Okay I admit I had gotten a little bored of my other stories...so I decided to writed this! I hope you like it!

I own nothing but the plot, well I wish I own Dimitri! hehehehehe!

You Love, You Die

Chapter 1:

It has two months since Dimitri left to be Tasha's Guardian. He left the day of my Birthday, he said he didn't want me and that he used me. The day of my birthday, after he left, I didn't talk to anyone, I had just sat in my room and cried and cried and then eventually I couldn't take the pain so I cut my wrist, like Lissa used to do when she felt the darkness from Spirit.

When Dimitri left I dyed my hair blonde and added bubblegum pink, blue and purple streaks through it and then straightened it. I had grown my hair so it hung down my waist somewhere.

I was sitting in my room crying for the hundredth time. I pulled up the sleeve of my long sleeved shirt and looked at the scar on my wrist. I felt the pain eat up my heart with misery and made my heart thud hard because of the pain I felt eating my heart up.

I felt the loneliness come along with the pain and then I felt the tears fall even harder and I sat there with my Stake in my hand and didn't know what to do. I wasn't sure if I should just put the Stake through my heart or if I should just cut my wrist with it. I wasn't too sure about it and as I kept thinking the tears kept falling faster and the whole in my chest grew bigger.

I clutched the Stake real tight and drug my wrist up to it and sliced my wrist with it and felt the pain come and then the relief of the cut and blood pouring out of the wound. I cried with every drop of blood that fell to the floor.

I soon realised that little cut wasn't enough and brought the ends of my jeans up and cut through the skin on my ankle and made a huge dash with it, the wound kept bleeding and I felt really alone. The sadness was eating me whole now and nothing would stop it and so I clutched the end of the Stake with my both hands and gripped the handle hard and then pushed it towards my stomach and when the coolness of the silver touched my skin it tickled. I pressed it into my stomach and the tip of the Stake was in my stomach and I closed my eyes and pushed it in further and further and then upwards towards the heart, and I could just about hear the dropping of the blood hitting the floor.

I pushed a little further and I knew all this pain would end in a matter of seconds so I pushed a little further and then I blacked out...

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