Disclaimer: Well.. Tbh- As much as it upsets me ((; I don't own InuYasha.
Summary:He left her for a man he despised- he walked away from love.
Title:Never Walk Away From Love.
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I watched her stand there, watched her turn away. All I did was watch her break my heart, but love her all the more. I never saw her walk away though,- that's what I did.
"But Kagome.." I mumbled, I couldn't bare to walk away and leave her to Kouga. Although, she probably was going to leave me anyway.
I tried to show her one last time, though. I took a chance.
Grabbing her roughly by the arm, I twirled her round so she looked me square in the eyes.
"Why..?" She asked quietly.
I knew what she was asking behind the simple question- "Why did she have to stay even though I didn't love her?"
"Because this is something I have to do." I lowered my head, and crashed my lips down onto hers, kissing the life out of her - Showing her all of my own passion that I held for her. Yeah, I knew she loved me, but she loved Kouga just as much - Yes, I knew she loved me, but she loved Kouga, there couldn't be a life for me there, right? It would lead to disaster. I'd better just leave her for someone that loves her, her own feelings come before mine.
Even so, i let my hands play with her soft raven hair. I saw her eyelids close over her chocolate eyes, so I closed my own eyelids.
I pulled away, it seemed like I was kissing her for eternity, shame it couldn't stay like that - or at least be able to do something like that.
I looked into her eyes lovingly, and she stared back with the same emotion, or was i dreaming? I blinked and looked again.. Nope, she was looking at me with Love. It wasn't meant to be, It could never happen.
"I love you," I muttered, looking away into the night and added, "Very much." I let my hands linger in her hair, and I darted my eyes towards her face - I knew she was shocked. It showed on her pale flawless face.
Oh Yes, she was beautiful, extremely - And I couldn't touch her anymore.
I pulled away for good this time, letting go of her, in both ways. Letting her out of my reach, and leaving her for Kouga.
I stalked off into the night. Why did I have to do this to myself? I felt pissed.
Heart broken as well. But what could I do, but wrap myself in my sadness and curl up and sulk in a pitch black corner?
I fled into the darkness, leaving the love of my life, My beauty behind.
for a man I despised. I was fucked up. And I regretted it. But it's done now, all by fucking me. I'm such a shit head.
Walking around a corner, I left my old life behind me. I planned to forget everything. I was certain I could manage without her, just erase her from my mind and life and I'd manage somehow. I was determined to survive. I will survive.
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