AN: In this story its Female Levi, there not a lot out there of these so i decided to write one. in this story Levi's personality is not as emotionless hopefully you guys like it.

Let me start by introducing myself, my name is Levi Ackerman, I'm 18 years old and a student in Maria High. I am not a really social girl I find it somewhat pointless but I only care about the couple of friends I have. I live alone in a one-bedroom apartment. My parents died when I was 13 years old and I inherit a good amount of money. After their death I lived with my cousin Hanji Zoe she's sometimes really annoying but she like a sister to me. I lived with her only for a short time before I decided to live on my own. My best friend name is Eren, I have known him since kindergarten we always stick together even through middle school and high school.

~~~~~ Flash Back ~~~~~

We where in 6th grade sitting in a table, Eren and I where waiting for our friends when this one girl came wanting to speak to Eren. She wanted to speak privately so I decided to go buy a cookie from the school's store. After five minutes I decided I would go back, not caring if she was finish or not. When I reach the table she was gone and Armin, Sasha, Connie, Eren, and Jean where there. They all greeted me once I sat down. I ask Eren what the girl wanted and he started to blush, Connie and Jean started teasing him but I told them to shut the fuck up. Eren started telling us that the girl who was name Emma told him she liked him and want to see if he would want to go on a date. Connie started telling Eren he had game and so on, until I ask Eren what he said to her, he told her yes.

After a couple of weeks Eren and Emma started dating. They would hang with us in the table or they would hang out themselves but it bothered me when they will be by themselves. I just figure it was because Eren and I were so close and I wasn't use to not being with him. I had ask Hanji why I was feeling like this and she told me that I had feelings for Eren but I shot the idea down, I only cared for Eren in a friend way so I must be because he had someone while I'm still single. I told Hanji I just needed to find myself a boyfriend and I will get this feelings I felt to leave, she just shrugged her shoulders and sighed but she was willing to help me.

By 7th grade Eren and Emma where still together and I was still single. I would hangout with them at times but felt like a third wheel so I avoided hanging out with just the three of us. Eren had told me when Emma and him gave each other their first kiss, those feeling that I had felt came back but I push them down. I didn't want to hear that so I tried to avoid asking and talking about Emma with Eren as much as possible, which was extremely hard with Connie and Jean constantly ask and making little jokes. By the middle of the year I had given up on finding someone until Hanji presented me to this boy named Alex. He was tall had dirty blonde hair, brown eyes, had a little muscle, and light tan skin color. He was really sweet and nice he was in one of the classes with Hanji and she thought we would look good together. We exchanged numbers and started texting.

I would always be texting him when I had the chance we both had things in common. We both had the same music taste, we both like math, and liked walking in the park and enjoy the day. After two weeks Alex asked me out and we started dating. I hadn't told anyone other than Hanji because I knew if I told my friends they will make jokes but also because I didn't know we would be more than friends. After a week of dating I presented Alex to all my friends when we went to the movies, we all had dates accept Jean he went with a friend he met called Marco. Connie went with Sasha, Eren and Emma, and Alex and me. Emma told me Alex and I look cute together and I just smiled but couldn't hide the blush creeping on me. During that whole night Eren will just look at us with an annoyed expression. I didn't understand why but I chose to ignore it.

After the movies I told everyone I was going to walk with Alex and I see them at school, Connie, Sasha, and Jean started making kissy noises and saying how I just wanted time alone with my boyfriend I start to feel hot my face was like a tomato before I told them to shut up. Eren just looked mad grabbed Emma's hand and left. I wanted to know what was wrong with him but I just ignored it. We walked for 30 minutes before Alex took me home. We where saying goodbye in front of my door when he kissed me. The kiss was gentle and sweet his lips we a little rough but I didn't mind it was my first kiss and it was special. After we broke apart he smiled to me, I smiled back and gave him another peck before going inside.

I texted Hanji and told her about my first kiss she called me immediately and started shouting through the phone. I told her to shut up while blushing relieved that she couldn't see me blushing, we said goodbye and I went to sleep with a smile on my face. The next day I saw Eren waiting for me in the front of the school like usual. I reach to him and he ask me why I was so happy I started telling him that I got my first kissed he looked shocked at first but then after he looked mad. I asked him what was wrong but he said nothing and walked in to school. I was confused by his actions why was he so mad? I shrugged it off and went to school. After a month I kept telling Eren we should go on a double date but he would ignore my idea. I didn't understand why though I always went to hangout with him and his girlfriend why couldn't he hangout with mine.

I started getting mad at him asking him why he didn't want to hangout and I finally broke him he told me he didn't like Alex. I asked him why but he said he didn't know. I was still frustrated with him, he could have told me since I first ask but he didn't if I would have known I wouldn't asked him. The next week I went to hangout with Alex I avoided Eren because I was still mad. After the week I found out Eren and Emma had broken up and that Sasha and Connie where dating. Armin was to busy with homework and studying to bother with relationships. After 2 months of dating Alex we broke up. His parents where moving out of state and long distance relationships didn't work good but we still stayed friends. I was sad when I found out I truly liked Alex but I couldn't ask his parents to stay just because I liked their son.

After Alex I dated two other guys but it never lasted longer than a month. Eren also dated after Emma, his relationships didn't last long either. Eren always looked annoyed when I would be with my boyfriend and didn't understand why? I was getting tired of him every time we would hangout and I would tell him I was leaving to go on a date or with my boyfriend and he will always get serious or tell me I was always leaving him to go on dates. It was really pissing me off that we went a whole month without talking.

