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Rose's POV

"This isn't over. I won't give up on you."

"I've given up on you." He said back. "Love fades mine has."

I stared at him in disbelief. All this time, he'd never phrased it like that. His protest had always been about some grater good, about the remorse he felt over being a monster or how it had scared him from love. I've given up on you. Love fades. Mine has.

I backed up, the sting of those words hitting me as hard as he'd stake me with a silver stake. My hand flew up my chest an action to hold my heart together, the church seem as if it was hunted but I could hear the slow hollow beat of my heart dying of love. I felt as if my throat was closing, the air was hard to swallow.

I could no longer stay here; I didn't want to be here especially in front of him. Something shifted in his features, but I realized that a tear has slowly crept down my cheek. Realization hit me, I was crying in front of him. Before any more tears would fall I left, running out the doors in the back, afraid that if I stay any longer everyone in the church would see me cry. But I was more afraid that he would kill my heart completely.

I need it to get away, away from anyone I know here, away from the Royal court but more importantly away from him. I run to my room and get my Pea coat and all the cash I could find; I knew if I used some of my credit cards I would be traced. I need it to be incognito for a while; I didn't want anyone I know be with me. This was something I wanted to do for myself, I didn't want to react or think about the moment. All I wanted to do was get away from this hell hole! I must get away.

I went to my room as fast as I could. If I wanted to keep a low profile I need to take nothing of mine. Just what it was necessary and people can't live without. Money. I took out some of my savings and Adrian's credit card I felt guilty about it but I need it to get out. I grabbed another shirt and put it on, and then I took out my black jacket.

I headed out of my room and to the nearest ATM I could find. I slid Adrian's card and took out nearly five grand, once again guiltiness washed over me but I didn't care. I took the money and with an envelope I hid it inside my jackets hidden pocket with my silver stake. I took some knife out and placed them inside my boots.

When I was close to make my get away I saw two guardians standing by the doors. I walked passed them without a word and ask one of them to open the gates for me.

"I need to get out. Princess Dragomir's orders." I lied.

"Sorry I can't let you out without a permission." The guardian inside the cabin said.

"Listen I need to get her something, it's a situation a man wouldn't understand." I couldn't recognize my own voice. It sounded with a hiss and freakishly soft.

The guardian seemed to understand what I was talking about; he nodded maybe thinking it was a girls situation and opened the gates for me. The other two guardians turned to see what he was doing clearly surprised that he was letting me out.

I walked through the forest, well ran through it. I felt as the farther I go the better I felt. I know this was childish and stupid but I could not be near here. Specially be near him, because he has proved he only used me to his own benefit. I thought that a love like ours would last forever but I was wrong. Why did I let my feelings get the best of me? I knew I shouldn't have let it go deep within me, but I could not help it. Everything about him called up to me, his soul called to mines. That is the reason why I save his soul. To share it once again and be completely hole, and treasure it with our love.

His love faded, and now I was suffering the consequences of the loved I felt for him. I loved him more than anything, more than my own life and soul. Though, he only thought to use me, to use me for his own benefit. Now I see he never did loved me the way I did, there was a part of was breaking when I thought of the day we made love. When he told me he 'loved' me, could it be that he only sad that to make me believed that he loved me back?

I kept running more. My muscles screamed for me to stop but my heart told me to go on. And I did run further and further, but still wasn't enough.

I kept running when I felt my stomach knot painfully. Oh god! This can't be happening! No please. I stopped running and looked around me. I was waiting to see where the Strigois were. But I knew that this could be the end of my life, if there were going to be a lot of them I am good as dead. I just hope they are not that strong.

I could hear their footsteps coming closer and I also could hear the road and car speeding by. If I go back and warn the guardians I am dead, and if I go to the road ten I am dead too. So I had to fight them and keep them away from the court, keep them away from Lissa and everyone in the court. The sacrifice of one life is the salvation of many.

Yes I had to fight them no matter what, I've been born to kill them and I've been train to kill Strigois. I run further down the road, almost close to it. I knew that if I just go down the curvy road I could find the way to the highway.

I heard them; they were following me, good. I need them to be away from Lissa, my only priority in my life. She was the only one whom I have to protect. None other than her.

I was too busy thinking about Lissa when they surrounded me completely. I cursed myself for it. Never let your guard down.

One of the many rules I've known when you're about to fight or kill a Strigoi.

I looked around me and counted seven Strigois. Seven. I could not believe it; I am actually going to die here.

I had my stake ready in my hands, ready for the final battle of Rose Hathaway...

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