Disclaimer: I do not own any of the chracters in this story if I did I wouldn't be living in a normal house i'd be in a mansion.
Sasuke's POV
I was swishing my feet through the water feeling its peircing, numbing coldness I knew I shouldn't be doing it but it was the only thing I could do that allowed me some control in my life I watched my hand as I sliced through my wrist again the blood slowly dripping into the water tainting it I swished my feet again wishing I could be like the blood and slowly vanish from view I looked at my wrist then the razor I had in my hand I knew that my obsession had gotten out of hand and I needed to do something about it but evreytime something happened it seemed it was the only thing I could rely on in the end my family had all been killed Itachi didn't even want to waste his time with me I looked into the water seeing my own dark reflection as well as the moon and a few particually bright stars I looked at what I had become I shivered and got up and left for home I walked slowly down the path where the trees swayed and cast shadows on the wall of the ninja acedmey I ran my fingers along my wrist feeling the warm wet blood and the deep scarred lines I sat down next to the tree and took out the bandages I had kept in my pocket and slowly wrapped my wrist I could feel the material strecth and tighten as it soaked up the blood greedily I applied two layers and bit off the end and finished with a knot I stood up again and peered out over the lake thinking
"What have I become is this really how life is "
I started walking again staring at the ground I had always wondered how the ground could handle evreyone looking down on it walking all over it and still be able to stay in one piece I thought about it and I relized im a faulty piece of ground I am looked down on walked over but I can't stay strong I have finally broken down under pressure I sighed and continued on my way I finally arrived at my house I stood out the front of it and observed evrey detail of it the red bricks the blue roof and the uchiha crest standing proudly on the front of the door I turned the door knob and pushed but closed my eyes and sighed when it was locked I reached in my pocket for the key but I had left it somewhere I turned around to go look for it hoping to find it quickly and be able to get some sleep I searched along the path but the moon had chosen to hide behind the clouds which made my search that much more difficult I sighed and declared the key lost and walked home thinking about how unfair life had been to him I arrived home again and walked around to the side window I concentrated my chakra and ran up the wall I lunged for the windowsill and found it's familiar surface I attempted to hoist myself up but my arms couldn't seem to find the strength I struggled against gravity for a moment then dropped I sat down on the smooth damp grass and prepared to go to sleep I curled up next to the wall feeling its rough texture I woke up and rubbed my eyes it was still dark I felt around inside my pocket for my watch I held it up to the moonlight it was 2:34 I tried to get comfterble again but I couldn't I decided to exercise while I was awake maybe tiring myself out would help I bent down on the ground and prepared to do some push ups I had just started when I heard something move in the trees I squatted down and reached for my kunai I threw it at the noise I saw a dark squirrel looking figure bolt down the tree and off into the darkness I took a deep breath when a voice whispered in my ear
" You shouldn't be training outside in this cold weather sasuke"
I froze for a second unable to react until I recongnized the voice I turned around to see kakashi's masked face and his visible eye turned up in a smile I glared at him then asked
" If its so cold why are you out here"
He smiled again and replied with
" But sasuke I am a skilled ninja who has trained in cold conditions and I am wearing warm clothing and you are a still a child who has no experience with cold wheather and you are only wearing shorts and a T-shirt.
I rolled my eyes then relized how cold it actually was. I shivered uncontrollably and kakashi smiled and took out something from his pocket I squinted in the darkness and saw my key he held it up to me and said
" I found this at the lake near the acedemy it wouldn't be yours would it"
I made a grab for it but he simply snatched it back out of my reach I glared at him he held it up teasingly I made another desperated snatch he grabbed my arm this time and forced me onto my stomach as he sat on my back I yelled at him in anger
" What are you doing get off of me and give back my key"
He seemed to ignore me and made no noise until I felt him unwrapping my bandages I could feel myself beggining to shiver from the cold I waited until he finished inspecing one arm then the other he rebandaged my arm again and got off of me it was really quiet when I got up and all I could hear was the wind in the trees and my own breathing I picked up the key next to me and walked round to the front door I went to put the key in the lock but kakashi appeared in front of me he wasn't smiling anymore I looked at him then yelled
" Go away I don't need your dissaproval as well just leave me alone
I sidestepped but he just mimicked my movements I tried to step the other way he mimicked again kakashi then leant forward and pulled me into a hug I struggled trying to get out of his grip but he would just pull me closer and closer until I couldn't move I just stood there as he rubbed my back I didn't know what this feeling was I didn't know the last time someone had hugged me I hugged him back and he whispered in my ear.
" Sasuke I don't judge you because when I was your age I slit my wrists as well "
I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and I asked
" Really?"
He nodded I asked him why he was being so nice to me and he said
" Because sasuke you may not be my son in blood but you will always be my son in my heart "
I smiled then let go he then smiled and picked me up and teleported us back to his house and said
" I don't think you should spend this night alone "
I smiled again and suddenly felt weak in the knees I collapsed but he caught me I looked up to him and said
" Kakashi I love you"
and kakashi said
" I love you too
The end I am going to make a second chapter but this time its going to be longer please review