You probably already read the episode description for Drum Beats, Heart Beats so this is a little fluff for the episode. I'm so excited and can't wait for September episodes because they sound fantastic! Anyways enjoy this lil fluff.
It's the second time this week Logan and I are working on my drumming. To graduate high school and get into an Ivy League college, you have to be well rounded and I need this playing an instrument skill as the cherry on top of my stunning application.
Logan's the best drummer I know. And the others don't really know how to play an instrument so he's the only one I got. Plus I don't have to pay him, our friendship is the biggest pay of them all. When I asked him for lessons, he quickly complied, which is great because I wasn't going to beg on my knees.
I know I used to have feelings for Logan but that was the past. I'm with Owen right now and I'm happy. Speaking of Owen, I haven't seen him in a while but that's because he respects my goals. Isn't he the best boyfriend ever?
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Whew! Just got done with my drumming lesson. It was a bit awkward this time.
I went into the Watson's basement and the atmosphere felt tense. Like too tense.
"Hey," I greeted Logan.
"Hey, I've been waiting for you," he replied handing me the pair of sticks, "Should we get started?"
I nodded. We went over a couple of warm ups and he started to make a beat. I, using the drums, had to repeat back to him. After the third repetition, it started getting complicated. I started drumming but Logan interrupted me.
"Stop, you're doing it wrong."
I frowned. He went behind me took my hands and showed me the correct hits. I could feel his body heat on me. And the space between my back and his chest was minimal, no magazine could fit through that space. His hands gently grasping mine, a soft touch. As much as I wanted to say I was at equilibrium, my heart rate sped up and started breathing heavily.
"And uh that's how it's done," he whispered, "Do you wanna take a break?"
I nodded.
We continued our session exchanging a few words and after it was done I headed straight towards the door.
I have a boyfriend. I have an amazing boyfriend. But Logan. My heart beated a million times faster with Logan than when I'm with Owen. I yearn to hold his hands, his soft gentle touch. His husky voice. His sparkling eyes. I want his defined arms wrapped around me.
I want to believe that I'm over him. I want to move on. And as much as I want that to happen, I can't because it's not possible. I was never over him and I don't think I ever will be.
Because I still have feelings for Logan Watson.
R&R! (I swear I was going to update To All the Logans I've Loved Before but y'all gonna have to hang in tight for new chapter. I'm going to try to post a new chapter and story before I start school {9/9}) xx