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EPOV:
I can't take it anymore; I cannot go another day without my Bella. I know it was for her own good that I left, but right now my selfishness is taking over, and I'm glad. So I found myself walking down her street towards her house.
As I drew nearer I saw her waking out her door and down the street. I wanted to scream her name, to run over to her and kiss her, to have her warm body near mine again. But I wanted to surprise her so I kept my mouth shut but sped my pace up to more of a fast walk.
Then the worst thing that could possibly happen, happened.
She seemed mad at something as she crossed the street without looking. I was too entranced at just seeing her again, that I didn't hear the truck coming from behind me going really fast, until it hit her. She went flying about 100 feet. I ran over to her full vampire speed, right now I didn't care if people saw me.
When I reached her she wasn't breathing and I could tell that she had many injuries. I could hear a faint pulse in her so again not caring; I ran vampire speed to the hospital.
"Some one get a doctor, she's dieing! PLEASE!" I screamed as I burst through the hospital doors.
"Bella, sweetheart, please hold one just a little longer, just until they get you into a room, then they can fix you, please…please…I cant live without you…" I whispered into her hair and I held her in my arms walking her to the room they told me to bring her.
I set her down onto one of the hospital beds and held her hand tightly in mine as I dry sobbed.
"Son, I'm sorry, but you have to let her go and weight in the weighting room. Please, if you want us to help her you have to leave, now." I didn't want to let go of her hand, I wanted to be by her side the whole way, but I knew that there would be plenty of blood and I couldn't risk it.
I silently got up, kissed her hand and walked out of the room reluctantly, always watching my little angels face.
"Edward…" I heard my name called in a familiar yet unfamiliar voice, I looked up to see Charlie standing in front of me, red eyes and tears still streaming down his cheeks.
"Edward, how is she...?" I could tell that he didn't really care for me, but right now we needed each other. He was probably the only other person who loves Bella as much as I do.
"I can't be certain right now, I brought her here about two hours ago and I haven't heard anything since. They have been in there operating. I…I don't know Charlie…" I put my head in my hands and let out a long exasperated sigh. "Charlie I'm sorry…"
"It's not your fault son; it's just our Bella, clumsy as usual." He stifled a small chuckle for my sake. This is the first time I've heard him say our Bella, it was always his, and this is probably the only time too…
"Yeah but…if I hadn't left…"I couldn't say it…
"Edward, she stormed out of the house because of Jacob…He had come over before and, well, he was asking her some questions…I asked him to do it…I wanted her to be happy again, I wanted to know what was wrong, and I made him do it…" His eyes seemed far away as he told me this.
For the rest of the time we just sat together in the weighting room…weighting.
Four hours later…
"Mr. Swan, you may come in. She is semi stable…"The doctor came out and said.
"Hey, weight what about me?! I can't see her?" I asked as I stood from my seat. Alice, Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett had come about two hours ago for support they were all really worried about Bella too.
"Family only son, visiting hours start tomorrow, 12:00pm to 2:00pm."
"But…but-" I began then Charlie cut in.
"He is family…he can come in." He sent me a week smile; I gave him one back as walked into her room.
When I got there she was still asleep, lying peacefully in her bed. There were casts and bandages all over her body, and hardly any skin. Just on her face hands and neck.
I slowly walked over to her bed on one side as Charlie walked over to the other. We both pulled up a chair and took one of her hands. Charlie was the first one to speak.
"Bella, sweetie, your going to make it, please…I need you…we need you." He looked up at me for a brief second before continuing to look over his daughters damaged body.
I just sat there staring at her beautiful face. She is my angel. All the times she has called me her angel, it was her all along. I wouldn't be functional if it wasn't for her…my perfect little peaceful angel. I love you, my sweet…please come back to us. I thought. I didn't know if Charlie would like to hear that come from me, so I kept it to myself.
There was a knock on the door and Carlisle came in.
"Hey there she is" He said trying to lighten the mood. "I hope its okay for me to be in here, I just wanted to check on her because I am, well a doctor." I could tell he didn't really know what to say, I also knew that he was doing this so he could tell the rest of the family her condition.
