My Life in ruins
I was lost
I was tripping
At the bottom and
still, I was sinking
You found me
I was searching
Alone in the world
You were just another girl
You kissed me
It was addictive
Just what I needed
to forget the pain of yesterday
Your attitude
was so unnerving
You could pull me in then block me out
Like I was nothing
You tried to give yourself up
I couldn't ruin you the same way
I had ruined so many ordinary girls
So you pushed me away
I tried my best
to get your attention
But somehow you always
managed not to see
You asked me a question
I told you the truth
Because you deserve
My honesty
You watched me die
Didn't want to say goodbye
You walked away
Tried not to cry
I called you up
Said it wasn't the end
At least not for you and me
Not this time
The truth is something I just can't deny
Isabel Culpeper
You're the love of my life