PROLOG

A/N: Thanks for reading. This started as a one shot (which is now the prolog) and now I'm attempting to make it more. Leave me your thoughts and comments. Thanks and enjoy.

Why does she feel like this?

Why can't she stop staring at him?

His arms…. Oh his arms…his perfectly toned arms… she can see the muscles bulging and he's not even flexing…. She can imagine those thick wonderful arms rapped around her holding her, loving her….. it took all of her will power for her not to jump him right then and there.

His sent… its overwhelming her, engulfing her.

'No! Snap out of it lily! You don't want him!' Part of her argues.

But she does want him…. so much. Why does she want him now? Now that he would rather have every other girl on the planet before her. Now that he's with that whore of a girlfriend of his. Now; the day that Sirius tells her that James had been pinning after her all last year. While she was occupied with that dick of a boyfriend, who dumped her in the end because she wouldn't go far enough to keep him "entertained".

Why now?

She sees him lean over to his girlfriend and nibbles on her ear, her neck; right there in the common room in front of EVERYONE! She feels like she's going to cry. Why can't she be the girl he's nibbling on and marking for everyone to see? Why can't she be his?

She imagines her self getting up out of seat, in the dark corner that she is watching him from, and just walking up to him pushing that slut of a girlfriend of his off of the couch and on to floor. Sitting on his lap and full out kissing him right there in front of the entire common room. She imagines him kissing her back as he roughly grasps her chest in the palm of his hand and squeezing so hard that she feels pain and pleasure mixed together in some indescribable way that makes her so wet she swears she will explode right there with just that touch. She swears she can feel his hands working their way under her shirt molding her to him, in a way that only two people who are truly made for each other can fit, as he slowing lowers her on to her back, repositioning them so that he is on top, all of his weight pressed in to her. He thrusts his prominent erection against her core and she can't help but to moan into his mouth as he grunts into hers'.

"Lily! HELLO LILY! Snap out of it!"

"What?" she says as she snaps out of her fantasy.

"Finally. You have only been sitting her practically drooling the last ten minutes," said Rory exasperatedly.

"Oh… sorry. I was…um…. Thinking…"

"Yeah, right. I was just saying how rude Potter and girlfriend are. I mean really if you're going to do that go and do it in an empty class room or something."

"Yeah. You are totally right."

'I wonder if she would say the same thing if it were me and him?'

'eeuhh! Why did you have to fall for him now Lily!?'