Death? What's the point in it if there is an afterlife? I have no hopes, no dreams…no I only have a fucked up family. Fucked up Dad. Fucked up, uh...mom? Fucked up step mom. Fucked up brothers. Maybe even a fucked up friend?
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"I hate it here, I wanna burn it all to hell!" I murmured into the phone.
"Ha, funny." Kurtis muttered back. I layed back on my bed. I could feel my heart racing faster and faster as the silence killed our conversation.
"I miss you…"
"Huh?"
"You…guys! Yeah, Cody and Izak are a bunch of bitches!" I laughed. I tried to keep it cool, but the truth was I was in love with…
"Riiiigghht…" He moaned, "anyways, remember Zoey?"
"Ya mean the blonde emo chick?" I questioned. Why would he bring that slut up?
"Yep! Well that's my girlfriend." He stated proudly.
"WHAT THE FUCK!!!!" I yelled.
"Teddy, you ok son?" Dad questioned down the hall, hugging up to Mary I assume.
"Umm…Yeah!" I called back. "What the fuck dude?!" I whispered.
"She's hot." He stated blankly. She's hot. I haven't noticed one little detail on her to be called "hot". I closed my eyes and brought up her appearance to my mind. Pale skin; Blonde short hair with bangs that cover both eyes just about; about 5'3 in height; always wore the tight shirts and sharp jewelry; Yepp ugly.
"Kurtis she's an ugly bitch." I complained. I am not jealous. I am not jealous. I am not jealous.
"Xander, shut the fuck up!" He yelled. Great, he cares for her, probably even loves her. No more Kurtis and Xander, no it will be Kurtis and Zoey…and Xander? If I even get that lucky.
"You don't even know her! Go to hell man, you're just jealous!"
"Yes I am!" I shouted over him. My face turned red. The blood rushing to my cheeks forced them to burn. Ah…
I FUCKED UP.
"I knew it! I knew you liked Zoey!"
"No…I don't" I muttered with a tear streaming down my cheek, and I hung up the phone.
"FUCK YOU ZOEY HANSON!!!!" I Yelled throughout the whole mansion. I Bet even Cody and Izak could even hear me during their gay sessions…