What I've Always known
How do I put up with an idiot like you?
So carefree and unruly
Yet to me, always kind...
Your perverted ways, they hurt
Wandering eyes boring holes in my heart...
How can you put up with a philanderer like me?
I've betrayed you more times than I can count
Yet, you've never pushed me away...
Your trust I should have lost
Our friendship should have died...
Give me a sign that you really care
Stop toying with my soul...
Make me believe in the side of you I want to see.
Lustful desires that you harbor, wound so deep
I thought so many times that things should've ended
You rock my world just by who you are
So very special to me
I promise to be the man you want to me to be.
Your actions are harsh, but well deserved
Despite that, your heart portrays what I already know...
...How can I put up with an idiot like you?
I ask myself that all the time
Why is it that there's only one answer that comes to mind?
...How can you put up with a philanderer like me?
I ask myself that all the time
Though I know that there's only one answer that comes to my mind.
As we face each other, once more my face turns red
Unable to speak, I stand with wide eyes
Once again you turn away, hiding feelings only from yourself
Nerves at an all time high, I take your hands in mine...
And there I stand, not brave enough to look at your face
Hands locked together, here I go again...
I back out of your grip, my feet moving away
My gloved hand touches your cheek
Your temperature suddenly rises
And I muse as you flush once more
Handsome redhead, with eyes of sapphire
My heart aches
I watch you as I walk, and I begin to pray
Radiant beauty, with hair as black as the night sky
My eyes can't tear away
I watch you as you walk, and I begin to pray
...That one day you'll show me what I've always known.
...That one day you'll admit what I've always known.
A/N: Thanks for reading the first poem I've attempted to write in nearly ten years! (seriously, lol) Now... why I chose to base my first poem in such a long time on fanfiction, I'll never know. XD I suppose it's just my love for ToS, and this pairing. Again, thanks for reading. Feel free to review, if you wish. :)