Do you know that moment when you wish you could go back in time and change an embarrassing thing you did? I was currently in that position.
I had thought since Edward was gone for the weekend on a hunting trip that I could have a little fun. You know since Edward refused to participate in said fun because he was afraid to hurt me.
Well one of the times I went to Port Angeles by myself I had bought a toy on a whim. I figured with him gone it would be the perfect time to work out some sexual frustrations.
Ha-ha if only I knew better.
Charlie wasn't home. He had left for fishing with Billy, so I pulled the vibrator from a box in the very back of my closet. It was my first time using it. Lying on my bed I turned it on, the steady hum drew me in. As I laid it against my waiting flesh I gasped. Holy crap it felt good, I was dying for any kind of sexual release.
I was really getting into it but trying to keep my moans in case Charlie came home early. Just as I was about to climax an unnatural breeze caught my attention. I froze mid release, there watching me masturbate was none other than Emmett Cullen.
I pulled the covers over my head, losing my vibrator on the floor. I didn't care I was mortified; Edwards brother had just caught me pleasuring myself.
I chanced a peek over my blanket. He was still there staring at the pulsating toy on the floor.
"Emmett please don't tell Edward" I quietly pleaded.
He didn't even seem fazed by my plea he just continued to stare. All the while, his body was frozen in the window, neither totally in or out of the room.
This was super awkward. Emmett snapped out of it after a minute and his clear shock was replaced by a wicked grin. I shivered involuntary as he approached my bed.
"If you needed to get off Bella all you had to do was ask" he purred.
Holy shit was he serious?
In a move faster than I could see he picked up the forgotten toy and turned it off. I blushed crimson when I saw he was holding it, smiling.
"I never took you for a toy kind of gal." he said nonchalantly like he was talking about the weather not a freaking sex toy.
However, my mind couldn't or wouldn't move past one thing, "Were you serious?" I asked cautiously, fidgeting with with the corner of my comforter.
"About getting you off?" he asked. I nodded. The grin came back. He knew I was considering it.
"Of course Bella, it would have to be our secret though." His amber eyes boring into my muddy brown ones. I looked away not being able to handle the intensity I found in them.
But as I thought about it I realized I had one of two choices, let Emmett do it or stay a ball of sexual tension. The latter didn't seem appealing. But could I really do that to Edward?
The irrational side of me chimed in making a valid point, he's the one who did it to you. He doesn't allow the contact and who's to say he ever will.
With that tidbit in stored away, I made up my mind.
"Let's do it" I said with way too much enthusiasm for someone who was technically cheating.
In the blink of an eye I was uncovered and a grinning Emmett was above me, holy French toast he was sexy.
"How far will you go?" I asked him. Nervousness seeping in at the prospect of losing my virginity.
A gleam in his golden eyes told me all I needed to know.
"Just be careful with me please" I whispered in his ear.
His lips gently caressed mine, "I could never hurt you Bella." He promised.
Those were the final words spoken before he worked my body like an instrument. And believe me when I say I was making some music.
After we came off our highs and promised never to speak, or in Emmett's case think of our tryst, we parted ways.
When I finally felt I could get out of bed, I started to clean up the evidence of affair. It was then I found the vibrator laying innocently on the bed, grabbing it I put it back safely in the box and returned it to the back of my closet.
That was a year ago that Emmett helped me and I never regretted it. Edward left me a month after the hunting trip simply saying that he never loved me. It didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. But Charlie had been furious until I convinced him I was alright with it. Deep down I had a feeling that Edward and I wouldn't work. The chemistry had been lost at some point but maybe it had never existed at all. Maybe he was as curious of me as I was of him. Either way, the Cullen family left 2 months after the breakup and I missed them dearly. I would never forget them. I would never forget Emmett and the wonderful time we had together. I couldn't. Not when I had a little Emmett staring at me every day for the rest of eternity. I would never regret. I would never turn back time to change that day. Maybe one day he and I would meet again, in 10 maybe 100 years from now. Fate would decide.
A/N Ok this was just an idea I had. It's just a one chapter thing. Yes Bella had a baby (unlike in twilight pregnancy takes longer) and he turned her, just to clarify. Hope you enjoyed it.