Title: It's like you're still here…
Rating: K
Genre: Angst
Character's: Luke Skywalker. Mara Jade Skywalker
Summary: Luke on Mara's death.
Disclaimer: Hey I don't own Star Wars, if I did I would have killed Luke instead of Mara in Sacrifice – Because it would have given the Jedi one hell of a wake up call... (For the Record Luke and Mara are my two Favourite star wars characters so to see one die hurts)
It's like you're still here…
Sometimes the force can be cruel
I am fond of telling people thing's happen for a reason
But now I find myself asking for the answer for why were you killed
And if the reason was worth your life
Before I met you, my life had no real direction no real purpose
Oh I knew I had to put the Jedi order back together
But I had nothing else really to look forward to
And when one loses their view on the future that is never a good thing
I still remember how we met
You had a blaster pointed at me and you wanted to kill me
But you couldn't because Karrde wouldn't let you do it
And after that you couldn't because we needed each other
I don't know why I was such a fool
You were one of the only people that had the nerve come up to me and tell me if I was wrong
But I loved the way you would complain when the shoe was on the other foot.
And I wonder why it took so long for us to be together
I don't know what we are going to without you
There were times when we came close to losing you
But you would always pull through
And we'd come back even stronger
I look around your ship
Even think about scratching the paint
But I know it would be a waste of time
And ruin the paint job on a ship you don't even care about anymore
I haven't got the slightest clue on how I am going to look after Ben on my own
He's finally starting to open up to me
But I fear what Jacen's influence has done to him
And I wonder if he will ever trust me
I still see and feel your presence around me
It's like you're still here
But I Know you're not
And I can't help but wonder… why?
A/N: R&R