"Yeah, its fine, right now I think its best if were all here together…for each other…"Charlie said and I could see that Carlisle wasn't expecting that for a response. Carlisle slowly walked over to Charlie's side.
"Have they told you anything?" Charlie asked.
"They said that she is semi-stable and that she has plenty of broken bones, she has a concussion but it's not fatal she will remember everything. They are all praying that she will make the night…I'm sorry Charlie, I wish I could help, but the doctors on call are doing everything they can…"
"Thank you, thank you for everything you have done to help my little Bella…" A single tear fell from Charlie's eyes and he let it trickle down his cheek, the whole time watching Bella.
Charlie just sort of blocked us out as he said his next words.
"Bella, it's your dad. I don't know if you can here me…but try. You have done so much for me, I love you so very much, I may not show it all the time but I'm very proud of you. You found yourself a nice boy and you have great grades. It's okay to let go now honey…" Tears were now streaming down his face. "You have tried so long to hold on, but its okay, you don't have to try anymore…" What id he saying! No! She can't let go! Not now…I just want to see her beautiful eyes open, to talk to her and hear her voice.
He kissed her hand and brushed her hair out of her face, then left the room crying.
Once we were alone I asked Carlisle how she was really doing.
"Well, I'm sorry to say but she has lost a lot of blood but her heart is still functional. She has four broken ribs, two on each side and a partially collapsed lung, but they were able to fix that. Her right leg is broken and her left knee cap is fractured. Her right arm is broken badly and her left collarbone is broken from the in pack of landing on her left side. See the truck supposedly hit her from the right side so that's where the bad damage is. She hit her head on the way down so like I said before she has a minor concussion. Her neck is surprisingly perfectly fine and she just has plenty of cuts and burses. But other then that, we hope she will make it though the night. I will be on shift then so I can watch her the whole night. I'm sorry Edward I know this is very hard for you…"
"Carlisle…can you change her?" I asked hopefully.
"Edward, I wish I could…but I really have no clue how bad her injuries are, and that some might not be that cured by the venom. And I don't want her to have to live crippled for the rest of eternity.
"I'll leave you two alone." With that he left the room.
"Bella…please…please wake up, I made the biggest mistake of my life when I left you…I cant loose you now, I was just coming back to tell you that I cant live without you, every day that I was away from you I was like…like the non living dead. I need you. You are my perfect angle, I realized now that before you came along my life was literally hell. I mean Carlisle and Esme were good to me but I was always missing something, and that something is you. If you wake up from all this…I never want to live without you."
I then took her left hand that I held and slipped a small gold ring on her ring finger.
"I don't know if you can hear me but…Isabella Marie Swan, will you marry me…" I probably sounded like a mental person talking to someone who was unconscious. But there is that saying that says talking to plants make them grow faster.
With that I laid me head near her hand and kissed it one finally time then went into a sleep like state.
BPOV:
I woke up and I felt huge amounts of pain all through out my body. I tried to take a deep breath but there was a sharp pain that stopped it, the pain came from both my ribs and my lungs. Then it hit me…
Flash back
"Bella, please just tell me what happened, I just want to know what's wrong!" Jacob Black had come over to my house and was asking me questions like why Edward left me and why I was in such a deep depression…But I didn't want to answer them, for fear of bringing myself into a deeper state of depression then I already was, I didn't think that Charlie could take that..
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So I got up and decided to go to the library just near the high school. I walked out of the door and down the side walk a little. With out looking I crossed the street, stupid thing to do because the next thing that happened was that a truck came and hit me.
Just before unconsciousness took me I heard someone call my name then I felt two cold arms wrap around me. Edward. My angel. He came back. He does love me…
End Flash Back.
I looked down to see him there. I gasped but it hurt and I groaned, sending me into a painful fit of coughs. His head shot up and his eyes searched mine.
"Bella?! Are you okay?" He asked his face laced with concerned.
