AN: Hey, here is a new fanfic that once was an Rpg me and my friend crazieggfan from the now Cw boards are working on. We have a lot done so far and decided to turn it into a fanfic.
It takes place at the end of the Episode called the perfect dress, its a what would have happened if Luke told her about April, I know this storyline has been done. But Trust me it is much much different or at least it will be in later chapters. This chapter is not a sad one, but to be warned there will be some chapters that are a little sad.
The one thing that will make me fix up our rpg to post it here is Reviews, so when you are done reading this first chapter please try and take the time to review. Thanks and...
Enjoy!
"Hey Lorelai, are you here? I need to tell you something." He says as he enters the house.
"Yes I'm here but I'm coming down in my wedding dress!" She yells from her bedroom upstairs.
"Wait! Isn't that bad luck?"
"I know I know, but it just doesn't feel right, I need you to look at it." She says as she is coming down the stairs and his breath stops as he looks at her. "Well what do you think?"
"You look beautiful." He says in awe.
"Really? Are you sure because I think the back looks a little funny and I'm just not sure it fits right." She plays with the dress and tries to straighten it out.
"You look beautiful." Luke goes over and kisses her.
"Mmhhmmm, okay, and its not bad luck if it's under 5 minutes." She runs upstairs to change and Luke sits down on the couch to wait for her. As she comes back down she notices how nervous he looks.
"What's wrong babe?"
"Come sit down, I have to tell you something really important."
"Your not breaking up with me are you?" She says as a joke but gets scared when she sees how serious he is. "Are you?"
"No! Of course not!"
"Hun relax okay I know you wouldn't do that, I was just joking. Now tell me, what's bothering you?"
"Well, um, this is hard to say and you're going to be freaked when I tell you."
"Luke your really starting to scare me please just tell me what's wrong." She sits next to him.
"Okay, I'm just going to tell you. Lorelai, I have a kid."
"A...A...a what?"
"I have a child."
"Whe...when did you find out?"
"Um, like three days ago. I'm still freaked out about it."
"You knew for 3 days and you didn't tell me?" She didn't raise her voice but you could tell she was upset. "So, do you love the girl's mom?"
"I'm sorry, I wasn't sure or not so I waited. And NO! I'm not in love with her, I was but that was like 12 years ago, I'm in love with you, lorelai that will never change."
Lorelai sits back down and takes his hands in hers. "I know I'm sorry I said that." Then she turns away from him and sniffles.
Luke hugs her.
"I'm so, so sorry that I didn't tell you sooner, I just got scared and I didn't no how to tell you."
Luke lifts up her head,
"You know I love you, right?"
She looks at him with little tears in her eyes and sniffles again.
"Yeah I know you do, I love you too, but Luke what if she-" He cuts her off.
"What if she what?"
"No never mind, it's just going to sound stupid."
"No, tell me, I want to no."
"What if you see her mother and realize you want to get back together for your daughter." She looks away, ashamed that she would think he would do that.
"Lorelai, I would never do that, I love you way to much."
He lifts up her head and kisses her.
She kisses him back and smiles lovingly. "Thank you. I love you too, so much Luke you have no idea." She kisses him again. "So, when can I meet her?"
"Um...well..."
"Luke I don't want to take your place in your daughter's life, I would just like to meet her. She is going to be my step daughter you know."
"Yes, I know but, I'm not sure Anna will go for the idea, but I'll ask her anyway."
"You mean you won't let me in your daughter's life just if her mom says so, you won't even try and stick up for my rights to see my step daughter!" She is getting a little sad and angry.
"No! That's not what I meant. I want you in her life! But if Anna won't let you meet her then I can't over write her word! And, I will tell Anna that we are getting married and that you should be able to see her."
"I want to come with you." She suddenly says and he looks confused.
"You mean you want to come with me the Anna's?"
"Yes."
"What... Now?"
"I just want to meet the idiot who kept your daughter from you and I want to be there to say back off he's mine."
"Ok, if you want to and I already told you, Anna and I are just friends, that's all, I swear."
Lorelai thinks about it for a minute. "I guess...I won't go with you...I mean it's your thing and I won't get in your way." She says in a sad voice and then goes into the kitchen.
Luke feels bad. He gives Lorelai a minute then goes in to the kitchen where Lorelai is filling up the coffee pot to make coffee.
Luke goes over and puts his arms around her.
"You know I want you there, so please, come with me."
She turns around in his arms.
"Only if you really truly want me there, I'll go."
"Of course I want you there, I want you to meet April, but if you don't want to go I'm not going to force you."
"I really would like to meet...April...that's her name...cute name...I would really like to meet April. When were you thinking of going?" She asks, still in his arms.
"I want you to meet her, and I was thinking about going tomorrow, or the next day, what do you want to do?"
"Tomorrow sounds perfect." She smiles and leans into him to give him a kiss.
Luke leans back, "Don't kiss me!" She slaps him playfully. "I'm just joking."
