The Victory I Seek

I close my eyes and go to sleep

Why do I dream of what I can't keep?

I feel like I'm buried too deep

You ripped my heart out but I will not weep

You got me trapped

In those taunting eyes

And your deceiving lies

And it's driving me mad

Cuz no matter what I do

My thoughts go back to you

And I wonder was any of it true?

I fell for it and now it's too late

Cuz my heart is filled with hate

And I got used to all the lies I heard you say

I tried to keep my anger at bay

But revenge is sweet

And now it's my time

To push u down

And take my crown

Cuz I realize

That nothing about us was real

And now it's time to let you know how it feels

I know it won't make my heart heal

But I need to win this fight

To be on my own

And seek the light

Cuz you are forever gone