I'm cold
The snowflakes fall. Little by little, the snowflakes fall. So graceful so beautiful, I become unable to tear my gaze away from them. Cold, wet and small, they fall and my heart breaks with their touch. It hurts.
It hurts a little too much, to know , that it doesn't matter how much i love him...his heart won't ever me mine.
The snow falls and falls all over around me and unconsusly I start to slowly dance. There's no music and there's no reason for me to dance. I've never been the kind of fool that starts dancing at random times , but just today, just this little time, I want to be a fool.
And dance over the pure white ground and the freezing air that hits me non stop.
- Ya tebya lyublyu , Ya tebya lyublyu, ya tebya lyublyu~...
I don't know why i star to sing, but for some reason it makes me feel better.
- Marry me ~ Marry me~ Marriage is the only option~
The tears start to roll out my eyes and i feel them freeze as soon as my cheeks touch them
It hurts.
-L-love is something that c-can hu-r-rt us so much...if e-either on-ne is missing...is...just...n-not...e-en-enough...
Is stupid how my voice breaks.
I feel so cold...I yearn for a little warmth...but I know I don't deserve it. I have been in the snow for so long, not caring about anyone else...just the snow...
I don't deserve the warmth
But I'm still cold.
- Natalia...You shouldn't hurt yourself so much...
I look up and see a pair of blue eyes staring at me.
- Sister...
She smiles at me gently and comes closer to me.
- You must me cold with such tin clothing~
She puts a sweater on me and I blush.
It's warm.
- Let's go home, Natalia.
I let some tears roll down my face and I hug her.
- You are freezing ! Hurry up, I'll make hot chocolate ! I can't let my little sister be cold !
I love her
I love sister way more than the snow.
I love her warmth and how soft she is.
I love sister.
-I'm cold...- I whisper and she smiles.- Sister is warmer. WAY warmer than me.
- Yes ~ But that's just because you've been in the snow for so long silly~ You can be warm too.
I hug her even more.
I hear her giggle and I blush.
-Natalia needs me...so I'll stay with you as long as she wants.
- Then. - I can feel her gasp as I hug her with all the strenghr I have. -You'll stay with me forever, Yekaterina.
- I will. - she looks at me with a smile.- And you won't be cold again.
I love sister
And I love brother.
Sister is warm
Brother is cold.
I love both.
But
Only with sister, I'm not cold