Safer Not To Say
A South Park Songfic
Cartman's POV, KylexCartman
Song: Dangerous to Know by Hilary Duff
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except the story. All characters belong to Matt and Trey and the song belongs to Hil
I know this isn't very good. I'm really tired, but I was really inspired (hey! that rhymes!) by this song. Even if it sucks, please R&R anyway!
There you are. Your face is red with anger at the joke I just made. But don't you know? I have to insult you. Otherwise, everyone would know.
Some secrets need to be kept
Some stories should never be told
Some reasons shouldn't be understood
They just might turn your blood cold
Of course, you think you know everything. Sure, you're pretty humble, but I can see it in your eyes. You know that you're a genius, and it's a quality I love about you. I can see that you're suspicious. I guess I'm not as good as I thought I was at hiding things. And you're not as stupid as you look. Your questions irritate me while your concerns secretly make my heart swell. But it really isn't your business.
Who needs all the answers?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth's gonna save you?
When the truth could be dangerous.
I love that you're so strong. It allows me to do whatever I want to you, and you'll always come back. You believe that there's good in everybody, including me. No matter what name I call you or what body part I injure, you'll always be there for me. I don't think you realize that it's not helping me get any better.
Like the way I feel
It's all right to steal
What I need from you
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go
And that's dangerous
Dangerous
To know
It's been two hours, and I can feel my heart breaking. I don't know why; I didn't even know I had a heart. But suddenly, everything seems to be crashing down. What's my problem? I've been playing it safe all year. Neither you nor anyone else knows anything!
And as you walk up behind me, I see your face. It seems as though it's the only thing in the world. By now, it practically is. Your eyes are etched with worry. Stan and Kenny would laugh if they could see you worry about a fat ass like me. But Stan and Kenny aren't here, are they? It's just me and you, and it's the first time it's been like this in a long while.
I was a law unto myself
When you found me out on my own
Together nothing was sacred
Together we were alone
All these questions you're asking me- why I'm sad, what's my problem, am I okay –they can all be answered with simple words. But I can't tell you what they are. It's safer that you don't know. It's safer that I lie.
When we were children, our parents would tell us that lying was wrong. That it caused problems. Is it possible that they were right? What if Kyle did return my feelings? He'd be so angry if he know that I lied all this time. And that would stop anything from going anywhere. So what should I do?
Who needs all the questions?
Who lost their direction?
Who said a lie's gonna break you?
When a lie could be dangerous
You're confused aren't you? I've been staring at you while you're asking all these questions. You have no idea how I feel, do you? It's safer that you don't know. You're following the rules by not knowing. But you know what they always say? Rules were made to be broken.
Ignorance is bliss
You're safe when you resist
There's no safety in a kiss like this
It's dangerous
So kiss me
Kiss me
We've just entered the danger zone. I'm kissing you and you're kissing back. We know we've just left our shelter behind. The shelter that our secrets gave us. But we don't need that shelter. All we need is each other, and no matter what happens, that will be enough.
You already did the first R now for the second. Please Review!