Samantha Winchester feels nothing but pain. First of all her relationship with her brother is going to hell. She has made horrible mistakes that are costing her everything she cares about. Dean doesn't trust her, yet he still wants to save her, why what's the point anymore she failed. She honestly feels she was better off dead, at least Dean wouldn't hate her. Its killing her not having her brother need her anymore its why she packed her bag in the night left a note and got out of there. She had a feeling that these trials would kill her but that was okay. At least then Dean would be safe, He wouldn't miss her, his screw up of a baby sister and she could fix it, all she had to do was complete the trails. All by herself she could handle the consequences for her. Sam just needed to save Dean and getting rid of her and in reality his greatest burden would do that and she would be okay.
Dean didn't need her not the way she was now and she didn't need to bother him. Maybe she would finally meet her mom, get to really know her dad, and hang with Bobby. She would miss Dean and maybe she would go to hell and never see them again but that was okay. Sam just needed to do this save people, save Dean who was the only person in the world who she wished had never met. Her biggest wish was that she had never been born and had never torn apart her family. She had said so in her letter goodbye, had sworn to try to clean her mess without him pushing her along.
Sammy had to be a adult about this she was a big girl it was time to stop holding Deans hand like a life line. So she left without him knowing in the night while he slept. He had known something was up Sam was acting strange. She had taken the truck she had bought while he was in purgatory. And she was gone with a ghost of a kiss on her big brothers forehead. And left town she had been driving all night and was a state away from him. Her phone was going off like crazy with Dean trying to get a hold of her. She knew if she answered the phone she wouldn't be happy because if Dean told her to go it would kill her. And if he told her to come back she would. He had Benny though, she had called him and told him to take care of Dean, to keep him alive or she would hunt him down.
TADA so that is my first supernatural story. And I haven't seen much of it lately yet but I will catch up but this hit me and I had to do it.
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