Title: Hating You is Hard
Summary: inspired by tadpole AU [Yaoi Naruto is falling in love with his step-father after his mother remarries, and how will he handle his new problems.? Better than it sounds [SasuNaru
Disclaimer: Hey! Guess what! Come on guess. Give up? I don't own Naruto. Didn't see that coming did you. Didn't think so.
Warnings: Yaoi, language, maybe some violence, and most likely to occur oocness
Author(s): Peepsolez
Author's Notes: Hi…it's me, once again. Wow, not much to say right now so enjoy the story, and please review, thank you(but only if you do j/k thank you if you read it too)!
Chapter 1: Where am I?
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'I remember dreading that day, I had a bad feeling something was going to happen.'
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"Naruto! Hurry or you'll be late to school" she called from the kitchen. I hurried and ran down the stairs almost tripping a couple of times on the way down.
"You ready?" she asked smiling down on me. I happily nodded my head, I was just 14 when it happened.
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"Do you want me to give you a ride?" my dad called as he pulled his coat and began to unlock the door.
I shouted a 'Yeah!', usually my dad didn't have time to drive me to school, but he took a day off for his and moms anniversary.
We walked to the car talking about how I was doing at school and who had won the football game at school, basically everything revolved around me, though I failed to realize it at the time.
We both got into the car as my dad pumped up the radio and we started to make our way towards school. I got a little embarrassed and yelled at him to turn the radio down before anyone heard, but he only smiled and told me feeling embarrassed was one way we knew we were alive.
'Alive my ass' I thought as I struggled against the seat belt.
My father glanced down at me and told me to cheer up.
'Easier said than done' I thought as I just glanced out the window. Before either of us knew it we were hit head on by a car.
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I took a big intake of breath and gasped, I smelled something funny, I could see the lights were on though my eyelids, and I heard beeping sounds.
"Nurse!, Nurse, come quick it looks like he's waking up" an unfamiliar voice cried.
My eyes fluttered open as I struggled to keep them up, I noticed two shadowy figures standing in the room, one started to moves towards me as the other ran out of the room.
"Naruto!, Oh! Naruto I'm so happy your awake" she cried as she hugged me gripping my shoulders.
"Mom, mommy is that you" I managed to chock out.
"Shhh…yes, baby it's mommy" she said rocking me back and froth as she hummed an unfamiliar tune.
My eyes started to drop again as I felt sleep wash over me, but before I could three more people came running through the door.
"Shh…he's going back to sleep, lets let him rest" my mother say as she gently stroked my hair. I did as she suggested and let myself fall into another deep sleep.
Opening my eyes once again to find them not so heavy, I looked around the room and saw my mother by the bed asleep, and a strange man on the opposite side of me sleeping. His head thrown back as his arms lay lifeless on his stomach.
I looked around the room to find a clock, but when I did it was to dark to see what it said, so gently I shook my mother. Her eyes slowly opened as she let out a huge yawn and smacked her lips a little. She looked around the room looking a little dazed and confused.
"Huh, what's going on…,Naruto…,Naruto!" she cried almost crushing as she gave me hug. Wincing from the pain I felt when she squeezed me, I asked her to stop. She did as told politely and just smiled at me.
I looked around the room once again, I couldn't remember anything, 'It looks like a hospital… but, why would I be in one?'
"Why am I in the hospital?" I coughed out.
'Oh, no he doesn't remember, should I just tell him straight out…, yes, yes I should and I will' my mother thought confidently not knowing the pain it would bring later on.
"Umm…, Naruto, you've been in a coma" she told me her voice shaking, "You and your father had an accident, and h-he d-died" she whispered as tears started to pour from her eyes.
My eyes widen a little at what she had just told me, I didn't know how to comprehend it at the moment. It was all just to shocking to hear when you've just woken up, to be honest I didn't believe any of it.
I turned my eyes back to my mother looking at her in distaste as to how she could be so cruel. I narrowed my eyes as she hugged me once again, sobbing into my shoulder. I made no move to stop her, still tried after only being up for about five minutes.
"Why" I whispered, "Why are you lying!", she pulled away to look into my eyes.
"What do you mean, Naruto?" she asked wiping the tears from her eyes.
"Tell me truth, where's dad" I hissed, never before had my mother heard me use such a dangerous tone and I would never again use it against her.
