I'm not Alone

Chapter 1: ….because I have Family

5/15/2013: It's been a couple months now since Guilmon and the other Digimon had to return to the digital world. Sometimes I feel a bit lonely without him; my parents even said I can get an animal. I know why but nothing can fill the hole that was left in my heart after Guilmon. My name is Takato Matsuki and I feel alone.

5/19/2013: I cut myself be accident this morning and I felt so scared and realized that I could die at any time and my life was spiraling down. I asked my mother to get my a hoodie like the one I have now just longer sleeves as well as a pair of white pants and new blue converse shoes to match my hoodie .My name is Takato Matsuki and I feel alone.

5/25/2013: I have some scars on my arms now. And they won't heal. I try everything but they just will not heal. I try my best to not cut myself but I cannot help myself sometimes. This morning the bleeding wouldn't stop till the sink was filling with blood. I washed it out and drank orange juice all day. My name is Takato Matsuki and I feel alone.

6/1/2013: I don't accept the fact of course….well not all of me that is a part of me always knows that I'm alone. I usually sit at home but I've tried to get back outside and with my friends but sometimes I don't know I need my space. My name is Takato Matsuki and I feel alone.

6/4/2013: I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYONE. I HOPE JERI FUCKING DIES A TERRIBLE DEATH AND I AM THERE TO WITNESS AND LAUGH. My name is Takato Matsuki and I hate Jeri.

6/17/2013: I'm not emo I swear I'm just going through hard times. I cut myself still but only to remind me that I have life and I should live it. My hair has gotten really long lately and the way it is It hangs over one of my eyes. Rika said it looked good and it felt weird to have a complement from her…..

I close my journal for now planning to finish today's entry before bed and look out at the night sky. "My life sure has changed. I'm supposed to go to Rika's tomorrow for a sleep over with her and Henry." Kazu and Kenta are at summer camp and Jeri….well I am lucky Rika cares about my feelings a bit. I walk down stairs to the bakery and get some bread to munch on as I sit in the living room and watch TV. It was a report on virtual reality goggles.

My father come in and sits with me. "Hey son how are you doing?"

I smile surprisingly enough since haven't talked with my parents since the last time they tried to force a dog on me. "I'm ok. Hey do you mind if I get some money for tomorrow? We all chip in on Pizza and I spent it all on…well you know…."

He nods at me "Yeah I know. Of course come on I'll get you the money." We stood up and he put his arm round me. "You know son your mother and I may not be the best parents in the world but we do listen and we try our best. Don't worry we are always here for you." He tells me in that fatherly way. It sorta made me feel warm inside. I give a light nod and he smiles at me as we enter the bakery again.

It was the worst possible time to enter the Bakery. Jeri was there and we made eye contact. I looked down and covering my eyes with my hair. I don't see what she does but she says "Can I just please get some bread my mother needs some for dinner?" My mother got her the bread is what I assumed because a couple minutes later my father shook me giving me the ok signal. I look up and no one was in the bakery but us.

I look at my mother and she pulls me into hug. I didn't know what to do so I let it happen. "Takato….it'll be ok baby"

I don't know why she says that to me I'm not a baby I'm almost 13 years old just 14 days away but I set it aside and hug her back. "I know mom."

My mother soon releases me "Takato we are always here for you."

My father nods in agreement "Yeah we know how life can be son and we will support you in your life."

I smile at them and nod "Thank you mom and dad. I love you both." That is something I haven't said in a long while. My father gives me the money for tomorrow as we close up business for the night.

We all head to the living room where my mother gave me a bowl of her famous soup. I eat it I can feel my stomach get warm from the broth of the soup and it fills with the bread, noodle, veggies, and chicken. I would usually think Milk and soup is bad together since I am not a fan of stew but tonight I need a glass of milk with dinner. My father smiles at me "Drink more milk and you'll get nice strong healthy bones and get taller"

I smile t him "Yeah but my shortness has always helped me so being tall would be a disadvantage. Plus I'd rather not hit my head all the time" I said making a small joke.

For the rest of the night I spent some time with them we even played a bored game. My mom won I am not good at The Game of Life. I walk up to my room a small smile on my face. I sit at my desk and open my journal. I finish today's entry.

I spent the night with my family and I had a lot of fun. I saw HER today but my family made me feel better and I am glad to have them. My name is Takato Matsuki and I am not Alone because I have a family.

I close my journal and lay in my bed. I slowly close my eyes and drift off into a sleep a smile on my face.

-Dream world-

I walk around in my old tamer's get up my goggles on my head again. I was in the digital world but not. "Where am I?" I say to no one as I walk around. The city was turning as Digimon kill humans. I wasn't harmed for some reason as if they fear me….as if…I control them. I see a bright light and I cover my eye but I am absorbed into the light…..

The time is nearing…..will you be alone or will you go back to being the hero? Only time will tell. We will see….in one years' time till then rest my child rest and we beg for you to choose your own path to devastation…..or rebirth

A/N: Ok before someone tell me the actual time, date, year, hour second all that shit I'm just putting it as dates of whenever and since most anime's back then took place in the future time of around 2012 or 2013 or something. Also this is going to be updated whenever I say because I have to get out sonic crew every week and I also RP in forums so yeah.