Title: Not As Drunk As You Think I Am
By: Thorny21
Pairing: Shikamaru X OC
Warning: Sex, cussing
Summery: Shikamaru shows up drunk late one night at Jesshika's door yelling confessions of what? And what about Temari?
"Shikamaru? What are you doing here?" Jesshika asked upon opening the door. She had known the raven in front of her had gone to Suna but he wasn't supposed to be back for another day or two.
"I had to see you," Shikamaru slurred. Right away she knew he had been drinking.
"Have you been drinking?" she asked just to make sure.
"Just…a little," the raven haired teen admitted.
"What are you doing here?" Jesshika asked again. It was after midnight and she was the only one home. Shikamaru came forward until his face was just inches away from the brunette's.
"I love you," Shikamaru stated.
"What? Now I know you're drunk," Jesshika said. She stepped back away from him. Shikamaru stared at her unmoving until she tried to go back into the house.
"Jesshika wait!" he yelled as he came towards her. Jesshika turned to look at him, stopping just inside her door.
"What?" she asked.
"I love you," Shikamaru said again. Jesshika shook her head.
"Go home, Shika. You don't know what you're saying," Jesshika replied as she turned away once more. She heard footsteps descend her stairs and with a sigh she went to go into the house until shouting behind her made her swiftly turn around. Shikamaru had left her porch and was now standing in the middle of the street shouting at the top of his lungs.
"JESSHIKA SHIRANUI I LOVE YOU!" he shouted as he stumbled around. Jesshika's eyes went wide as her face turned red. She ran down the stairs, grabbing Shikamaru and hauled him into the house before he woke the entire village. Once inside the raven tried to pull her to him.
"Shika stop it," she said as she tried to push him away. As she reached her hand up to place it on his chest he grabbed it, yanking her towards him until their lips met. Jesshika struggled for a minute but began to kiss him back, loving the feel of his rough, slightly chapped lips upon her own. When they broke apart for air, they stared into each other's eyes. Shikamaru had such a look of lust in his eyes it made shivers run down her spine. He reached his hand up to gently cup and caress the brunette's face before lowering his mouth to hers once again in a slow gentle kiss. All too soon he pulled away.
"I love you," he said again.
"Shika you don't know what you're saying. What about Temari?" Jesshika said. At the mention of the blonde woman from Suna, Shikamaru's eyes went dark.
"I don't want to talk about that bitch," he growled. Jesshika stepped back a little in fear. She had never seen him look like that, not even in combat, let alone speak the way he did. Jesshika pulled him to her couch and made him sit down next to her.
"What happened, Shika?" she asked him gently. Shikamaru let out a sigh as he averted his eyes.
"I went to Suna to see Temari to surprise her," he started. "When I got to her house I went in because I could hear her laughing."
"What happened?" Jesshika asked.
"I caught her in the living room with Baki," Shikamaru said darkly.
"What were they doing?" Jesshika asked, not sure she wanted to know. Shikamaru jumped to his feet and began to pace back and forth rapidly.
"She was straddling his lap and he was kissing her!" he shouted. Jesshika stared at him in shock. Temari…with Baki? It just wasn't right. She felt bad for her friend as she watched him pace back and forth fuming. Not knowing what else to do she stood up and waited for him to turn around. As soon as he did, he bumped into her and he grabbed her to keep her steady.
"You can't do this, Shika. You love Temari, not me," Jesshika said after a moment.
"No I don't. I realized on the way back that I didn't feel angry about what she did," Shikamaru explained. "Just that she didn't tell me about it."
"You're angry and drunk. Give it time to see how you feel," Jesshika tried to reason. "You might still love her." Shikamaru looked into her eyes and held her gaze.
"I may be angry and drunk but I know how I feel," he stated. "I never loved Temari like I do you." Tears sprang into the brunette's eyes as she pulled away from him.
"Don't do this to me. Don't make me feel like this," she said as the tears flowed down. Shikamaru walked up to her and pulled her back to him.
"What do you mean?" Shikamaru asked sobering a little.
"Don't make me love you more than I already do," Jesshika whispered.
"You…love me?" Shikamaru asked in disbelief.
"I have for a long time," Jesshika replied not looking at him. "More than you'll ever know." Shikamaru stared at the teen in shock.
"Why didn't you ever say anything?" he asked. Jesshika let out a sigh and turned away from the raven.
"You were too busy with the Chuunin exams, then you were with Temari shortly after," she replied. "It wouldn't have been right to tell you."
"If I would have known…" Shikamaru trailed off.
"You'd what? Dump Temari for me? Not likely," Jesshika deadpanned. Suddenly she felt an arm reach out and turn her around until she was face to face with the raven haired teen.
"I don't know if I'd have dumped her or not," Shikamaru retorted. "But it doesn't matter now. It's you I love."
