's saying... something
"...Adorable... so... adorable... you... so... fu...able..." I can't... hear correctly. But I... look into his... eyes... They are dark... with something...Some kind of... desire? They're... wild somehow... I don't... understand... And I don't care... not any...more...
(END FLASHBACK)
That time I've seen it. But now it's darker and stronger and it scares me so much.
"Dobe..." He stroke my cheek gently
"D...don't... call me that" He laugh quietly
"Okay than... Naruto..." WHAT?! He actually called me Naruto in privacy?! What the--?! "I wanted to do this so long... you even don't now how long... Because you're..." Huh? I'm what? Can't hear him. "...adorable" What?
"Mmm!!''
His lips are on mine.
His hand is in my hairs.
His lips are on mine.
He's... kissing me.
I try to push him away.
He won't let me go.
He tries to force his tongue in to my mouth.
I try to push him away.
I fail.
"Adorable" Go away, go away, go away! Now!
Stop.
He tries to strip me. Stop him. Someone stop him! I don't know what he's doing! I don't want to know! Just someone make him stop!
Just someone stop him.
Please...
My heart is breaking into thousand pieces
I still can't stop you, I want you to stop
But you take advantage and it hurt so much
Because you were my only friend
Okay. I know it's short. But umm you know, I'm doubting myself. So... How was it? Did you like it? I know that poems suck because I wrote them myself and I'm not very talented.
I would love review. If you like it I will update as soon as possible.