I'm always looking for Fimogen stories because they're just too damn cute! There doesn't seem to be many fics that are more than a one shot, so I thought, why not just try and write one?! The key word is trying, since I am unsure of my writing abilities. I know I'm an okay writer, but am I really a respectable writer? Who knows! Just tell me if you want me to continue. There's no way I can write a single one shot and leave it. I just can't for some reason! It irks me... Well I hope you all enjoy! That is, if anyone happens to read my story xD
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(Friday, February 1, 2013.)
Imogen's P.o.v -
Jealousy. It's an interesting emotion. You don't want to feel it, but once it occurs, it's very difficult to stop. Just who am I jealous of? I'm envious of a certain girl named Charlie, because she has stolen Fiona Coyne's heart. It was never a question of if I was gay, straight, or bi. The real question is if I have feelings for Fiona, and I obviously do. I would never do anything to intervene between Fiona and Charlie. That's not who I am and I don't want to be known as an instigator.
The thing is, I hardly know anything about Charlie in the first place. All I know is that she doesn't go to school anymore, she's really pretty, and Fiona is under her spell. But something doesn't feel right with her. I'm not trying to point out her flaws, (everyone has flaws) but something is off with her, as much as I hate to admit it. They have my full support, unless I find out Charlie is causing Fiona pain in anyway.
I'm still at home currently. I have to get to school and face Fiona. Of course she thinks everything is okay, which it is, well mostly. . .
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(Degrassi)
"Imogen, you won't believe what happened yesterday," Fiona said with happiness reaching her eyes.
"I am guessing it has to do with a certain female named Charlie?"
Fiona nods in confirmation and is smiling from ear to ear. "Charlie asked me to be her girlfriend! I totally wasn't expecting it, but you know me, I love surprises. Well, the good ones at least."
I knew this was coming eventually. Those two hit it off and it was just a matter of time, but it still hurts. I have to be happy for the both of them though. "That's great Fiona," I say rather quickly, and without much emotion.
Fiona gives me a strange look before continuing on. Oh no, she definitely noticed my behavior and now I'm going to get drilled. "Why do I have a feeling that you're not that happy for us?"
She looks so sad and it breaks my heart knowing I am the cause.
"I am happy for you. I just want you to be careful."
"Careful? Why do I need to be careful around Charlie? She's done nothing but tell me how beautiful I am and be there when I need her most. Why do you question that?!"
Now I've done it. She's mad at me and I could have prevented the whole scenario.
I move closer to Fiona, intentionally looking her straight in the eyes. "I'm only looking out for your best-"
Fiona rips out of our gaze. "Best interest, my ass! Why are you acting this way? Are you jealous that I have someone, and you don't? Are you afraid you'll lose me to her?"
We're right in the middle of the Degrassi hallways, so I know people can probably overhear us, but I don't care now.
I'm acting this way because I have feelings for you too and I don't know how much longer I can keep it a secret. I'm jealous that she gets to hold your hand and kiss you whenever she wants to. I'm afraid you'll pick Charlie over me and forgot all about me. There are so many fears I have and I can't even admit to Fiona that I have feelings for her...
"I don't want you to get hurt and honestly, I'm afraid of losing you to Charlie," I state truthfully.
"You're hurting me now by acting this way! We're best friends, so there's no way I would ever leave you!"
Best friends; that's all we are. It's funny; a couple months ago those words would have thrilled me. Now I want to be more than just Fiona's best friend. I want to be what Charlie is to her. I want to date Fiona Coyne and I don't care what anyone else says. I've never cared what anyone thinks and being with a girl wouldn't change anything. But Fiona would never see me in that way and that's the hardest part; knowing that you'll never have a chance with someone who is so close to you.
I step even closer to Fiona and I can feel her breath hitch. I take her hands in mine. "I am sorry for hurting you. That's not my intention. I don't even know why I think you would drop me for Charlie. I'll still see you at school. I guess I'm scared of losing people because of not having a mom around." I'm also terrified that if I told you my feelings, it would ruin our friendship forever.
"Aww, Imogen, I'm sorry, I didn't know that about you. You're my best friend and I couldn't imagine making it through the year without you."
"You couldn't know because I hadn't ever told you about my family. You're my best friend too and I'm so lucky to have met you."
"Aww Immy." Fiona closes the distance with a hug. I love her embrace and the smell of her hair is so intoxicating. Ah, it's vanilla with a hint of cinnamon.
Charlie better not take Fiona for granted. I hope she knows how lucky she is to get an opportunity to be with Fiona. Actually, she's more than lucky; she should be absolutely thankful for getting to be with Fiona. I will sit on the sidelines like a best friend and be there for Fiona, even if it hurts me, I just want her happiness.
So the saying really is true... Nice girls do finish last.
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How was chapter 1?! Should I keep going? Or was it horrendous? Feedback is always good! :) Thanks peeps!
