As I sit here alone, I can't help but think about him…
The way he talked, walked and oh, the way he smiled.
I swear I could have been in the worst of moods and he would wash it all away, with just one smile.
When people say time heals all, they're fucking lying.
It doesn't!
It's been two years since I held him in my arms and watched the life fade from his being.
Why couldn't it have been me?
He is so much stronger than I am, he would have handled my death better than I'm handling his… Right?
I just don't know anymore...
How am I supposed to go on without the love of my life?
InuYasha…. Why did you have to go?