I nodded my head and was able to rasp out the word "water", and in an instant he brought me a cup of cold water. I didn't even stop to think I just put the cup to my lips and drank the whole glass. Then I was able to finally breathe properly.
I looked over to him; he was holding my left hand and how his clothes were wrinkled told me that he had stayed the night.
"Hi" I said with a smile. My voice was high pitched and raspy.
"Bella…my angel" He said returning the smile. Just then Carlisle burst through the door.
"Bella! Are you okay, do u feel any overbearing pain in you head?" He asked rushing to my side.
"No I'm fine…"I said in the same high pitched raspy tone. "What's wrong with my voice?"
He chuckled a little obviously relived "Bella one of your lungs partially collapsed, your voice it still getting used to it, but it will go back to normal soon, just rest it." I smiled at him for a thanks but that hurt too. Then Edward let out a small laugh at my reaction and squeezed my hand. I left something on my finger and let go of his had to look. There on my left ring finger was a beautiful, small banded ring with a beautiful topaz stone in the center.
Again I gasped, and it hurt, but I only coughed twice.
"Edward…did you?" Carlisle asked
Edward smile widened. This was his ring! He proposed to me! Now I remember, I heard his voice in my head but I thought it was just a dream!
Remembering flash back:
"Bella…please…please wake up, I made the biggest mistake of my life when I left you…I cant loose you now, I was just coming back to tell you that I cant live without you, every day that I was away from you I was like…like the non living dead. I need you. You are my perfect angle, I realized now that before you came along my life was literally hell. I mean Carlisle and Esme were good to me but I was always missing something, and that something is you. If you wake up from all this…I never want to live without you."
There was a pause…
"I don't know if you can hear me but…Isabella Marie Swan, will you marry me…"
End Flash Back.
"Edward! I said excitedly "Of course I'll marry you! I did hear you I love you so much!" I felt a small tear of joy fall from the corner of my eye and down my cheek. This is the best day of my life! Except for the fact that I'm in a hospital bed…with needles…in my body…Blech!
His face lightened even more and his eyes held a mixture of love, care, and compassion.
"Bella, do you mean it? I mean you just woke up-"
I cut off his rambling with a light touch of my wired finger to his beautiful lips. How I would love to kiss them.
"I'm sure; I never want to be without you…" I paused and turned my head to Carlisle.
"Do you think my damaged little heart can take a kiss?" I asked him with a painful smile.
He smiled back. "I think it can…I'll just go tell all the others you're awake" He exited the room.
"Others?" I asked looking back at Edward.
"Yeah everyone's here…I mean everyone, your friends from school, your dad, your mom and step dad, and, of course, my family."
"Oh..."
"But for right now, it's just you and me, alone" He paused then an evil smile spread across his face. "…what about that kiss?"
I smiled back and he leaned in and when our lips touched, I could feel and hear my heart beat faster. Edward smiled into our kiss; he always loved it when my little human heart fluttered because of him.
"I missed you" He said after we broke apart.
"I missed you too." I said, then there was a faint cough from the door way and we both looked over to see everyone standing just outside. Alice was the one who coughed. I smiled at her and blushed.
The next thing I knew was my room completely filled with beautiful flowers, teddy bears and get well cards. My favourit was from the Cullen's. It was a big blue bear and a beautiful bouquet of purple lilies, my favourit flower.
Everyone said their 'hi's' and telling me how glad they are that I'm okay and all. Then the doctor came in and said only family allowed. Renee, Charlie, and Edward stayed and just before the rest of the Cullen's left I said,
"Wait! You guys are family too." I smiled holding up my left hand to show my ring. Renee gasped and came over to my side to look at the ring and lecture me and Charlie was stunned, paralyzed to his spot. While the Cullens filled back into the room Alice came screeching over to us.
"Bella, you know that you are only eighteen! Look what happened between me and your father! Isabella, are you sure about this?" Renee said. Charlie had a pained expression on his face.
"Mom, I'm absolutely positive" I said smiling, as Edward took my hand in his again.
