Author's Note: This is a bit darker. I've never written a lime/lemon before and I didn't want that to be the focus therefore I tried to keep it short. Please review!
Wanting to see just how far he could go, Naruto raised the pointed kunai inches above his pale wrist and both grimaced and was relieved at what he knew was to come. In a swift, well practiced movement he brought the sharpened point to his skin from wrist to mid forearm. Seconds later crimson liquid bubbled up and rapidly filled the length of the cut. It soon accumulated and spilled over the sides of his arm to collect on the floor. He followed the trail of blood with his lifeless cerulean eyes, a glimmer of pain shining from somewhere deep within.
As he cut himself he tried to focus on what was in front of him and not what had happened to make him do something so horrible to himself. As was usual, he wasn't able to deny and forget the memories from earlier, just hope to cloud over them long enough for his shattered mind to repair itself.
They hurt him, touched him. Made him hate himself.
His morning had begun unpleasant and continued to worsen throughout the day. A group of young children had hurled rocks at him while he had been sitting on the wooden swing outside the academy. They were simply repeating the harsh acts their parents had committed in order to punish the 'Demon' boy; the children not knowing the cause for their hatred towards Naruto.
They called him a monster as the rocks hit his arms and legs. He felt the welts swelling as he sat, refusing to make eye contact and doing everything he could to not give them the satisfaction of seeing him cry. He deserved what he got; nothing more, nothing less. It was his fault for being the cause of so many losses and the cause for the pain of so many people.
Later, he headed back towards his apartment through the back allies of Konoha in order to avoid the hateful eyes of the villagers. Naruto could sense the chakra approaching from behind. He strived to walk faster as the chakra continued to come closer. Abruptly from the corner ahead a man came towards Naruto. He could sense the anger spilling off the man in waves. The blonde haired boy whimpered as he felt the chakra that had been following him from behind come inches away from his body.
He could smell the alcohol on the man's breath as he whispered, "Fucking demon fox. We'll rip you apart from the inside out. You'll hurt more than anyone in this village ever has."
The man that stood in front of Naruto dashed forward as Naruto braced himself for the impact. He felt his head crack into the brick wall of the ally. A warm drop of blood traced it's way down his forehead, to his nose and down to splatter on the pavement. It was becoming increasingly dark outside and now fewer people could be heard on the streets just out of Naruto's reach.
A kunai cut into his flesh and he leapt out of the grasp of the man pinning him to the wall. The side of his hip bled as he pummeled to the ground in pain. The cut was deep and pain exploded in the right side of his body with the slightest movement.
He felt dizzy and overwhelmed. He knew what was coming.
Before he could pull himself up, he was pinned down again by the strong arms of the other man. Panic started to make his breathing difficult. He couldn't win while injured and against this kind of strength. His only chance would be if he could call for help. Maybe if he hoped enough, somebody would hear the struggle and come to investigate.
It's hard to keep hoping when your in a secluded ally late at night.
Lips roughly caressed his own. Naruto held back the urge to bite, knowing it would only result in him being hurt further. The man's legs were placed on either side of his body, straddling him, and holding him firmly in place. The blonde haired boy gasped as an unfamiliar hand grasped his most private parts. Incapable of voicing his protest, he whimpered and barely held back tears of humiliation and frustration as his pants and underwear were ripped down. He felt the other man's hardness against the back of his thigh. His face was burning and he turned his head so as not to see the man on top of him. He felt vulnerable and weak. His body reacted to the touch of the man and he hated himself for it. Naruto gritted his teeth in anger as his body betrayed him. The touches paused and the man on top of him rid himself of his clothing also. He roughly grabbed Naruto at the waist. Every muscle in his small body contracted as he felt the man's erection enter him. It felt like his insides were tearing , like he really was being torn in half. The agony of the pounding inside him made everything ache more. The wound on his hip continued to bleed and accrue on the ground below him.
As he fainted, Naruto didn't feel the impact of his forehead slamming into the pavement.
Author's Note: Very short chapter. I'm thinking about a KakashixNaruto pairing in here because NaruxSasu is getting boring. I've completely reversed my sleeping pattern now. It's four in the morning and I still am not tired.
