I sat down on my bed. My hair was a mess and my bra was nearly out of my shirt. I'm a slut.
I cant believe I cheated on Evan. Evan. He is literally the most perfect guy every girl wants to be with him. Well not that perfect because he cheated on me first so I guess were even now.
I'm a jerk. Cappie deserves better. I just use him. My head hurts that I try to fall asleep but then Ashleigh walks in. She is singing some song and stops when she sees me.
"Oh hey! Didn't see you there." I don't answer I just lay there motionless.
"Okay whats wrong?" She looks at me as I try to get myself up.
"I did something wrong Ash."
"How wrong? Last years Christmas party wrong or...?"
"Worse. I may have slept with a certain someone that I shouldn't have and now Evan is going to find out and break up with me and I cant have that because..."
"You slept with Cappie?!"
Ashamed I say, "Maybe"
"Cas what were you thinking?"
"Well that's the problem I wasn't. He was just there. And we were at our old place and if felt like old times so I just thought..."
"Oh my God Cas."
"I know!" I put my head into my hands.
"You know you don't own Cappie right? He isn't just some guy that you can sleep with anytime you want."
"I know Ash it was just so comfortable and I-I was drunk."
"You think Evan is going to buy that you were just drunk."
"No but...he deserves a little pay back. Yes maybe I did it with the wrong person but still..."
"Just tell Evan its even now. Do not tell him who you did it with, just be very secretive about it."
"Okay I'll tell him at dinner today."
"Good Luck." Ashleigh gets up and walks out the room.
"I'll need it."