"You expect me to believe that? How do I know you won't drop me when she comes for you?" Jesshika yelled. "She will come for you, ya know." Shikamaru looked at the highly upset teen in front of him. He knew she was right. When he stopped coming to Suna and sending letters, Temari would surely come to him.
"I wouldn't do that. I love you," Shikamaru said.
"Yea, sure ya do," Jesshika scoffed as she dropped her head so her bangs were shadowing her eyes. She was fighting back tears that were threatening to fall once again.
"Jessie-chan," Shikamaru said softly. Jesshika looked up into his brown eyes questioningly. Shikamaru dropped his head down, gently pressing his lips to hers in a slow, loving kiss. Jesshika stood still, unmoving before relenting and melting into the kiss. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he pulled her closer to deepen the kiss. His hands lay upon her hips before he moved them up and down her sides lazily. Shikamaru licked and nipped her bottom lip asking for entrance which she happily granted. He darted his tongue into her mouth exploring every inch of the moist cavern. She tasted like chocolate and hot sauce, sweet and a little spicy at the same time. Shikamaru never thought someone could taste as good as she did to him. Panting, they broke apart for air before he led her to the couch. Jesshika lay down as the raven haired teen crawled up her body, latching onto her neck and lightly biting, nipping and sucking on it. When he bit a particularly sensitive spot, where her collar bone meets her neck, she arched into him, grinding her pelvis against his.
"Mhmm…" Shikamaru moaned as she pressed herself against him. He slid his hand down her side and slipped it under her shirt, skimming his fingers along the flesh up to her breast before gently cupping it, causing her to moan. Jesshika wrapped her arms around his neck before reaching up and pulling his hair out of its ponytail, letting it fall freely behind him. Shikamaru let go of her neck and sat up, pulling the teen up with him. He lifted her shirt up over her head and dropped it to the floor, leaving her in only a bra. Jesshika blushed a little as he took in her creamy white flesh.
"Beautiful…simply beautiful," Shikamaru breathed. Timidly Jesshika reached her hand up and pushed Shikamaru's vest off his shoulders, allowing it to join her discarded shirt on the floor. Wasting no time, Shikamaru quickly followed the vest with his shirt, leaving his chest bare. Jesshika ran her hands up and down his solid chest lightly, feeling every muscle underneath her fingertips. Moving closer, she bent her head down and places soft kisses on his hard abdomen before moving up his stomach to his chest, swirling her tongue around each of his hardened nipples.
"Mhmm…oh…mhmm…" he groaned as she grazed her teeth across one of his pert red buds. With her hand she pinched and rolled his other bud in her fingers. The sensation had him throwing his head back in pure pleasure. Without missing a beat, Jesshika immediately latched onto his neck, sucking and biting at it. Shikamaru's hands went to her waist before he trailed them up to her bra, unhooking it and pushing the straps off her shoulders. Jesshika sat back long enough for him to remove the flimsy lace and add it to the pile. He ran his hands over her creamy white breasts, brushing his thumbs over her taught nipples. Jesshika arched into his touch as he lowered his head to take one rosy nub in his mouth. He swirled his tongue around the nipple while he abused the other one with his hand.
"Gah…Shika…maru…" Jesshika moaned out, causing a smile to come to the raven's lips. Finding the one bud thoroughly abused, he moved onto the other one while the brunette ran her fingers up and down his back. Satisfied with the abuse, Shikamaru let go of the nipple and sat up away from the girl. She looked at him with half lidded lust filled eyes as she panted lightly. Shikamaru stood up off the couch and swept the girl up into his arms.
"Which way?" he asked in a husky voice. Jesshika simply pointed in the direction of her bedroom and Shikamaru carried her to it. He went in and shut the door before setting her on her feet next to the bed. He unsnapped her pants and pushed them down off her hips along with her underwear, letting them pool at her feet. He picked her up once again and laid her gently on the bed before dropping to his knees in front of her.
"Shika?" Jesshika said questioningly. Shikamaru smiled at her as he placed her legs over his shoulders and dipped his head to her shaven mound. He flicked his tongue out and gently lapped at her clit as he inserted a finger into her. He began to pump it in and out leisurely as he continued to lap at her moist opening. The feeling made shivers radiate up and down her spine and she tangled her hands into his raven locks.
"Shi…Shi…ka…" the brunette groaned as she writhed under his touch. Smirking he pumped his finger faster as he added a second one. Soon he had the teen bucking her hips to meet his thrusts. Jesshika could feel a tightening begin to coil in her stomach as a warm sensation started to make itself known in her groin.
