Oniisama
I'm here in my room reading the books Aidou-senpai brought me. I couldn't bare it, I ditched the books and sat on the couch. Kaname-oniisama... He isn't home yet; he left early this morning for another meeting. But, I can't help it. I long for him, for his scent, his touch, for his blood. I know, I sound really selfish and childish. And yet, oniisama says "Don't be embarrased Yuuki, I think it's very adorable.". Oniisama always thinks I'm adorable no matter what I do. He forgives me for my mistakes as if it was nothing.
He, doesn't yell at me. I always thought it was a bit odd he never rose his voice with me. Always calm and gentle, a relaxed voice and a deep gaze that really intimidates me. I will never forget what all the things oniisama went through, he was alone and sad. I know my heart is longing for him, but yet, a little chunk of it is for "him".
"It's alright Yuuki, I know part of your heart still belongs to him. But it makes me happy that you chose to be with me instead."
He said to me. I could never forget his words, and how honest and innocent his voice was. I curled up into a ball. "Kaname-oniisama...". I know I made plenty of mistakes, and it all caused him pain. That's why I want to make things right, and stay by his side no matter what.
I sighed. I felt like a child again, acting all selfish towards Kaname-oniisama and being spoiled with my desires. I rose up from the couch and walked out the room. It took me a while to know every room inside the mansion, of course, with a little help from Kaname.
I laughed softly at myself. I never got used on calling oniisama only by his first name. Without adding the suffix "sama" or "senpai". He always seemed amused when I would try calling him that. But I could help it, it was a habit that I called him oniisama. I walked down the hallway to a big door. I could smell oniisama's scent from the door.
I walked closer to the door and touched the design lightly. "Oniisama..." I whispered. I flinched, I could feel a warm pressence behind me. I knew who it was. I knew his scent and warmth from behind my back. Kaname-oniisama...
He went closer to my ear and whispered. "Were you waiting for me Yuuki?". How his voice entrances me, so calm and gentle. I started to blush, I turned my head slightly to see his face. It was close to mine, I could feel his breathe on my face; which only made me blush even more.
"Yes, I was waiting for you. Kaname-oniisama, Welcome home." With that said, I kissed his cheek lightly. It became a habit that I would greet him everytime he comes home from a meeting. He slipped his hand unto my waist and held me closer to him.
"Did you miss you me Yuuki?" Great, he always knows. Oniisama always knows when I want him... it's... well... kind of embarrassing. A looked down with my bangs covering my face and nodded. "Y..Yes, I did. Kaname....oniisama."
I still couldn't call him Kaname only. Well, at least I tried. He gave a soft chuckle and kissed my neck. "Yuuki, I know why you waited for me. It's fine, I will accept anything from you."
I gently unbuttoned his coat, and then his shirt. He bent down so I could reach him. I bared my fangs and sank them on his throat. He pulled me closer to him and whispered in my ear. "Yes, Yuuki." He said, caressing my hair.
My oniisama, so strong and perfect. How is it possible you are MINE?