Wrong or right
Be mine tonight
Harsh world be damned
We'll make a stand
Love can bind
But mine is blind
~Jewel, 'I Won't Walk Away'
I stare at my reflection, as I listen to the radio drone on, playing hopeless love songs over and over, nothing that suits my mood after tonight. He swore we were forever. He fucking -promised- me that he wouldn't leave me.
And them tonight he said that it was wrong.
That we were wrong.
That I was wrong.
Because I'm not her
That was another of his lies.
He said that he was over her.
That it had just been a stupid crush, that she hadn't really mattered to him. Not like I did.
He said that we needed some time apart, and when I asked him if it was because Scott had broken up with Miss Gray, he didn't deny it. Just told me to go after boys my age, like Bobby. I wanted to kill him.
How dare he.
I know Bobby likes me, but I love Logan. I would never go out with Bobby just because he has a crush on me.
I'll never go out with anybody.
Never.
Because I love Logan, and I never will get over him.
It's just to bad that I can't zap myself with my power.
But I can get Jean Gray.
And I can make it hurt.
And believe me, I will.
Be mine tonight
Harsh world be damned
We'll make a stand
Love can bind
But mine is blind
~Jewel, 'I Won't Walk Away'
I stare at my reflection, as I listen to the radio drone on, playing hopeless love songs over and over, nothing that suits my mood after tonight. He swore we were forever. He fucking -promised- me that he wouldn't leave me.
And them tonight he said that it was wrong.
That we were wrong.
That I was wrong.
Because I'm not her
That was another of his lies.
He said that he was over her.
That it had just been a stupid crush, that she hadn't really mattered to him. Not like I did.
He said that we needed some time apart, and when I asked him if it was because Scott had broken up with Miss Gray, he didn't deny it. Just told me to go after boys my age, like Bobby. I wanted to kill him.
How dare he.
I know Bobby likes me, but I love Logan. I would never go out with Bobby just because he has a crush on me.
I'll never go out with anybody.
Never.
Because I love Logan, and I never will get over him.
It's just to bad that I can't zap myself with my power.
But I can get Jean Gray.
And I can make it hurt.
And believe me, I will.
