A/N R, F & F: review, favor, and follow, the whole nine yards folks :D
Writing a romance goes against everything I believe guys lol, in other words I don't usually do them, HOWEVER I'm too excited about this story please believe me.
I do not own anything familiar to Dog With a Blog, though I will miss the show :( #goodbyeDWAB. Avery is in eighth grade in this btw
sorry if some of the characters seem OOC (out of character) but it's for the story that they will seem this way sometimes. hope you don't mind. also sorry wavery lovers but as the summary shows you, wavery just ain't working out in this story. *bows head in shame* :'(
I guess this is a songfic, I mean some chapters will have music but not all so...
|Intro: Avery|
She poured her heart out in the rain
He shut her out drove home the pain
She took a breath, nothing came
She tried again, more of the same
My wedges were hurting my feet so now I'm barefooted. My mascara is stained across my cheeks and I'm cold as the night winds pummel me, the jean vest I'm wearing suddenly not working in my favor. I feel like someone's following me but every time I look back there's no one. I wish there was someone, someone to talk to, someone to comfort me and walk me home because that's where I want to be right now. I just want to go home, I want to go home and hide under my covers forever. Stay there so I can wallow in my sorrows.
I hiccuped as tears continued to roll down my face. I was going to call my step-brother, Tyler, to come pick me up from the movies but it'd be too embarrassing. Then again, what could be more embarrassing than being stood up by you're own boyfriend?
I glanced at my phone, reading the text he sent me an hour ago.
Wes: On my way ;)
How can she drown anymore ?
Dreams in ashes on the floor
When does she say;
"I've had enough, no more... anymore"
We had a movie night planned. Me, him, and Jurassic World. I waited and waited in the theater's lobby, people passing me by giving me concerned looks. I ended up leaving the theater after a while though and I've been wandering around Pasadena since then. I know where I am considering I've lived here since I was little, I'm at the park actually. Still, I may not be lost on the outside but inside I'm in need of direction. Am I shocked by what he did to me tonight? No, sadly I'm everything but.
Wes and I have been dating for two months now. I thought he really liked me at first, but lately things have been rough. I find myself doing all I can to please him, to get his attention. This goes against everything I believe in as a female, but I can't help it. I really liked him, but I guess after tonight he's showed me that I'm absolutely nothing to him.
She lost her will, she lost her way
Still his reflection keeps its place
She reaches out for yesterday
Reaches hard but nothing's changed
How can she drown anymore ?
Dreams in ashes on the floor
When does she say;
"I've had enough, no more..."
How can she drown anymore ?
Dreams in ashes on the floor
When does she say;
"I've had enough, no more... anymore"
Thunder roars above me and lighting lights up the dark skies. No wonder the temperature went from nice and toasty to cold and ugly.
"Just my luck, a storm," I coughed out. My voice is croaky, all the crying I've done has taken a toll on my throat. I can barely speak, then again I don't want to. There's nothing to say, there's nothing to do accept cry. I crumbled the movie ticket in my hand and tossed it the ground. I spent ten bucks and eleven cents for nothing.
I sighed, plopping down on the bench in the park. The thunder shakes the ground and a second later rain just pours from the sky. The rain drops mix in with my salty tears, I'm getting soaked from head to toe by the second. I don't care though, no one to look good for anyway. Just the thought of that—the past two months dating Wes in general—cause me to break down even worse than before. My body shakes violently as I curl up on the bench sobbing, my purse slipping from my fingers and onto the puddle below.
Wes has wronged me in many ways before, making me feel inferior to other prettier girls. Acting like he doesn't want me around at school, like I'm something to be embarrassed by. But this, this is something new. This is, this is just too much. I've forgiven him and forgiven him, but this is one of those things you can't make up for with flowers and apologies.
As I'm lying here being drenched in tears from the heavens above me I come to a conclusion. A part of me doesn't want to, that part wants to give Wes another chance like I all the other times. That part believes in him. But then there's the other part of me that's fed up, fed up because I shouldn't be sitting here soaked and with a broken heart.
My family and friends have been ushering me to drop Wes like hot rocks. They've noticed how much I've changed, how hard I try with him and they hate it. They want me to be done. And you know what, I am. I'm done being a fool. I'm done having broken heart after broken heart, done fighting for someone who doesn't want to fight with me. I, Avery Jennings, am officially done with Wes Manning!
A/N I was going to extend this but I figured I'd leave it alone. The song is Dreams In Ashes by Amanda Abizaid, I thought it fit the scene well. Poor Avery, can you imagine her just lying on a bench crying, rain falling down on her. I could, which is why I wrote it. Stupid Wes, though I love him on the show, I don't in this fan fiction _ anyhow, tell me what you think so far. do you like it, want more? review, favor, and follow, the whole nine yards :P I'd really appreciate the love, especially since DWAB doesn't have a bunch in the forum :[ love ya, Tami