I woke up. I barely could see anything because it was so dark. I checked my phone. 2am. Damn, I was just so nervous for the upcoming tour that I even had nightmares. It was strange because I never been so stressed before a tour. And I felt differnt.

So I guess I will have to spend another night awake or I could just take a pill. I choosed the second option. I rolled over and let out a sigh. Then I stood up and walked to the doors and opened them. The hall was empty. I went over to the bathroom and opened a small cupboard. I took out sleeping pills and ate one with water. Then I walked downstairs and turned on the TV. I switched between channels and nothing good was on. The pill just didn't work but I was too lazy to take another one. After three hours I finnaly fell asleep.

I woke up on the couch. I yawned loudly and walked to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror. My hair was really messy. I fixed it a bit. Then I changed into some sweatpants and a black t-shirt. I went back to the couch and sat down. I searched my pockets to find my phone but then I remembered that I left it in my bedroom. I stood up and walked upstairs to my room. I took my phone and called Liam.

"Hey Liam!" "Hey bro what's up?" Liam asked. "Wanna come and hang out now? You can call the boys too if they wanna come." "Yeah sure I'll be there and I'll call the boys, Bye for now!" "Bye"

I hung up the phone and waited ti'll they came. I heard a doorbell ring. I jumped off the couch and ran to the doors.

"Heey guys come in!" "Hey Lou, We brought you something" Niall shouted. "Hey Louis!" Said harry. I said hi back and moved out of the way so they could come in. "So guys show me what you got me!" Niall gave me a white plastic bag with my favourite tea and a pretzel. "Awww thank you guys I'm so hungry right now! Let's go to the living room." I said and they noded. I walked in front of them and sat on the couch. "so we are going on a tour nex week are you excited?" Asked Liam. "Yeah but I'm kinda of little nervous." I said. "Yeah me too but I don't know why." Said Harry. Then he flipped his hair back and he just looked so gorgeous... Oh god no Louis what the hell are you thinking about! I tought. But soon my toughts were gone because Niall started jumping on the couch and shouting. We all laughed for a long time, then I announced I was hungry and we drove a restaurant near my apartment.

When we arrived a waitress lead us to a special room away from people's sight. We ordered a meal and talked about the tour. Then ours food arrived and we started eating. Then it happened again, one of the boys said something funny and Harry laughed and his eyes were shining like he had stars in them and his laugh was so adorable. I just stared until Liam pinched me in my arm.

"Hey Lou! Hey! Do you want any dessert?" "Wait what now Liam?"I said confused like I just woke up from a nap. "Wait what did you say Liam I wasn't listening..?" "Uh I asked you if you want any dessert but you were just staring at Harry all the time" I was really confused and awkward at the same time. "Emhm sorry no I don't want a dessrt but thanks." The boys laughed exept Harry who blushed and giggled a bit. He just looked so cute I couldn't stand it.

But I'm supposed to be straight right? Is it ok to have a crush on your best friend? Does he likes me too? No, he doesn't, he's straight.. I tought. He would never have a crush on me.

So after we ate we drove to Harry's place. We watched a movie all sqeezed together. It was pretty warm and that was a plus since it was pretty cold outside. I was next to Harry and Liam. Soon we all started to get sleepy.

"I'm so tired guys..." Siad Harry. "What if you guys slept over tonight?" We all agreed and we decided where who will sleep. Liam and Niall on the couch, me and Harry on his bed. I was actually suprised that I was so happy for the decision. I really had a crush on him.

During the night I just kinda sqished to harry and hugged him, suprisignly he didn't woke up. In the morning I woke up to talking next to the bed. I opened my eyes seeing Niall and Liam talking.

"Well goodmorning sleepie I see you two had a good night!" They laughed hard waking Harry up. I looked around confused then realising I was still hugging Harry. "Whaa is happening?" Asked Harry, then he looked at me. "Uh sorry Haz.." I moved away. "No It's okay Lou.I didn't even realize!" The other two boys were still here. "So me and Niall are going to make breakfast I'll call you when we are done. You two can still catch some sleep." Then they sneaked out of the room.

"Um sooo... We can go back to sleep then I guess.?" Harry said. "Yeah sure. Um.. does it bother you if I hug you like I did before?" "Yeah sure I liked it" We bothe blushed a little, then I laid down and covered myself and Harry. Then I hugged him around the waist and soon I fell asleep.