Hey. I kind of just blended two of my stories together for this. I love having the wolf theme for my stories lol
I've read allot of wolf stories surrounding La push and i wanted to give it a go. :D
Well, here it is. Tell me what you think.

SM Owns everything Twilight. Unless im dreaming. In which case; Jaspers MINE!

Chapter 1 : Me and My pack.

I was sure that the rythmic pounding of my paws on the dirt was the only thing that kept me awake.

- Hey Trixie? We can handle this on our own you know. Theres no need for everyone to be here.

I snapped my eyes open quick enough to dodge out of the way of a tree.

- No Josh, im fine.

I replied. I picked up the pase and took a deep breathe.

- But you've been awake for over 4 days. You have to get some sleep.

Adam tried persuading me.

- Im fine. Now stop bugging me.

- But....

Josh started to argue.

- Don't make me go all Alpha on you.

I threatened playfully. I heard them chuckle in my head and they stopped trying to persuade me.

- Ok, Well, if you won't listen to us, how about we try to keep you awake...

Ben thought in a tone that if i where in my human form, my eyebrow would have been raised.

- Okay.

I said hesitantly. Then, at exactly the same time, they all thought the same thing.

- Jokes!

They all shouted in my head. I groaned. Great, here we go. Worlds most sexist and rubbish jokes known to man, Woman.

- Haha, man. Hey Trixie? Do you know why they call humans, man?

Josh asked. I rolled my eyes and then leapt over a fallen tree trunck and landed with a huff. I shook my body and then continued running the perimetre.

- No, but i have a feeling your going to tell me.

I replied, bored.

- Because we're superior.

He said and even in thought i could hear the smugness. I decided to have some fun.

- hey Josh?

I asked in a sweet voice.

- yeah?

He said hesitantly. I chuckled.

- Stop!

I said using my Alpha voice. I heard him fall somewhere to the left of me, creating a loud echoing thump, disturding the sleeping forest. The others barked their amusment from different areas around the forest.

- now whos superior?

I said smugly. I heard him growl in frustration.

- Ok, haha.

He said sarcastically as he started running again. I slowed to a fast trot, not having the energy to continue running.

- Ok, go on then tell me a joke.

I reluctantly asked. I heard a corus of chears and woundered who'd be the first.

- Ok, i have one!

Josh shouted.

- Calm down idiot, no need to shout!

Ben scoulded. I rolled my eyes.

- What is it? I bet I've got a better one!

Adam said smugly. Trust him, the competative one.

- Oh shut up Adam!

Josh shouted.

- Just tell the damn joke!

I shouted, louder than both of them to stop them arguing as i took another deep breathe and sniffed the air above me.

- Ok, Ok.....Why don't woman wear watches?

He said, a grin in his voice. I sighed and waited for the reply.

- Why?

Adam said excitedly. He was so young compared to me. He sounded like a little child. I kind of felt like a baby sitter. They where actually all younger than me. I got cut out of my thoughts by the most annoying answer he could have given.

- Because theres a clock on the stove.

He answered and i heard the boys start laughing.

- Well, thats what you get for being the only girl in a pack of guys.

I thought.

- Aww, you love it really.

Ben said. I chuckled and went to blink but i was too exhausted to open them again. I stopped walking and stood still, swaying untill my head snapped up.

- Ok, im going home.

I said and started walking to the end of the forest.

- Finally!

Josh shouted. I passed Adam on the way and he nodded his head to me.

- Are you that keen to get rid of your Alpha?

I asked playfully. I got to the edge of the forest and looked right and then left. Once i was sure it was clear, i walked onto the road and turned left.

- No, But i'd rather my Alpha than a shell. Even if it is a girl.

Josh answered. I knew he was joking.

- Do you want me to use my Alpha command on you?

I asked.

- No, no, i was joking!

He said as he laughed. I shook my head as i turned right, onto my street. They knew I'd never inforce my Alpha power on them un less we where messing around or unless it was a real emergancy. I stopped infront of my house and looked at it. I looked at the windows to see if any of the lights where on. goodness.

- I'll see you guys tomorrow, It's thursday so We'll meet at Ben's house, yeah?

- Yeah OK, my mothers working and im sure my brother would like to see you again....

Ben trailed off, trying not to laugh.

- Ben? Your brother is the same age as Adam. Thats just wrong! He's like.....4 years younger than me!

All of the boys laughed.

- Ok. See you then Trixie.

- Bye, and there has to be atleast two of you at here at a time....

