This story will be a collection of short one-shots. Also it will have song lyrics in them, so it's like a song-drabbles. The lyric is also the english translation if it is not and english song so that it's easier for you all to understand.

I hope that makes sense. Well, here is the first one, the title of the song is Crazy moon by Arashi.

I do not own Gakuen Alice or it's characters.

Italics- song lyrics

"Natsume!"

I watched as the girl that I loved ran and hug my best friend.

kiss crazy I don't know, don't stop baby I won't stop
miss crazy no vulnerability, what's up baby it won't end

love that you only chase after the painful
at this point I'm unable to stop
I get the feeling that the closer I get to you
the further away you go
[it looks like it's always like that, loving you there's no dream future]
unending dreams on sleepless nights
every time the sunrise comes you alone disappear
while I just stood still here

I knew that I will never have her, afterall he needed her more than me. Everytime I tried to chase her and try to be closer to her, she wil go away and be with him instead. When I try to look for you, you will dissapear leaving no trace only to be found with him hours later.

invincible, I want you but I can't reach you
as if sneering at the love slipping away
the two of us become the sun and the moon
I panic, is my heart being tested?
I begin to not understand even the meaning of strategy
but despite that I don't care, I just want to be with you

Is it wrong for me to love you? why couldn't you choose me?

I liked you since you came, just like he did. What is it that makes you choose him rather than me? I could only watched as you slip away from my grasp and I had no strength to get you back. Are you testing me? if you are then you suceeded. I could no longer reach for you and my sunlight dissapears. Tell me, why did you leave me in the dark alone? is this what you want all along?

kiss crazy I don't know, don't stop baby I won't stop
miss crazy no vulnerability, what's up baby it won't end

though we pass each other by the distance is tantalizing
even though it seems like I could reach you if I stretched out my hand

I want you to tell if there's a meaning
to the tightening pain in my chest

I tried and tried, everyday just to get you back. But now I understand, it's all futile. You will never choose me. Tell me now, why does my chest hurt? why did you do this to me? why did you make me fall in love?

I'm always too preoccupied
with the conclusion
why don't we put an end to the worrying?
because we can start from here

you scatter loveliness and I can't keep my eyes off you
though it's beautiful love is like flower petals
it just fleetingly flutters down

I want to be sure of your sparkling secret
I can't stay as just friends anymore
holding you like this, I just want to be with you

Can we be friends then? I hope this won't ever change the friendship between us. He is my best friend you know. I chuckled at the irony, losing your love to your bestfriend hurt a lot. I watched you dance around the flowers, your skirt slightly lifted and twirled with the way your body moves. I can't stand this! I want to go there and take you into my arms, but when I look to your right, I see him smiling, something he rarely done and I knew he needed you more than me.

you crazy I don't know, you crazy no vulnerability

unending dreams on sleepless nights
every time the sunrise comes you alone disappear
while I just stood still here

invincible, I want you but I can't reach you
as if sneering at the love slipping away
the two of us become the sun and the moon
I panic, is my heart being tested?
I begin to not understand even the meaning of strategy
but despite that I don't care, I just want to...[be with you]

kiss crazy I don't know, don't stop baby I won't stop
miss crazy no vulnerability, what's up baby it won't end

But how about me? I need someone too. Will someone be there for me? I walked away slowly from the scene after taking one last glance at the happy couple. I've decided, this time I will let go. It is the best for her and him.

I sighed and walked back to the academy with my head down, even my rabbit could sense my sadness.

Drop, Drop

I felt raindrops dropping but I didn't look up, I just stared at the ground which somehow became interesting to me. As I felt my tears were about to fell, suddenly I was shielded from the rain. I looked up and saw the girl that always blackmails me. I was about to tell her to go away when suddenly I saw the expression on her eyes.

It was about hurt and sadness.

"Ruka" she called out to me. Hearing her name, sent heat up to my cheeks, and my heart started beating furiously.

"Let's go back" she said and dragged me towards the academy, holding my hand all the way.

That day, under the rain and the purple umbrella, as we walk holding hands, I knew that maybe, maybe this time...I finally have my light.

How was it? This is my first time trying to write something like this, so I'm sorry if it's bad.

I'm sure you know who all the characters are right? Well...thank you for reading and I hope you will review ^_^