Chapter 1

Edward's eyes shot open. It was so bright. The sun was shining through the large window and it almost blinded him.

As he took in his surroundings he realised he wasn't at home with Al. He slowly tried to sit up but failed, being as there were sharp pains flowing through his body. He sighed and turned over. He gasped. There lay Roy Mustang, snoring beside him. What the hell?!

Ed was shocked. He looked down and was mortified he..was naked! All the memories of the previous night came flooding in.

The Colonel asking for help, Ed coming over, the dinner, the wine, the kissing, the..sex. It all came back in a whirlwind and Ed groaned internally. Had his secret crush on the colonel come out and Roy acted on it? Who would've thought Roy would act on it.

Sure Ed had had sex before but never did it feel like that. Last night had been amazing and sensual. Soft and sexy, sweaty and passionate. Everything he ha fantasised about.

Ed moved his hands up and down his skin. He could still feel the tingles of where Roy had kissed him. Could still feel the length of Roy inside him. It was too good to be true. Was it all real? He thought through the previous events.

They were just talking about a case over dinner when Roy brought out the wine..

He sat it on the table and Ed eyed the two empty glasses, "serving wine to minors Colonel, how sweet," he said.

"Ah I guess I'll take it back then," Roy teased moving the bottle away.

Ed frowned, "pour."

Roy grabbed the two glasses and filled them to the brim with a crisp red wine. Ed smiled and took his glass taking a greedy sip. The wine was sweet and not bitter at all. It made him feel warm inside. 'What a girly choice' he thought.

He downed the first glass and decided he'd like more.

-a bottle of wine later-

"So this guy comes up to me and pinches me right? I'm like dude, you aren't dreaming stop pinchin!" Ed laughed.

Roy smiled, "what the hell Fullmetal, sounds made up," he slurred.

"Nope, scouts honor."

Roy laughed, "you were a scout?"

"Yeah so what bastard?!"

"I'm just imagining you in that uniform performing tasks, what a joke," Roy said continuing to laugh to himself.

"Hey fuck you, my mom made us," ed replied his face going darker as he mentioned her.

Roy put down his glass and sighed, "sorry, I didn't mean to..um make you feel bad."

Ed smiled softly looking up at him, "you suck at emotions Colonel."

Roy frowned, "shut up pipsqueak."

"WHO YOU CALLIN SO SMALL HE CAN'T REACH THE COUNTER?!"

"You." Roy grinned.

Ed growled, "fuck you."

There was a silence. Roy stared at him intently. The tension in the room almost evident, although it wasn't a negative tension.

"Would you like that?" Roy asked.

"Like what?" Ed asked afraid of the answer.

Roy leaned into Ed closely getting right by his ear, "for me to fuck you," he whispered.

Ed shivered as Roy's deep voice and hot breath reverberated off his skin. He gulped as he took in what his commanding officer had said.

"You want me, I can sense it," Roy teased, kissing down his neck.

"I..Colonel.." Was as Ed could formulate. His brain couldn't think.

"I have to admit," Roy started moving his lips down Ed's collar. "I have always wondered what you'd feel like wrapped around me begging for more."

Roy moved his hand up Ed's shirt feeling the taut nipples that instantly hardened, "you have to know that my interest in women is all a ruse."

Ed pushed Roy back, "w-what?"

Roy stared, confused. "I'm gay."

"I thought you..you liked girls, all those dates and such," Ed said.

"All a fake, I wanted to keep it a secret." He moved his lips to Ed's and kissed him softly.

Ed melted against Roy's soft lips, instantly entranced. He closed his eyes and let out a small moan. He felt Roy smirk against his lips as he pulled away.

"Oh come on Edward, don't tell me you don't feel the same," he said staring at him. Those onyx eyes full of lust. Roy rarely said his name, it was so sexy coming put of those firm lips.

"I-I well.."

In truth, Ed had always been attracted to men. Ever since he had accidentally encountered Winry naked, and it had no affect whatsoever, he knew he was gay. Of course he'd admired Roy Mustang. Who wouldn't? He was the biggest player in Amestris, a war hero. A true danger in the eyes of a hormonal teen, but never in his wildest dreams who he of imagined this.

Roy pulled Ed up and moved him to the bedroom. He laid Ed down on the soft white sheets of his bed and moved over him.

"Tell me you want me Ed," Roy mumbled against his neck.

