2020
"Why are you doing this to me?"
"Elena, please try to calm down. We are trying to help you."
"No, no if you were trying to help me, you would find him. Why are you sending me to this place, I'm not crazy."
'Dear diary, I lost him. My best friend he knew everything about me. My family and so called friends, they don't understand, they don't remember but as soon as I mention him they go silent. Last week they sent me here... to this place. The Addison reserves, a mental hospital, were everyone just wants to HELP me. I hate it here; they're trying to make me forget him. Damon Salvatore. He claimed to love me when I was 17 years old, he had a secret. I was in love with his younger brother Stefan who was forever 17 years old. Here I am 27 years old and locked in a never ending nightmare. They don't care about me, my family, my old friends, everybody has turned on me and I don't know what else to do. Why does nobody believe he exists, Damon please come and save me.
Elena Gilbert x
"Miss Gilbert, how are we feeling today?" One of the nurses asked.
"Fine." I mumbled.
"That's great. Now don't forget you have an appointment with Mrs Fuller your physiatrist in 20 minutes."
"Goody, how could I forget?"
"Now now Miss Gilbert no need to be like that. We're just trying to help."
"Of course."
Fantastic an hour in a room with that woman talking about my feelings. Nobody really wants to know what's wrong with me, they don't want to believe and it just makes me look even worse. I've learnt one thing from being here, keep my mouth shut and don't think about whatshisname and obviously not to mention him again whilst I'm here. Hopefully my time here will just be a short one. Maybe just maybe my knight in black leather will come to my rescue.
"Please Damon I love you." I whispered as a tear fell onto the picture of a happy smiling couple on my lap.
Hey everyone this is my first every fanfic, please review I would love to carry on the story x