Hi everyone! Editing here is done, so here is my song...I made it up over two days, after reading Ptlemy's Gate for a second time. My feelings and Kitty's after Nathaniel's death...
Disclaimer: I do not own the Bartimaeus Trilogy, but there's not any real references here anyways.
Twisting Again
I always thought I was the tough one
But now I just can't bear to see the rain,
I never thought I would need you
But that much is part of my pain…
Maybe it's good you can't see me,
'Cause tears made us both hurt inside
But you promised me you'd see me outside the door
And here I am waiting, not believing you lied…
Sometimes you just have to cry…
'Cause sometimes your feelings don't have wings to fly.
The tears come softly, and with them the pain
Burning, and hurting, and twisting again…
And it breaks my heart to know
That you will be gone every day.
I took away all your protection
And laid you bare before the world that day
You always believed I'd be there for you
But then you're the one who went away…
Sometimes you just have to cry…
'Cause sometimes your feelings don't have wings to fly.
The tears come softly, and with them the pain
Burning, and hurting, and twisting again…
And it breaks my heart to know
That you will be gone every day.
So they told me that everyone hurts
But why does it seem like it's only me?
They all act like the world's lovely
When you died, you hurt me…why didn't you see?
I feel it! I feel it! It stabs me like a knife…
I feel it! I feel it! Just get out of my life…
Sometimes you just have to cry…
'Cause sometimes your feelings don't have wings to fly.
The tears come softly, and with them the pain
Burning, and hurting, and twisting again…
And it breaks my heart to know
That you will be gone every day.
I always thought I was the tough one
The one who would never need to cry.
But now I can't take you from my mind
'Cause you were here, standing here, not saying goodbye…
Teach to me to cry!
I know I will have to break…
Help me to cry!
I don't need permission
But I just can't seem to bring myself
Back in time…
Falling…
Falling…
Breaking…
Gone forever…
Sometimes you just have to cry…
'Cause sometimes your feelings don't have wings to fly.
The tears come softly, and with them the pain
Burning, and hurting, and twisting again…
And it breaks my heart to know
That you will be gone every day.
Burning, and hurting, and twisting, and hurting.
Hurting, and hurting, and hurting, and hurting…
The tears come softly, and with them the pain
Burning, and hurting, and twisting
Twisting
Twisting again…