I don't own any twilight characters.... All though i would LOVE to Own Emmett or Edward or Jasper Or even Jacob but sadly i don't they are the properties of Stephine Meyer/bold

Chapter 1

"Edward, you promised me you would never leave as long as I wanted you to stay, I still want you" I said as tears fell from my swollen eyes "Edward I love you" I said as I took a step closer to the man who now held my life in his hands.

"Bella, I don't want to be around you anymore I can't stand you" he said as he turned his back to my face. "Bella, I" no don't say it please don't say it "Bella I don't love you anymore" he said and with those words I felt my knees go weak and grabbed the table for support.

"Edward, Why?" I asked but he was already gone and I had fallen to the ground. I pulled out my phone and called the one who had just torn my heart into pieces. You have reached the voice mail box of Edward Cullen please leave a message after the tone.

"Edward I hope you know that you have finally shown me the true monster that you are and I want you to know that I HATE you for what you've done. I said and hung up the phone only to collapse to the floor balling my eyes out.

Charlie has walked in the door hours later only to find me on the floor with swollen eyes in a puddle of my own tears. "Did Edward do this to you" he asked and I felt tars start to run down my cheeks from the sound of his name.

"Let's go to you room Bells" he said as he help me up off the floor and to my room. When I got there he just told me that if I needed anything he would be down stairs. After he had closed the door I slipped into be were I happily fell into unconsciousness, or so I though.

Edward I love you please don't do this I sad as he continued to walk further and further away from me

I don't want you anymore Bella, I don't love you he said as he walked out the door and then everything was black. Like the sun had disappeared with him and I was left alone.

Left to die he had taken my heart with him.

I awoke from my nightmare only to be hit with a wave of depression when the realization of what happened hit me with full force. Making tears run down my face like rain, how could I live without him?

Charlie had left for work early and left me a note on the table

Dear Bells,

I know you probably don't have anything to do over break so I thought maybe you could go visit Jake, you don't have to though I just thought it might be nice

Love dad

After reading my fathers letter I decided that I needed to go shopping so I could change my wardrobe so I headed to the one store I knew would have every thing I needed Hot Topic.

When I got to the store I was amazed by all the cute clothes they had and when I was finished I had seceded on black rocker skinny pants, pink and black leopard skinny jeans, pink and green ruffle skirt, and double zipper turquoise skinny jeans.

Along with a white razor blade double v tank, black and white love bite tank (Just for kicks), some band tees like all time low, bullet for my valentine and the academy is.

At the front desk I picked up some black nail polish and hair dye Charlie will LOVE this I thought as I threw in a black and white checkered belt.

When I got home I logged onto my computer and loaded itunes deleing all my songs and replacing them with songs by Paramore, Flyleaf, Brokencyde, Bullet for my Valentine and the Academy Is. Then I headed into my bath room, put on eye liner, dyed my hair and painted my nails.

When Charlie walked in and saw the new me he was more than shocked "Bella, what's going on" he asked as he sat his gun on rack and crossed his hands across his chest.

"Well I just figured that my Outfit should match my mood" I said as I pointed to the new clothes I was wearing "And the hair was just a bonus" After I finished my chat with Charlie I headed to my room and blared So Sick by: Flyleaf and fell asleep to another restless night.

After the next couple of weeks I had decided that I couldn't take it anymore and that Charlie didn't deserve to put up with me so I decided to go for a walk. As I headed down the stairs I grabbed a piece of paper and left Charlie a note then I was out the door.

Remembering that Alice could see any decision that I was going to make I kept changing my mind on how I would end my miserable life I pretend to live.

A first I thought of jumping off the bridge then changed to driving my car off a cliff. I constantly kept changing my mind between many different situations just to be safe. When I cam to the bridge I pulled out my phone and called him I was surprised when he answered.

"Hello" he said in his sweet angelic voice

"Edward, I just wanted to let you know that my death is on your hands" I said as I stepped onto the bridge that ran over the rail road tracks.

"Bella, Bella what are you doing" he asked in a frantic rush

"Im doing what you've done only in a literal state, with out you I am dead" I said as I got another step closer to the edge.

"Bella you don't want to do this" he said and I could hear someone speak in the back ground

"Edward what's going on is Bella okay" I heard Emmett ask in his husky voice

"Im glad to see that my plan worked" I said as I looked over the bridge.

"What are you talking about Bella" he asked confused

"Well I keep changing my mind so Alice doesn't know what im doing" I said as I stepped even closer to the edge.

"I just wanted to let you know that my death is on your hands" I said

"Edward, IM GOING TO KILL YOU for what you have done to her" Emmett said in raged.

"And ill join him" said Alice

"Bella don't do this" Alice said into the phone

"Im sorry Alice but I can't live without him, it's like im noting I have stopped changing my mind so you can see where I am but you'll be too late." I said "And if you look you can see I've clearly changed I mean look at how im dressed, I love you Alice and I love everyone else but I cant do it anymore im so sorry" were the last words I said as I jumped of the bridge only to be sucked into the black abyss of death.

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I dont know what to think about it but i hope you enjoyed it...Have any ideas for the story Pm meh