I started telling Hanji how Eren was behaving and she would always tell me the same thing that Eren liked me, he was jealous of the other guys getting my attention, and that he wanted me only to be with him. I kept telling Hanji she was stupid to believe that but she just kept pestering me about the subject. When we started 8th grade Eren told us he met this girl during the summer and they started dating, she was an 8th grader like us, went to this school and that he will present her to us soon. I just felt a horrible feeling in my gut I was annoyed for the fact he had a girlfriend again. I started to mentally shake my head and Ignore this feeling I had.

One day while walking home with Hanji, she told me about this guy she thought was good for me. I sighed an told her I didn't want a relationship but she kept whining and bothering me to meet this guy, so I gave in so she could shut up. She was all excited talking about how he was perfect for me and shit. I agreed to let Hanji help me get ready for my date, I don't even remember when I agreed but I ignore it. She said I should wear a skirt but I told her no, she kept telling me why not, and after 30 minutes of her begging and whining I caved. I wore a sky blue v-neck,a black skirt that was an inch away from my knees, and a pair of black flats. She said I looked hot and I should wear clothes like this more often but I told her no.

After my date I went straight to my room where I knew Hanji was waiting for me. When I enter she asked me how it went. I immediately told her why she didn't tell me he was older than us. She started laughing like a crazy person an thought I wouldn't mind it. I stayed silent and she continue saying he's only a year older so that not so bad. I signed and agreed with her, I told her about the date an that I had fun. After a month of flirting, texting and going on dates with him he finally asked me to be his girlfriend. I was so excited Elliot had dark brown hair, had short hair, brown eyes, had some muscle, and freckles. I presented Elliot to Sasha, Connie, Armin, Jean, Marco,and Eren. They where all happy for me Connie and Jean started making fun of me saying how I liked older men, how I was done dating boys that I want a man, and how lucky I was because I will be able to go to high school parties. I just tried to hind the blush coming to my face, I told them they where stupid and we all laughed. Eren just told me he was happy for me and smiled. I knew he was forcing a smile but I didn't want to think of that.

All of us would hangout after school and talk about the stupidest thing we came up with. My relationship with Elliot was going really good and so was Eren's. Elliot invited me and my friends to a party that his friend was throwing. We where all excited to be going to a high school party. Hanji forced Armin to go by stealing all his books and homework telling him he would get them back until the next day of the party. He was so devastated but agreed to come for his homework. The day of the party we headed together I was meeting Elliot that the party, Sasha was talking about that there better be good because she was hungry. When we arrived you could hear the loud music blasting, teens dancing, drinking, and talking. I spotted Elliot and went towards him he greeted me with a kiss, and told us to have fun. Sasha and Connie went straight to the kitchen to get food, Armin and Eren went to get something to drink, Hanji stayed with me talking to Elliot friends and Jean and Marco were running late.

We started dancing in a little group once Jean and Marco came, Hanji was grinding on Armin while Armin was blushing asking Eren to help him, Sasha and Connie were dancing not caring that people thought they where weird, while Jean and Marco disappeared. Elliot and me where grinding until he turn me to face him and we started making out. Hanji started shouting telling us to get a room. I became red as a tomato and she started laughing, she started telling us to remember to use protection and I went pale, and told her to shut up. Elliot and me were both red of embarrassment of what she said, Eren and Armin told Hanji to stop and she stop but winked at us.

After dancing for a while someone dropped their drink in me and Elliot took me upstairs to give me something else to wear. We went to an empty bedroom upstairs. He gave me a shirt of his and a pair of shorts of his sister. I went to the bathroom connected to the bedroom to change, I took of my shirt and jeans I put on the shorts happy that they fit and then the shirt but it was fitted big. It look like I was wearing a dress. I sighed why did I have to date someone that was 5'6 while I was 5 feet. I exited the bathroom and Elliot apologize for not having a smaller shirt, I told him it was fine. He came towards me, told me I looked cute and kissed me. The kiss first started gentle but it started getting more passionate. He sat me on top of his lap straddling him. He kept the kiss going licking me bottom lip asking for entrance which I granted he then started invading every inch of my mouth with his tongue.

He bit my lower lip and I gasp, he started sucking my tongue when I felt his hand on my thighs, then I broke the kiss gasping for air. He smirked and put his hands on my waist me pulled me in again to kiss. His hands where groping my ass, and I grinded my hips he let out a moan. He left my lips to kiss my neck. I had my eyes close and moaned when he kissed a sensitive area around my neck at that instant the door opened, I open my eyes too see Eren standing in the door. He saw me and he looked mad, he walked into the room and grab my arm and pulled me towards him. I grabbed my clothes and Elliot came and gave me a kiss on my forehead and said goodbye. We went downstairs and saw everyone waiting, they tease me saying that I was getting it on with my boyfriend since I'm wearing his shirt, they made jokes about me only wearing his shirt and nothing else. Eren ignored me for a few days until I confronted him. He said he didn't care what I did with my boyfriend and that he was just having problems with his girl. I wasn't sure if that was true but I didn't want to argue anymore.

Elliot and I were dating for 8 months I was about to graduate middle school, when he decided to break up with me. He told me he likes me but he knew I liked Eren. I told him I don't but he said that I did just by the way I look at him, talk about him, and when where together my eyes are always shining. He kissed my forehead and told me to truly be open about my feelings. That day I was sitting in my room think about everything that occurred since 6th grade and I realized I had feelings for Eren my best friend.