This is my 1st ever songfic so I'm sorry its not too good. TEAM BADE all the way. All Jade's POV
Disclaimor: I dont own Victorious or the song Smile by Avril Lavigne
Smile
You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want when I feel like it,
All I wanna do is loose control,
But you don't really give a shit,
You go with go with go with it,
Cause you're fucking crazy rock-n-roll
I'm Jade West, the biggest bitch to start at Hollywood Arts. I'm only 15 and I love to party and have fun. I don't give a shit what anyone else thinks.
You said hey,
What's your name,
It took one look,
And now I'm not the same,
Yeah you said hey,
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,
Yeah.
Beck Oliver. All he had to do was speak and I was his. Trust me, I'm not a sappy love sick girl. Ever. But soon as he introduced himself to me, I was his and there was nothing I could do to stop myself.
And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile
I don't smile often in public. But when I'm with Beck, all alone, in his RV, I smile. He chuckles and says how pretty it is and that I should do it more often. But I only smile like that with him.
Last night I blacked out I think,
What did you what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then,
I woke up with a new tattoo,
Your name was on me and my name was on you,
I would do it all over again.
Before Beck became the goody two-shoes he is today, we got ourselves into trouble. Like passing out from being too drunk, getting tattoos at fifteen, and something he thought he would never do until marriage. Sex. No one really knows about any of this though. It's between Beck and myself.
You said hey,
What's your name,
It took one look,
And now I'm not the same,
Yeah you said hey,
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame,
Yeah.
I've been Beck's since I met him. No one can ever change that. Even Tori Vega. Since she started at Hollywood Arts, things are a bit different with Beck. Like he sticks up for her, never sides with me. But when we're alone, I realize I'm the only one he loves.
You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want , when I feel like it
All I wanna do is loose control,
You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
I do what I want , when I feel like it
All I wanna do is loose control-o-ol.
Now Beck keeps me under control, he's the only one who keeps me from the trouble, we use to get into. He's the only one who can calm me down. He means the world to me. Even though, sometimes I wanna ditch him and go back to the old Jade but I don't think I could do that to Beck.
And that's why... I smile,
It's been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile,
The reason,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile,
The reason why-I-I-I,
I smi-I-ile.
Even when Tori is making googly eyes at Beck, or when other girls check him out, I smile because I know that he's mine and he loves me. I love him too but I'll never admit that to him, because I don't need to. He already knows.