Dear Diary
Dear Diary,
It's Amy The Hedgehog. I've been having dreams. Strange dreams. I've been having about this family that is awesome.
When I met this family I was thinking this is the family I want to be in. They had a son who played on my brother's volleyball team. They came to every game.
When I was behind them watching the game, my mom(friend) told me to go with my sister.
The mom in front of me padded my knee/ leg but my parents didn't see it and she said "go with your sister." She convinced me to go with me sister. I didn't want to go at first.
When my mom(friend) said it, she said it meanly but the mom in front of me said it her voice was so peaceful and so sweet. That was when I started the dreams. It was that moment that hit me. Then I started having daydreams.
The first dream I had was about being adopted as baby. The family knows what I do like and don't like. My real parents and siblings don't exist in life.
I feel happy in this family. Right now I don't feel right in my own family that I was born in. The family I want to be in are Humans. I know it sounds crazy.
I dream about Humans. It's weird for me too. This dream is not going to come true but in the dream I'm having every night its true in my dreams.
It's like I'm in their family. I wish I was. It would be amazing. If I was in their family I would have the wish I want. I've been wanting to be adopted. I want that experience. This dream I'm having is deeply secretive.
If I tell my parents who I don't like about this dream they will probably think I'm crazy and talk to the Humans.
I would call the mother: mom, mommy, and or mama and I would call the father: dad and or daddy. I don't know why I don't call my own parents that. It's weird.
If someone reads this, that person would be shocked and confused. It would be hard for me to tell someone about this.
Especially my parents and the Humans. I've had this dream for years since I was maybe 6 or 8 years old but I didn't know the Humans then.
I was a little pink fur ball back then. Wow! I sound really old when I said that. Anyway, my last name would be changed to Human. It would be really weird because I'm not human I'm a hedgehog. The closes of been to humans was when sitting in back of them watching the game and fighting Eggman.
If Eggman is not a human where the heck have I been doing all my life fighting him and who the heck would lie to me? The mommy will know my problems and concerns I have in school, when I cry she will be right beside me, when I get super angry they will still love me, the mom will kiss me on the head when I go to sleep, they would have private talks with me, we will have dinner at the table every night, they will be at my concerts and game to support me, and when I lose a game they won't get mad at me. Sometimes I will have bad days and sometimes I will have good days.
These dreams get crazy but I don't want to talk about that right now. I don't know what's wrong with my mind.
This is only my first dream and I am going to have more in the future. I know I am. I can't stop thinking about them. I'm scared.
Am I going crazy? Do I need help? Do I have to let the Humans read this? I'm not being dramatic right now. In my real family I feel like I'm not in the right family.
Am I going through depression or a life crisis? I'm am only a teenager.
I don't want to tell my family this. When I'm in college I'm probably going to have the same dream. Whoever reads this please don't think I'm crazy.
Ok Maybe I am being a little over dramatic. Stop it Amy. Just focus.
I know it been so long since I've done a story. That's because of school started. I never had time to write stories. School itself is stressful but school is only stressful if you make it stressful for yourself. If that makes any sense. I hoped you liked the story/ Entry. Look forward to chapter 2/ Entry 2 of Amy's Dear Dairy.