~So I'm really new to this but I wrote this a while ago and I'll update it ASAP. Anyways this is a homestuck Solkat fanfic so I hope you like it~
It is a normal day feeling a little bored and trying to avoid having to sit through scary movies with Gamzee and Tavros, Karkat decides to get on his computer and see if anyone worth his time is on.
-Ectobiologist [EB] began messaging carcinoGeneticist [CG]-
EB: hey karkat!
CG: AND HERE I THOUGHT MAY DAY COULDN'T GET ANY WORSE. OH HOW WRONG I WAS!
EB: karkat! come on i know you don't think i'm that bad. unless you're actually having a good day which for you is never.
EB: and i do mean never.
CG: YEAH, YEAH I'M A CRABBY ASSHAT WHO RANTS ALL THE TIME, TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW. NOW WHAT DO YOU WANT?
EB: what i can't just talk to you? i have to want something from you?
CG: WE BOTH KNOW THAT NO ONE SIMPLY TALKS TO ME JUST TO TALK BECAUSE I'M NOT EXACTLY THE NICEST PERSON UNLESS YOU DIDN'T GET THE MEMO, I'LL JUST SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU, EVERY ONE REFERS TO ME AS A JERK, OR SOMETHING OF SORTS AND THEY NEVER TALK TO ME JUST TO TALK I DON'T KNOW WHAT GAVE YOU THE IDEA THAT YOU HAD SOME SPECIAL PRIVILEGE BUT KINDLY FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE SO I CAN GET BACK TO THE IMPORTANT SHIT IN MY LIFE BEFORE IT PILES OVER AND CAUSES ME TO HATE PRICKS LIKE YOU EVEN MORE.
EB: fine i should probably go anyways, dave is trying to talk to me.
CG: WHATEVER, TELL HIM I'M GRATEFUL HE GOT YOU TO STOP TALKING TO ME AND THAT HE'S AN INSUFFERABLE PRICK, AS ALWAYS.
EB: oh come on karkat you know you don't completely hate me.
CG: FUCK YOU!
EB: no homo.
CG: GOODBYE FUCKASS.
-Ectobiologist [EB] ceased messaging carcinoGeneticist [CG]-
Gamzee walks in to see Karkat looking mad. "Yo bro you okay? You look kinda pissed off."
"I'll be fine asshat go back to watching your stupid Saw movies."
"okay bro hey you want a faygo bro? They are like motherfuckin miracles."
"No I don't, Gamzee."
"Your loss bro."
"Whatever I'm going to go see Sollux because I don't want to deal with your talk about mother fucking miracles right now." Even though I know he'll be with Fefferi.
He walks to Sollux's and as expected he's hanging out with Fefferi he doesn't want to interrupt them but he really doesn't want to go back and have to sit through that stupid saw movie so he knocks and Sollux opens the door.
"Oh hey Karkat."
"Hey Sollux, Hey Fefferi." He looks at his feet a little depressed. "If you two are busy I'll go."
"Oh well we were just hanging out but you can chill with us if you want two."
"No I'll probably just go home and find something to do." After seeing the terribly hidden blush on Sollux's face he knew they were doing more than just 'hanging out' and decided he'd best turn around and go back.
"Okay well good luck I guess."
"Yeah, see you lster." Damn it Captor if only you could see... wait what are you thinking Vantas? You just need to get home and clear your head.
He begins to walk back to his hive then realizes that if he goes back now he'd probably walk in on Gamzee flirting with Tavros just like last time then at that thought finds himself walking toward some woods and runs into Terezi.
"Oh don't tell me who it is... ummmm Karkat?"
"Hey Terezi."
"How are you holding up?"
"Good I guess."
"You don't sound too happy."
"It's nothing... I'll get over it. I'm going to go home and practice my guitar a little."
"You play guitar?"
"Haven't I told you before?"
"Heh heh yeah I'm just messing with you."
"Yeah whatever... I'll see you around Terezi. Oh one last thing."
"Huh?"
"How are things working with you and Dave?"
"Oh. Really well actually."
"That's... that's great Terezi." A tear broke free and gently rolled down his cheek as he remembered the times him and Terezi had together. "Well bye."
"See you later Karkitty." She replied as he walked off toward his hive.
Once he got there he didn't say a word to Gamzee or Tavros, he managed to ignore the fact that Tavros was practically in Gamzee's lap, he just went straight to his room and started playing his guitar and began singing one of his songs. He didn't know why but made it about Sollux these were the lyrics:
Wasting the days since SGRUB
cultures clash as three years pass
and I'm hopeless
I'm trying to kill some more time
just counting the days, counting the ways
to distract myself
'Cause I need you
and I miss you
and still I wonder...
if only I could turn back time
do you think I could've made you mine
did you know that I'd live a thousand lives
if I could just see you tonight
It's always times like this when it's late at night
I wanna cry, but I'm afraid you'll pity me
and I still don't know how to deal
with this gaping hole, the emptiness
where I think my heart's supposed to be
'Cause I need you
and I miss you
and still I wonder...
if only I could turn back time
do you think I could've made you mine
did you know that I'd live a thousand lives
if I could just see you tonight
and I, I
just wanna let you know
I, I drown in our memories
I, I don't wanna let you go
I, I don't...
The team's gotten bigger again
we're ready to go
and hey, did you know I still miss you?
and I'm writing this letter because
I hope that someday,
maybe someday
we might finally reunite
and I still need you
and I still miss you
and now I wonder...
are you happier where you are now?
in the dreams you dream, do I still make you proud?
do you ever think of that guy down there
because he loves you
if only I could turn back time
do you think I could make you mine
did you know that I'd live a thousand lives
if I could just see you
if I could just hold you
tonight.
Gamzee walked in to see what was going on as he heard Karkat singing. "Bro that song is a motherfuckin miracle, when are you gonna show Sollux that song?"
"Damn it Gamzee stop popping up like that, shit!" Karkat sighed then shut his song book trying to maintain his anger. "That's just it... I'm not. Besides even if I did it's not like he'd feel the same. I just have to face the facts he's with Fefferi and I'm no competition for her."
"Come on bro who cares besides maybe he does feeL the same."
"I don't even care anymore, look I'm going to be alone forever and you guys are all going to have boyfriends or girlfriends and I'm okay with it."
"Well if you wouldn't be such a douche."
"You're a douche."
"And you're a motherfuckin wet blanket who thinks no one could all up and fuckin love you."
"Shut the fuck up Gamzee... you know what better yet I'm outta here."
"Where you gonna go?"
"At this point anywhere! And I'm taking my guitar too! I don't need you trying to screw around with the one thing important to me." With that Karkat stormed out of his room stopping by the front door for a second and ignoring Tavros's rather surprised face at hearing the argument between the two morials.
"I'm sorry bro."
"Whatever, I don't fucking care." He said as he continued his tirade and slammed the front door violently behind him. He headed toward the one place he could always go to so he'd be alone. I got to get to the hideout before I run in to some one else who's for sure going to try to talk to me. He looks up to see where he is and realizes he's walked in the complete opposite direction than he'd planned in the midst of his careless and yet extremely bitter thoughts he'd gone to Sollux's again and he sighs a bit pissed off at himself for not noticing sooner. Damn it Vantas you need to cut this shit out and get away but then again you can't give him any reasons to be suspicious it's been two months since you last hung out. With a bit of hesitation he knocks on Sollux's door for the second time today.