me in my teenage years
disclaimer:omg i don't own knd (i,m going to count how mutch i say that) 1
wally´s pov
there i am the macho off the street, the toughone of the café, the... i don't know what to say more, yeah i am 17 years old i've got blonde hairs, green eyes and shiny white teeth, my name is wallabee beatles, yeah i am sure handsome, got every girls attention, oh well not every girl, not the one i want attention off, its the black haired girl with lilac eyes her name is kuki sanban, she's beutyfull but she doesn't care about me, so i did have a plan to get this student nurse her attention, i'll tell you how i ruined my live with this.
it was march 27th, i was staring at her all time trying to get her attention, i whistled at her but she didn't even notice. my next try was at the shopping mall 4 hours later, iwas talking to my friends when she passed, i didn't listen to them anymore, i runned to the girl, ''heya uhm... kuki right?'', i stuttered, ''yes'', she answered
''uhm...you uh... like to get a cup of coffee together?'', i stuttered my cheeks turning red
''okay, but i think i know you of something, aren't you the boy who always stares at me in class?'', she asked
stupidly i answered, ''yeah'', man that's stupid right?
she gigled and walked away, you will think: what's worse about this? i'll tell ya how i ruined it then you'll know.
that night in the café i walked in, she was sitting on a table, i sat down next to her, man she was beautiful that night, i was all flustered.
''eh hi'' i said
'' eh...hi'', she said, man she got such a nice voice, a little girl with pig tails runned towards her
'' hi kuki what are you doing?'' the little girl asked
''oh hi mushi i am on a sort of date'', kuki said sweetly
''okay bye kuki'', the little girl said and walked out
''so eh... kuki do you wanto order something?'', i asked
''eh...yes i want a cup of tea'', she said nicely, oh man she wants tea i hate tea, i didn´t know what to do.
''eh...2 tea please'', i said, why did i say that aaaaah i where losing it
''coming right up sir'', the waiter said
''do you like tea to...hmm its delicious right?'', she said
''eh...yeah delicious...'', i asnwered why did i say that, i am hopelesly in love
''your tea'', the waiter said and gave us both a cup of tea, a gave it to a plant, well plant i hope you like tea!
''thank you'', kuki said sweetly
''eh...finished the tea so eh...you wanna do some more?'', i asked
''well yes but first i wanto drink my tea'', she replied
''of course'', so i waited her to finish her tea that di go well in the café, we are going to the movies and this is where i ruin it all, it started with choosing a movie.
''lets go to the rainbowmonkey huggywuggy hour'', kuki said, buying a milk shake
''nah i don´t really like rainbow monkeys, shall we go to violence the movie 11'', i said
''no that movie is rude and i don´t like rude movies'', kuki said
'' okay eh...the prince and the beauty than?'', i asked
'' no we can´t enter that movie its 18 years and older and it got a lot of sex'', kuki said
'' so?'', i said and that was a wrong thing to say knowing to what she did after that.
'' so you enjoy sex huh? well enjoy this'', she grabbed her milkshake and threw it all over me, she stepped out of the door leaving me behind wet of the milkshake the only thing she said: '' i never wanna see you again ever'', and with that it was over.
and now look what happened to me, i am lonely nobody´s there for me, i tried diffrent times to do suicide, today will be my last try, i get to the rail road and throw myself in front of a driving train, that will end my pain, my lonlyness.
normal pov (song from the inside-linkin park)
i
don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away
from me
heavy thoughts sift through dust
and the lies
trying
not to break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try
to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about
is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put
my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
wally stood on the railroad waiting for a train to hit him
waiting for his death
i'll
take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i
swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with you
a train came closer and closer, wally just stood there waiting for the train to hit him.
tension
is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from
me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
trying not to
break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to
make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is
this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my
trust in you
just takes so much out of me
the
train came closer and closer its almost over, he kept standing there
didn´t move
i
won't trust myself with you
i won't waste myself on YOU 3x
waste
myself on YOU 3x
the train was very close now, only a few secconds to go and all wally´s worries are over
i'll
take take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause
i swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with
you
everything from the inside
and just throw it all away
cause
i swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with YOU 3x
there was the train, the train hit him, his whole life flashed in his head and before he knew he wasn´t alive anymore.
the end
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