"But last time I talked to you, it was just a crush!" she was so over protective.
"Yeah, well I sort of lied about that, I really love him mom please just be happy for me!" I said that was all I wanted.
"Oh honey, I am extraordinarily happy for you, I'm just…confused a little, but if you're sure…then, okay..." She paused and took in the information properly. "My baby's getting married!"
"Oh no she's not!" Charlie said in a dry tone.
"Daddy Please!" I said why this had to happen now I have no clue.
"I am doing this with or with out your permission, mom is fine with it so why cant you? I am in love and you should be happy! I am truly disappointed that the day I wake up you already are getting in Edwards face! Seriously dad, I could have died!" I think I took it a little too far.
"I just want my little girl safe…"He said sadly.
"Its okay daddy, thank you." I really didn't mean to hurt him that much.
"Okay everyone I'm sorry but Bella needs to have a little sleep, remember she just woke up" said the doctor, I was tired but I didn't want them to leave.
As everyone was filing out of my room, I saw Edward get up to leave.
"Wait, don't leave me!!" I began to blush "sorry, I mean can you stay with me?" Edward smiled at me.
"I guess so, but you let her sleep no talking!" We both smiled.
When the doctor left I settled back into bed as best I could with all my broken bones, then slowly fell asleep.
"I love you Bella" Edward said.
"I love you too" Then I was fast asleep.
I woke up and Edward was gone. Where could he have gone? I slowly got out of bed using the crutches and walked out of my room. It was hard to even use the crutches with my broken arm and collarbone, but I have used them before, when…James attacked me.
I slowly made my way to the bathroom just the hall, when I saw that no one was around. Then I smelt that awful smell of rust and salt. Blood. And lots of it. When I turned the corner I saw that the reception center and desk was completely empty then I saw a body, covered in blood, then there were more body's, there were a lot of dead body's covered in blood all over the place. I saw my doctor and the nurses. Dead.
Creped out and really scared I made my way to the washroom, hoping to be safe in there. I pushed open the door and there was no one in here. I was walking over to the sink when the lights went out.
"Bella, its nice to see you again" There was an evil laugh and I immediately knew who it belonged to.
"Victoria…" I squeaked.
"How you disgust me you pathetic little human." She spat, acid gripping every word.
"Let's see how Edward likes living the rest of eternity with out you!" She shoved me up against the far wall and held me up by my neck.
"Put -gasp- me -gasp- down! -Gasp- Please...put me down..." I whimpered, no one could hear me, no one was around to. I was going to die.
"Say goodbye Bella!" I began to scream the loudest I could, though my air way was blocked, to get someone, anyone to stop her. My screams were desperate and I was crying the hardest I have ever cried.
As the world around me was beginning to go black I whispered, "Goodbye Edward, I love you." Then I felt Victoria's teeth in my neck and I let out a painful scream.
Then I woke up…
I was still screaming and Edward was there beside me trying to calm me down.
"What's wrong?!" The doctor said rushing to me.
"I don't know she was sleeping then all of the sudden started to scream and cry! What's wrong with her?" It was Edward, and he was scared.
The doctor ran over to the base of my bed and pressed the blue emergency button, and then a stamped of nurses came in and tried to hold me down because I was thrashing still, thinking that Victoria was biting me. Once they got me down they put a needle in my neck to try and make me relax.
I began to feel a happy relaxing feeling flow through my body, then all of the sudden I felt very sick and I went limp, I must have been allergic to something in that sedative they gave me because I slowly felt my body shutting down. I knew that this time I was going to die.
"I love you Edward, forever and for always." I slowly smiled and grabbed his hand as he came and sat beside me again.
Then I heard my heart monitor do the last beeps of my heart, and then went blank.
Beeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
I was dead.
EPOV:
"No! Bella, no! What did you do to her! BELLA!!" I yelled frantically.
Carlisle came running in.
"Carlisle change her! Change her now!!" I really didn't want to loose her, not again.
"Edward…"
AN: Hope you like it!! Next Chapter will be up soon!!!
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