Ed shivered as Roy began to undress them. Both men lay there without a shirt, skin against skin. Ed wrapped his arms around Roy and moaned at the pure electric touch.

"I-I need you Colonel."

It was Roy's turn to moan, "please Ed, call me Roy when we're alone."

At his words Ed smiled, "I like being alone with you, Roy."

Roy smiled and started removing the rest of their clothing, inch by inch they came closer to pure pleasure. Their screams echoed on the thins walls, a mixture of pure pain and pleasure. And as the night dragged on, Ed remembered he had hoped it would never end.

-back to the present-

"Oh dear god..what have I done," Ed whispered.

He slowly stood up, careful not to rustle the bed. Last thing he wanted was for Roy to wake up. He didn't know how to face him. Sure the night was great, well the parts he remembered anyway, but what if Roy was regretful? It was probably just the alcohol talking.

He searched for his clothes and put each item on, as he did he began to feel a massive pain in his head.

"God.." Great, a hangover.

As he walked around, gathering his boots he realised just how sore he really was. Everything hurt. He looked down at his skin and saw bruises and light scratches, how would he explain all this?

He went to the bathroom to wash out his mouth, and gently wash himself off, mainly to rid the smell of Roy, but instead found a purple-yellow bruise on the arch of his neck. Oh no. Fuck! A hickey?! Dammit Roy!

He let out a frustrated sigh and went to get his coat that was laying on the couch, he slid it on and headed for the door. Just as he turned the knob he heard scuffling behind him.

"E-Ed..?" Roy sleepily said.

Ed turned back slowly and faced him, avoiding his eyes, "yes?"

"Why are you leaving?"

"We have work and Al's probably worried sick, I didn't think I'd be..all night." Ed said looking down.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't of, well brought alcohol into this situation," he said stepping closer.

His words stung. He made it seem like he felt it was a mistake. He blamed the alcohol? Ed felt the words Roy said to him the previous night they felt real.

"Ah. Yeah, well I'd better go, thanks for uh—well thanks for dinner," Ed said, turning once again to leave.

"E-Edwar—" Roy started, but Ed had already shut the door behind him.

He felt stupid. Why did that have to happen? Now Roy knew how he felt, it was going to be miserable. The alcohol made Roy horny, Ed was just there. There and vulnerable.

He was stupid to ever think that Roy would want him. Ed just wished that he would of had enough self control to say no. As much as he loved it, loved being under Roy's warm touch, he knew things would never be the same.

As he arrived at he and Al's hotel in central his brother attacked him.

It was a year after the promised day. They were back in central to visit and gather up the things they needed for their separate journeys. Why was Ed stupid enough to act on old feelings ughhh!

"Brother where have you been? I was so worried!" Al asked.

"Oh stop Al, I'm eighteen years old, I can stay out if I want," he said squinting against Al's shouting.

Al, having been back in his body for a year, was regaining all his strength still. They had saved Amestris and all Ed had to live with was an automail leg, worth it right?

"I don't care, I was still so worried. You're careless Ed," he shouted.

"Can you not shout!" Ed exclaimed.

He knew Al was just being worried but still, "not really!"

Ed groaned and lay back on the couch. He covered his eyes and sighed. Could this day get any worse?

"You smell like alcohol, have you been drinking? That cologne. Was the colonel with you?! What were you thinking," Al prodded.

"Yes god. Gate Al. I was with Roy at his house, helping him on a case. We drank, I decided to stay seeing as I was intoxicated," he lied.

Al sighed, "ever since we've been back in our bodies you've become more and more reckless, I'm just worried about you."

"No need to worry Al, I'm fine." He said standing up, "I'll be in the bath."

He went into the bathroom and started the water. He slid in and washed himself clean, scrubbing last night off. It was a bittersweet feeling.

Ed knew it was wrong but all he could think about was Roy. Wonder what he was feeling about this? The thoughts made Ed remember the night and that made him grow hard. Would the torture ever end?

Damn you Colonel.

Weeeeell here's a new FMA fic. I can't resist, I love my OTP! I like drunk Ed and Roy. More detailed lemon to come! Please let me know what you think and review, I'd so very much appreciate it. I hope you like it. This story will probably be around 15 chapters as well if all goes well. So yeah c: REVIEWWW AND SHARE WITH FRIENDS or Ed and Roy will be sad :( I hope you like and thank you for your continuos support ~tragedy.