Disclaimer: I do not own any of the twilight characters. They belong to Mrs Stephenie Meyer sadly, although I wouldn't say no to owning one Jasper Hale that would be Christmas come early.
Summary: Bella Swan lives in the not so sunny place of Alaska with her Mother and Step-Father Phil. She's moving in with her Father Charlie due to her Mother and Phil marrying. She sees a gorgeous man daily as she walks around the park, but hasn't struck up the nerve to approach him. She regrets that all as she thinks she'll never get to see him again….
Suckish summary I know but the fic will be good.
…Peter…
She smelled of honey and oranges.
Tantalizing, torturing me with her alluring scent, if I didn't refuse to kill innocents this child would have been dead months ago. I was infatuated her long dark mahogany hair fell in beautiful waves down her back swaying beautifully in the wind as she walked. Her slim figure taunting me with every sway of her hips, her sight but definitely there curves calling to me to grasp and tug towards my body. She had a beautiful heart shaped face with such an amazing porcelain complexion, pale to the point of nearly being translucent. The main feature that drew me in was her big doe eyes they went on for miles, I felt like I could see straight into her soul we had locked eyes on numerous occasions and I was captivated. I couldn't move until she released me I was rendered immobile by a human teenager, if the Major saw me in that moment of weakness he would have laughed his ass off. Then there was those plump lips which were just begging to be ravished, I knew they would mould perfectly to mine.
I knew I could try to blame my recall of her features on my more than perfect vampire eyesight, I would just be lying to myself, I knew her so well from careful observation watching the way she moves around me. Wrapping her scent around me as she walked by trying to inconspicuously cast glances my way underneath her thick eye-lashes, fuck I'm a goner. I'm capable of many dumb as fuck things but I will not point black not lie to myself, that shit can cause more trouble than fucking necessary.
I was a man obsessed. No I can't even call myself that because I was no longer human I haven't been for well over one hundred years. When I changed into a vampire I not only changed species but morals, when my life was taken I fought alongside my Brother/Creator which ever way you want to look at it for over fifty goddamn years!! And after so much fucking bloodshed and violence you start to think fuck it all and I'm gonna get what I can and enjoy life, well my death but you know what I mean.
I lost my self.
Lost everything, that evil bitch took all of my fucking humanity and burned it along with everything I ever had. It took me so long, decades to gain back some semblance of me of who I once was. I can't say I was a reformed man turned to the good side and all that shit, hey a mans gotta eat and no way am I eating fucking animals. They taste like complete shit. Like I mentioned before I don't kill innocents just the scum of the human race, to be honest they ain't that difficult to find and I have years of fucking practice.
To some immortality seems like a really good fucking idea. Try living it alone.
She's coming again, her scent wafts over to me before I get to see her beautiful face. Some would say I'm torturing myself being around her scent as often as possible, but how can I put it I can enjoy the bouquet without tasting the wine.
I sit alone on the bench facing the frozen lake it is kinda beautiful when I think about it, but when she walks by beauty has a whole new meaning. It was like I was a drug addict and she was my daily fix, for now just seeing her is enough but I fear that soon it will be far from enough.
She's walking about a hundred yards away from me now, leisurely strolling as though she has no care in the world but I know she has a motive for walking past this particular spot. She craves me as much as I crave her. Fuck it we cant both play this dance around game forever, for one she doesn't have fucking forever. Even the mere thought of her six feet under sends my body into turmoil.
My ever growing obsession bodes well for neither of us, I must have her and soon.
She finally was in speaking distance for a human and I'd had enough of the whole mute game. I'm over 150 fucking years old and I will not be intimidated by a goddamn human teenager.
She glances at me like she always does and today instead of inclining my head slightly in a formal hello, I smile broadly. Her reaction is perfect. She stumbles slightly over her footing and turns her body slightly towards me, I know how she much she wants to walk over and sit beside me.
She falters rocking back and forth slightly on her heels debating whether to approach me or carry on with our silent game. I smirk slightly letting out my cocky side oh how she wants me and patted the seat next to me gently so as not to break it.
Her answering smile floors me, it lights up her entire face as she makes her way over to me.
"Hello," she practically whispers to me. Her voice is so soft I could listen to her speak for entertainment. God I'm fucking pussy-whipped.
"Hey there Darlin I'm Peter and who might your pretty little self be?" I drawled out laying on the southern charm nice and thick.
She blushed adorably also causing my throat to burst into flames but I controlled it easily, I hunted last night.
"I'm Bella," she answered softly.
I reached out a hand a held her tiny one in my own it covered it entirely, she is a tiny little thing. "Well Bella I am very pleased to finally be formally making your acquaintance." I let her know that I was not unaware of her little stare game.