He leans in and kisses her.
"How rude." She breaks away and says but then goes back to kissing
Luke pulls away.
"So you're really ok with me having a kid?"
"Give me some time to get used to the fact that you do...I just...i wanted...I thought...never mind." She moves away from him, sits at the kitchen table and rubs her forehead.
Luke goes and wits across from her and takes her hand.
"What is it Lorelai? Common tell me."
"I just always thought that if you were going to have a child, that it would be mine." She looks like she is going to cry.
Luke gets up and goes to put his arms around her.
"April Is thirteen years old, I did this along time ago...I still want to have children with you, I love you,...I didn't no that I even had a child until three days ago...
I still want to have children with you...You have to believe that. "
Luke lifts up her head and kisses her quick.
"But maybe we shouldn't, I mean you already have a daughter now and you have to get to know her, I would just be getting in the way, especially if we have a baby and you really want to have kids with me? What about Jam hands?" She says still unsure.
"Well the jam hands still kind of freak me out but, yeah, I really want to have children with you, remember, that's why I bought the twickum house a while back. And you won't be getting in the way; I want you in April's life, just like you want me in Rory's life."
"Yeah, I guess your right; I was just worrying about nothing. Okay so...uh want to watch a movie?" She says end the conversation very quickly and nervously walks away from him and into the living room.
Luke follows her.
"Are you sure that's all you want to talk about?"
"Uh...yeah why?" She says looking at the TV and not at him.
Luke walks over and lifts up her face.
"Lorelai, we are you so against this? I didn't want for it to happen, but it did, there's nothing I can do about it. I still want to have children with you, I love you."
"I know Luke, it's not that. There's just something I think I should tell you, you know, now that the subject of kids has come up." She smiles nervously.
Luke takes Lorelai's hand and leads her over to the couch.
"Tell me, it can't be that bad."
"Last month I thought I was...well pregnant but it was just a false alarm. I'm sorry i didn't tell you I was just scared you would freak out and run." (I made the pregnant thing up, that wasn't on the show."
"You thought you were...were pregnant?"
She nods slowly. "I'm so sorry, I know I should have told you and I would have if I was but I turned out not to be. If you hate me for not telling you I would understand. It's just...the more I thought about it...the more I wanted to be pregnant and when I found out I wasn't, I was crushed." She turns away from him and wipes the tears that start to fall.
Luke lifts up her head and wipes away her tears.
"I'm not mad; I know I don't come off as much of children lover, so I understand why you didn't tell me. But I don't want you to cry, we can always have children...like now if you wanted to."
She smiles and laughs a little through her tears. "Really? You want to start trying? I mean even with all this stuff with April, you would be willing to try for a baby. I love you so much Luke."
"I love you to, and if you really want a baby then yeah, we can try, who cares about the April stuff, that shouldn't interfere with us having a baby."
Luke picks Lorelai up and takes her upstairs and lays her on the bed.
"I love you Luke." She says and pulls him on top of her to beginning day 1 of their baby making.
Luke kisses her then pulls away.
"I love you too."
Then they continue.
After an hour of baby making the tired couple cuddles up under the tangled sheets." So do you think we did it?"
"I don't no, but I guess we'll find out soon."
Luke leans in and kisses her.
She kisses him a little more and then stops and cuddles against him. "Luke, I think maybe if we are really serious about try that we should go see a doctor."
"Okay, sure, but you're going to have to help me out because I don't what any of this stuff means."
"No problem. You don't have to come to the appointments I make anyway, so don't worry about it." She says and gets out of bed to put a shirt on.
"Hey, I didn't mean it like that, I want to come to the appointments I'm just saying that your going to have to help me out with the whole baby thing because I have no clue about them."
Luke takes her arm and pulls her back into the bed.
She smiles and gives him a kiss. "Thank you. I'll try and set up an appointment to go in 2 weeks. Sound good?"
"Yeah, what ever you want, but this time can you at least tell me when you think you're pregnant? I really want to know."
She nods. "Yes I definitely will I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before."
"Well, I understand why you didn't tell me, I mean I don't come off as such a kid lover, but with you, it might be ok."
"Yeah I think it will be okay too, but you will tell me when things are getting too much for you right? I mean like if you need to work things out with Anna about arrangements for April, just tell me and I'll step back. Just...tell...me...talk to me...if it's all too much okay."
I will if you will...listen, I'm really sorry about just springing the whole kid thing on you, but I wanted you to know.
"I know you are, and at least you told me right, it's not like you wanted 2 months to tell me." She laughs at the thought then she yawns. "How about we get some sleep, we can talk about this stuff more tomorrow."
"Okay, just one more thing."
"What is it?" She asks curiously.
"I love you."
She smiles and cuddles back into bed with him. "I love you too Luke. You have no idea how much." With that said she begins to fall asleep.
Luke pulls her closer and puts his arm around her. Luke falls asleep also.
TBC...