"N-Naruto, I'm not lying" and that's when I knew she wasn't, I could see in her face, and hear it in her voice. My eyes widen more if possible as I clenched my fist. I felt little wet droplets on my hands, raising my hand to my face, I felt tears.
'When did I start crying.'
The man sitting in front had apparently woken up sometime ago and flicked on the lights.
"I'll leave you two alone" he said as he made his way out.
The man was very tall, had long bangs and his hair poked up in the back. He wore grey slacks with a black turtle neck.
'My eyes are still a little fuzzy, but either way I don't think I recognize him' I thought as I laid back down, my eyes stating to drop again.
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About a month has passed since that time and I found out the truth. My father and I were in a really bad car accident, he died on impact, while I was in a coma for six months. I still haven't seen that man from when I had awoken but to be frank I don't care.
"Are you happy, you get leave today" my mother exclaimed.
I nodded my head happily, but stopped as I started to think.
"Hey…, mom can we umm…, go to dad's grave?" I asked. Since I had been in a coma I wasn't able to be at his funeral, and I wanted to pay my respects and thank him for all that he had done.
She looked down at her hands and nodded a 'yes'. "Naruto,… do mind if someone else comes along too?"
I raised an eyebrow at this requested, "Yeah, sure, but who is it?"
"He's one of your fathers old friends" and that was the only expiation she gave me.
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"Do you mind were going to have to pick him up first" she asked climbing into the front seat. I'll admit it I was scared looking at the car, my memories had returned about two weeks ago. 'But I'm Uzumaki Naruto and Naruto isn't scared of anything!'
"No, I don't mind" I half lied, 'all I wanted to do was go visit his grave, why does some old guy I don't even know have to go.' Sighing I got into the car and we began to drive. The ride their was short and awkward. My mother tried to force me into conversation but was failing miserably.
"So, Naruto your birthday isn't far way, do you know what you want?"
"No", 'how I'm suppose to be happy when dad just died and I'll also have to go back to all those stupid bastards filled with fake sympathy, soon.'
Deciding to end the conversation she honked the horn.
Out came the guy, my eyes weren't as blurred as before and I got better look at his face. His hair looked the same as it did a month ago, he had creamy white skin that looked pretty pale but he looked very healthy. This time he wore white tacky shorts and a dark blue shirt, so blue it looked black from a distance.
He walked up to the car and opened the left back door steadily climbing in.
"Hey, I'm Uchiha Sasuke" he said as he looked at me with a smug grin. 'I don't like him.'
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Three more weeks had pasted, and my birthday was two weeks away. The pain in my heart had dulled down to less painful tug every now and then, when I thought about my dad. This day I remember so well, it tugs at my memories even now.
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"Naruto, can I talk to you" my mother said as she entered my room.
"Yeah, sure, what is it?" I said sitting up on the bed.
"Naruto, you remember Uchiha-san right?" she asked smiling that sweet smile of hers, she only used it when she had good news, but the news that would escape her lips would be the worst I've ever heard.
"Yeah" I said not sure what she was getting at.
"Well, we've been seeing each other for sometime now…"her voice drifted off as I narrowed my eyes.
"And, well he's asked me to marry him" she exclaimed happily.
I could feel my jaw hang open as I stared at her in disbelief. My mother just ignored me as she pranced enthusiastically out of the room. She left the door open and I could hear her humming happily while I was left to sulk.
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Two years have passed by pretty quick and even then I didn't see much of Sasuke, not that I cared. But, I did start to see less and less of my mother, and that I cared about. There were a couple of occasions where we had award dinners, that offended resulted in Sasuke leaving early or my mother going with him, leaving me at home by myself.
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The wedding came sooner than I would have liked and of course my mother made me be there, bring up all this crap about how I couldn't be happy for her. How was I suppose to be happy when he was stealing the only thing I had left. I felt like my love wasn't enough for her, that she needed more, and all I could think of was why I wasn't enough. She even told me I wasn't enough, she said to me she was lonely, how could she have been lonely if I was there.
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A week has passed since the wedding, and they were to becoming home from the honeymoon any day now. And, after they came back we were going to move into his house. How I hated that idea, it made me sick to my stomach, but I did it non the less. I started to pack our things a couple days before they would return. And, this is were the real story begins.
Ending Notes: Sorry if it seemed rushed, I just didn't want to take forever trying to get them together.
Let me know which writing style is better and I'll use that one. I promise it gets more light hearted I'm not really a serious person. And, SasuNaru in the next chapter just not the plot, promise.
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