"Fast…faster Shika…" Jesshika encouraged as she fought the waves of pleasure that threatened to engulf her. Shikamaru sped up his pace, earning soft mewls from the girl until her first orgasm hit, making her arch her back and lift up off the bed. She lay back down panting heavily as her body was rocked with tremors from her orgasm. The raven stood up and moved closer to the teen. Sensing him, Jesshika sat up and undid his pants, pushing them off until he was completely naked. He stepped out of the offending material around his ankles and let out a gasp as the brunette blew across his hardened member after giving it a small lick. She looked up as he let out a gasp and did it again. As she went to do it a third time, instead of just blowing across the tip she took as much of him in as she could.
"Kami…Jessie-…chan…" he groaned as her hot mouth engulfed his entire length. She started to bob her head up and down his long shaft swirling her tongue around it as she went. She pulled her mouth back so that the tip was just barely in her mouth before pushing her head forward and taking him as deep as possible.
"Gah…ngh…oh Kami!" Shikamaru moaned at the feel. She continued her ministrations until Shikamaru tapped her on the shoulder. He could feel himself getting close and he did not want to cum in her mouth. He wanted to be buried deep within her somewhere else when it came time for that. Jesshika let go of his cock with an audible pop to look up at him.
"What is it, Shika?" she asked. Shikamaru bent down and lifted her to her feet before pushing her back onto the bed and crawling up her body.
"I've gotta have you now," Shikamaru said in a low voice. Jesshika nodded as he aligned himself with her entrance. In one swift movement, Shikamaru thrust deep within her as she cried out.
"AHHH!" she cried as tears sprang to her eyes. She had never felt pain like this before. Shikamaru looked down into her eyes and noticed the tears. He froze as he stared at them, not comprehending what they meant. Once his alcohol-abused mind cleared a bit, he realized just what they were.
"Jesshika? You're a…virgin?" he asked softly. Jesshika averted her eyes and refused to look at him. He reached over and cupped her chin, tilting her head until she was looking at him.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked gently.
"I…was saving myself," Jesshika said, although to her it sounded rather lame.
"Saving yourself? For who?" Shikamaru asked, afraid of what the answer would be.
"For you," Jesshika told him. "I didn't know it would hurt this much." The raven's eyes went wide at that and he leaned down, brushing his lips against hers.
"It'll get better, I promise," he said as they broke apart.
"Okay," Jesshika said, trusting him not to hurt her. Shikamaru held still just kissing her until she got used to his size. After a few moments, Jesshika started moving her hips against his. He pulled out almost to the tip before thrusting back in. He kept a steady pace until she got used to the feel.
"So…tight…" Shikamaru moaned. As he continued to move Jesshika wrapped her arms around his neck as he kissed her everywhere he could reach.
"Shika…harder…faster…gah…" she panted. Not wasting anytime Shikamaru picked up his pace and began to thrust into her harder. The moans and soft mewls emanating from her spurred him on and he began to pound into her relentlessly. Jesshika scratched her nails down his back, causing him to moan out and thrust harder.
"Shika…pleaseee…" she panted out as the familiar tightening began to grow again. She had never felt something this good before and as the heat began to pool in her groin once again she fought to hold on longer.
"So…close…" Shikamaru moaned before lowering his head and latching onto her neck once more.
"Shika…damn…it…" Jesshika groaned as he bit her neck lightly. She angled her hips to take him deeper. When Shikamaru bit her in the same sensitive spot on her neck she arched against him and cried out.
"SHIKAMARU!" she cried as the force of her orgasm engulfed her. A few more thrusts from the raven brought him his own release.
"JESSHIKA!" Shikamaru cried out as her silken walls clamped down on his throbbing member milking him for all he had to offer. He collapsed on top of the brunette, both panting heavily as they rode out their orgasms together. On shaky arms, Shikamaru lifted himself up and rolled to the side, pulling out of the girl and causing her to moan at the loss. He pulled her to him so that she was curled into his side. He couldn't help but notice how well she fit in his arms. They lay that way contently while trying to catch their breaths. As her breathing slowed, Jesshika moved to lay her head on the raven's chest. He instantly wrapped his arm around her tiny waist as he closed his eyes. Jesshika had already closed her eyes and was laying silently listening to his heart beating.
"I love you, Jesshika Shiranui," Shikamaru told her once again. He only hoped that she would believe him this time. Jesshika lay there saying nothing. When she didn't say anything, Shikamaru opened his eyes and let out a sigh. He went to pull away from her until she threw her arm across his chest and held him tightly.
"I love you too, Shikamaru Nara," Jesshika said before dropping off to sleep. A big smile crossed his features and he closed his eyes once again.
"I will love you forever," he said before falling asleep himself.
A/N: This fic started out as a weird ass dream I had last night. I need all of your opinions on whether you would like to see this become a full story or leave it as a one shot. Please Read and Review!