- Yes, yes we know. Go to sleep!

I sighed. Sleep. I gotta get in the house first. Shudder.

- You can stay at my house if you want. My parents'll understand.

Ben said. I smiled slightly.

- No, it's fine. I have to go back some time.

I sighed before shifting back and walked slowly up the steps of my house. I turned the handle slowly and looked around before walking up the stairs. I stopped at the top and listened. I heard my fathers snores echo through the wall and smiled. He was asleep. I then walked into my room, not putting the light on and fell onto my bed. Within seconds, i was asleep.

I awoke on the floor of my room. Story of my life. I looked around and then pulled myself to my feet. I pulled on some clean clothes, pulled back my hair and then walked down the stairs. I looked into the kitchen. My father sat at the kitchen table eating some bacon and eggs on toast. I shuffled nervously before walking in and getting some bread.

"Morning Dad." I said as I buttered them and leant against the counter.

"Morning Trixie, what time did you get home this time?" He asked, an angry tone underneath the calm exterior. I imediatly felt guilty.

"I was busy." I mumbled as i finished the last of my toast.

"You say that all of the time. Rebelling isn't going to help you get through what happened between you and your mother." He said sternly. I threw the plate into the sink, my hands began to tingle.

"Me being out late has nothing to do with that! Just back off!" I shouted angrily before walking swiftly out of the house. I walked up the road towards Bens house, trying to shake off my anger. When i got to his house i knocked before walking straight in.

"Hiya Trixie!" His mother, Leslie greated happily before pulling me into a hug.

"Hi mrs Brown." I greated. She playfully nudged me.

"I told you before; call me Leslie, Mrs Brown makes me sound old." I laughed with her as she lead me into the living room.

"The boys'll be in now, They're having some food." She explained as i sat down beside Ben's father, Keith. He smiled at me and offered me a chrisp. I took one as Leslie carried on. "Adam and Ben have just come in about an hour ago and Josh came a few minutes before you." She finished before smoothing my arm and walking out. I turned to Keith.

"How you holding up?" He asked. Bens parents, along with Josh's father and Adam's uncle where the only adults who knew about us. Only because they once watched as Ben's grandfather shifted- They where all best friends back in the day- and Leslie was the fortunate one to be there when Ben first shifted.

"Im OK. I feel guilty though." I answered. He turned to look at me. He was so much like Ben and Ryan - Ben's 12 year old brother- They all had the same eyes and same colour hair. Dark brown eyes and brown hair. They where all relativly goodlooking.

"Why are you feeling guilty?" He asked, confused. I looked away for a second before looking back.

"I feel bad. My dad's trying to justify me staying out late as a way to get over what happened last summer. He just doesn't get it. " As soon as I'd said that he'd realised what i was getting at.

"Im sorry about that. We did try and tell him but he called it a load of old shit. But it is better if he doesn't know, even if it doesn't feel like it now, the reprocusions of telling him and him reporting it are undescribable. The volturi, the Lycans, everyone will become involved. It's just not worth it." He explained sympathetically. I smiled halfheartedly.

"I know, but-" I started answering but got cut off by a grinning 12 year old standing infront of me.

"Hey Trixie!" He squealed. I smiled and nodded as Keithe stiffled a laugh. I elbowed him in the stomache as i got up and walked into the kitchen.

"Hey guys, you find anything?" I called as i walked into the kitchen. The boys where all stuffing their faces with toast and grinning at me.

"No, well, we had a race and i won." Josh said smugly. I glared at them.

"I left you to patrole and you have races?" i asked angrily. They looked at eachother and then looked down guiltily.

"Well..." Ben started to explain. I cut him off.

"Thats why i don't like leaving any of you!" I said. They all looked down nervously. I pinched a piece of toast. "Well, i can't really say much. You are just kids." I mumbled. Ben looked up at me.

"Im not that much younger than you!" He shouted. I nodded.

"But i've grown up faster than i should have, you guys havn't." I whispered. I saw recognision dawn on their faces and they immediatly looked any where but at me. I wanted to ease the tension now filling the room.

"Ok Ben, guys, lets run from here before Ryan decides he wants to say hi again." I said as i jumped from the chair and walked to the front door, waving to Keith and Lesley. The boys laughed behind me as we walked out.

Heyhey. Please reveiw. Constructive critisism is apreciated :D

Abii_Whitlock.

xx

P.s im trying to decide whether to do two points of veiws or not. Tell me what you think.