The "I Never Told" Series

Story based on the TV show "Dark Angel" (Cameron/Eglee)

Disclaimer:

I do not own any of "Dark Angel's" original characters or storylines. This author is in no way associated with the owners, writers and producers of this show.

Chapter One: I never told her...

Alec McDowell:

I never told her about Lola...she'd have kicked my ass even though she really should have been grateful for reaping the benefits of that experience.

I never told her how much I loved my name...sooo much better than Dick though that might have suited me too, if you know what I mean.

I never told her about Rachel...not really but she knew so I didn't have too.

I never told her about Josh and me and our impromptu payback session after what happened to Biggs...she might have wanted to come.

I never told her how much money I made betting on Mole and Frosty's pissing contests...she would have probably taken half.

I never told her I saw Logan naked once...never told anyone actually. It was a total accident that I'm still trying to erase from my damn transgenic memory. Ew!

I never told her how relieved I was that choose me as her SIC...because I was so sure she'd pick Logan. Man what a terrible choice he'd have made! X5 politics aside, the guy's about as much a soldier as Sketchy.

I never told her I forgave her for running...from Manticore that is. Even though we were trained to think of the 09ers as traitors, I never really saw her that way.

I never told her that I gave Dalton and some of other X6s sex advice once...it was pretty shitty advice actually. It entailed me shoving a box of condoms at them, strongly advising them to "suit up". What can I say? I took sex-ed at Manticore.

I never told her I kissed OC one time...she wouldn't have believed me anyhow. Besides OC swore me to secrecy threatening every part of my anatomy if I told anyone.

I never told her that I stole a pair of her underwear once...I just needed them for something. Enough said.

I never told her that I loved her hair curly...cause I was afraid she would straighten it again.

I never told her I was sorry that we had sex during her heat...because I wasn't. Even after I woke up alone and she ignored me for a week.

I never told her how happy I was when she finally broke up with Logan...the "I told you so" would have gotten me seriously smacked in the head.

I never told her I was sure she'd find her way back to me...because I'm not sure that I believed it.

I never told her the real reason I always made her mad...she was just so damn sexy when she was violent. I know I'm a sadist.

I never told her that I loved seeing her wear my clothes...including all the ones that went missing from my closet and ended up in hers.

I never told her I watched her sleep every night...it was the only time she was totally at peace.

I never told her that she was my family...along with Josh, the rest of the trannies and all our ordinary friends, even Normal.

I never told her that I loved her...now she'll never know.