She ducked her head slightly hiding her face in embarrassment, ah that is never gonna get old how easy she is to fluster. I leant over and pushed her hair back behind her ears, she looked up surprised.
"Ah see now I prefer to see your beautiful face," we locked eyes and were unable to look away. Our connection could of lasted hours I would not of noticed.
"Bella!!!" someone shouted.
I turned at the annoying fucking interruption. Damn teenage fucking girls!!! They never have good timing.
Bella was also broken from our spell and turned towards obnoxious bitch number one and sighed.
"Hey Amy what's up?" she asked in that 'I'm-trying-to-be-polite-but-your-severely-pissing-me-off' voice.
"We had plans remember…..God Bella sometimes you are so freakin oblivious," the Amy girl whined. Silly human was testing my patience.
Bella glanced back at me in a silent apology I just nodded knowing full well our moment was over, well I had well more than my usual fix of Bella today I actually got words.
Her friend finally noticed me and her jaw dropped I just smirked, I'm a cocky bastard and what. She tried to stutter out a greeting but failed miserably. As much as I was enjoying watching her flounder for words I could see the clouds thinning and I didn't fancy answering questions about why I was fucking sparking. Sparkling god I ask ya what in the hell were you thinking when you made us fuckin sparkle.
"Well I'll see you later Bella," I held onto her dainty hand for a few seconds longer, clinging to the warmth for as long as possible before finally letting her go.
It's just till tomorrow I assured myself.
It became my mantra as I stalked my prey through the night. I found a man who was on the run for murder and took great pleasure in ending his life, motherfucker needed to learn how it felt to be the weak one. Yeah I know I had a bit of a god complex but lets give every fucker super human abilities and see if they don't feel slightly superior.
He knew what was coming as I stalked him into a deserted alley, he saw it in my eyes that I would end his life and he pleaded like the little girl he murdered but it was fruitless. I was thirsty and he was gonna be my meal. If killing scum meant I could be around Bella more then so be it, didn't disturb my sleep at night. I chuckled as that thought crossed my mind.
I returned to the lake the next day same time same place and waited.
And the next day and the next.
This went on for another week I started to get angry.
Where the fuck was she. She always came to this lake she always fucking came! My mood had gotten progressively worse over these past few days, an agitated vampire is not someone you want to cross.
I'd had enough at the end of the week her being missing in action was making me more vicious and I needed to get away from Alaska. I was going to see the only family I had left.
Major Jasper Whitlock.
He was a badass motherfucker and taught me everything I know. I loved that fucker and because of that I tolerated his hyperactive pixie wife, she tried to set me up with a female vampire once by the name of Charlotte as soon as I saw her I knew there was no way but I humoured his wife and god she pisses me off.
I set off on what is only a short journey for a vampire in my new BMW Z4. It was a sexy as hell car and speeding down the high way towards Forks helped let out some of my frustrations at my missing Bella.
The drive felt good, the only thing better than speed in my mind was sex. And sex was out of the question since I cant seem to get little miss innocent brown eyes out of my goddamn head! So speed will have to do.
I pulled up the long drive to the Cullen mansion and parked my car, they knew I was here but I guess I weren't getting no welcome committee today. Ignorant fuckers.
I strolled up to the front day taking my sweet little time and knocked.
Jasper answered the door with a Cheshire fucking grin on his face fucker was up to something.
"Hey man come on in join the fuckin drama." he drawled out grinning.
"Language!" Esme yelled from the other room. I always brought out the major everyone else here say Jasper Hale reformed good boy I snorted.
"C'mon Momma's boy what's happenin?" I asked my eyes twinkling with mischief.
"Well looks like good old Eddie boy nearly fell off the wagon today with the new girl at school." he laughed as we walked into the room which held the whole commotion.
"Hey Guys." I greeted the entire family at large greeting everyone was just fuckin annoying.
They all murmured Hello's and nodded there heads. I decided I'd sit down and enjoy the show, At this thought Edward shot me a dirty look I just laughed.
The argument went round and round and round in circles, until something caught my attention.
"Look Edward if you joist avoid Bella you'll be fine and in Biology hold your damn breath!" Rosalie seethed.
Bella Bella My Bella??
I looked towards Jazz who'd noticed my abrupt change in mood and asked the questions which could either vastly improve or plummet my mood.
"Edward look in my head and tell me if the Bella from school is the Bella you see." I asked waiting on tenterhooks.
Everyone looked surprised at my request, especially Edward I'd never kept it a secret how I hated that he read my thoughts.
"Yeah that's her, how do you know her?" he asked curiously.
My excitement sky rocketed. I just smiled and said.
"Guys I'm comin' to high school."
Well there's the first Chapter I've been dying to do a Peter Bella fic for ages so here it is let me know what you think.
Love Lola J
